Muscle Pain and misc.....

Went for bowling with colleagues last friday @ 1U... 3 games in 1 1/2 hours, and I'm on my 4th day of muscle pain. It's not the normal stage of pain.. it's superb pain.. I can't even walk well in the weekend. I know I know.. I lack of exercise... I need more exercise... I don't want to think about exercise now!!! Anyway, sport is always not my cup of tea... and that's why I love yoga, slow motions but it's exercise of your body and mental... Em...yoga, it's been 2 years I stop doing yoga... Miss it.

I stayed home on weekend due to the muscle pain, at least I got a good rest in this weekend. Going to Johor for a friend's wedding on the coming weekend and then 3 wedding dinner to attend on the next weekends. Sound crazy right? I wish I don't have to attend all dinner... Already so fat!!! still have to attend so many fattening wedding dinner... sighh..

Another thing happened in last weekend that made me so angry. I was actually be appointed to be the organizer of our Blythe Christmas Gathering that will be held on Dec. I did fixed a date and got some group member that can't make it and asked me to change the date because of 2 of them can't make it on that date. Then I told her that I will see how's the situation when the date is near then only decide. If there are alot of people can't join then I will consider to push the gathering to the following weekend.

There comes another small meet up on the other weekend just for 2 new members who can't join us for the Christmas Gathering, then I thought, since for 4 person who wanna join the Christmas Gathering can't join on the date I fixed, maybe I should push it to the following week so everybody can join.

There I post it to the group notice board, and I got SHOOT by this M. She claimed that I only care of these 2 new members and change the gathering date because of them but never considering that her and another girl who can't join the gathering. Wahhhh...immediately my FIRE all come lah of coz!!! I never say that I don't want to change the date no matter what. If I do said so, then it's my fault that being 'pilih kasih'!!! Morever, I don't even know the 2 new members at all!!! I didn't even talk to them on msn or forum at all!! This is too much for my toleration... I told them to get someone who able to arrange a date who EVERYBODY able to join the gathering and I wannt out of this trouble.

She sms me the next day and said that she is not accusing me for that and she is not angry at me. Ha!!!! ya right.. I did not reply to her..... I'm angry for real. You want to say I'm oversensitive or over-reacted or drama or watever lah!! I'm not happy on this!

But I'm glad that there are friends that really understand why I asked whether we should push the date to later weekend.

For Mk, C, A and S... thanks for being a friend and being understand my situation... *muaks*

What's marriage???

I wonder, why we go into marriage? Is it because we love each other? If so, why the love faded off after we got married? Husband, where's the patience I see in you before married? Husband, where is the passion you have on bed when we make love before married? Husband, where is your soft spoken manner you have before married? Husband, where is the love between us?

A friend of mine asked me, what's marriage? Why people change after married? And why the feelings no longer the same after married? Why the love no longer there? I think, this is very simple... because we are human and we tends to take things for granted.. no matter what. As a wife, people will says, the duty of a wife is do all the houseworks, serve the husband well, give birth to many children as your womb can handle/ your financial can manage. When we do not do either one of the above, we are the bad woman, we are the one who didn't do our duty, we are the one to blame on.

In this new century, women work as much as men do, women face the same pressure from work as men do. However, we still have to clean the house, do the cooking, take care of the babies, serve our husband on bed.. and the husband can just spend his time on play online game, PS2/ PS3/ Wii/ XBox, watch TV/ Football/ Wrestling. When husband wanted to have sex, if we say NO, then it's our fault that we didn't fulfill our husband's needs. We can blame no one but ourself if our husband got a mistress or having affair/ affairs with other sexy/ not sexy girl/ girls. If we requested for sex, then we are 'miang'/b*tch. When have sex, make sure the husband has his orgasm. Ours? Forget it...

Women been fighting for centuries to this stage. Sadly to say... we are still trapped in those traditional thinking.