It's not easy to went through these few weeks after back from Hong Kong trip. Something inside me that changed.
I'm always an impulsive person, no matter on shopping or in love. Something changed. It's not that I no longer an impulsive person but I'm more on it. I'm in love with another guy beside SOMEONE. This is not expected, of course, who will know that yourself will fall in love with someone else beside the one being with you for years?
Mr. Js is a very caring and lovely person. Not only he is sweet, but he care of my feelings a lot. And what's most powerful is that he is more impulsive than me. I feel 100% touched by what he did for me. I feel so important because he put me in the first place no matter in what sense. Maybe you will tell me that's only for the courting stage. I never feel like this in the few relationship I had / having.
Sighhh..... Suddenly, I feel like my relationship is just like drama... so dramatic till I can't believe that happend on me.. someone who is just so ordinary and not pretty.
