Worry.......

It's 21st January 2008....

Time flies with high speed!!!!!! Suddenly I feel so worry and scared when I look at the calendar standing on my working desk.... It's 21st!!!!! Arghhhhh... and I'm still fat!!!!!

Chinese new year is just around the corner and 18th February is so near!!!!! and... I'm still fat!!!!

Sighhhh.. I'm getting more and more depressed....

Women are......

VAIN!!!!

This is what my boss commented on me....

I'm very picky on food... I don't like vege... I totally do not touch on ONION!!! I hate ONION!!!! But.... recently.. I'm trying on this slimming vegetable soup which contained ONION... Needless to tell, I ate it like no body business and totally ignore the ONIONsssss in it. When my boss saw what I'm eating for my breakfast and lunch.. she said..."WOMEN ARE VAIN..."

LOLZ!! I will do anything to slim down... I tried so many ways... pills, creams, exercises, diet plan, replacement meals, slimming centre, exercise machine/ tolls, slimming patch... etc. I will go for whatever can reduce weight/ make me slim.

What to do?????? My parents did not give me a devil like body shape with a face that looks like angel... they give me a fruit like body shape and ordinary looking face... sighhhh... No choice lah.. either I go for plastic surgery or work hard on diet and exercise.. I got no money, therefore I choosed to diet and work out.

No, I did not go for gym. I know it's the best for losing weight.. But, the fitness centre is kinda pricey nowadays... and they will push you to sign up for 3 years membership and tell you that it only cost you RM90 per month. Imagine lah!!! RM90 * 36 months is how much money??? To pay them either in one shot or 12 mths installment... RM3240 or RM270/mth. OK, maybe this is not a big sum for somebody.. but I'm not earning god damn high salary plus I gotto take care of my mom, my hse installment, car maintenance, petrol, self expenses, credit card payment, household expenses... bla bla bla... so, it does cost a lot for a low class worker as me.

Sighhh... Depressed... so fat!!! I WANNA LOSE WEIGHT!!!!

Housewife......

My mom told me that I can't be a god mother or have any god daughter till I got myself married!!! Ahhh!! I can't be god mother..... Have to wait lohh.... wait till got someone wanna marry me... and tied me down make me an aunty... Hahahhahaa...

I don't want to be aunty... ok??? I want to be a HOT MAMA... or SEXY WIFE... not the desperate one or the stay in the HOUSE one.. :P

Mentioned about HOUSEWIFE.... I still remember one of my collegemate used to have an ambition that is become a HOUSEWIFE.... kakakakaa... I still remember that all of us teased her about this ambition of her always... Her dream didn't come true.. she is married but not a HOUSEWIFE... she is still working with a few months old baby girl now. We still teasing her about this nowadays....

As we become elder and elder.. we realised that it is not easy to be a HOUSEWIFE... the most powerful challenge is to handle your loneliness and the workloads... Imagine how bored it is to stay home alone to do all the houseworks without kids... the works to be done will kill you faster if you have kids...

Then, we also have to bear with the facts that the hubby actually has no interest on you anymore as they think you are ugly/lausy/dumb/boring because you no longer "in-touch" with the WORLD.... they think that you only stay in the cage named HOME.. and your topic is surrounded by market, kids and neighbours. BORING!!!

Women stayed in the CAGE because of love... but is there anyone that will appreciate her sacrification? I wonder... I don't mind to be a HOUSEWIFE if my hubby able to feed me with monthly allowance of rm5K at least... and I got a maid that serve me and my kids... So, I still have time to dress up myself, to make myself beautiful and sexy, to fill up my brain with knowledge.. and most important.. have time and energy for sex and communication. Why I said this is most important??? Because this is the excuse most of the man use to bail other girls for affair.

"We no longer communicate with each other."

"We do not have sex for decades..."

"We stay to each other because of the kids..."

"My wife do not care of me anymore..."

"She only care for the kids..."

Women, not only have to take care of the family, do houseworks, take care of our body shape and health, not to be out of touch with the WORLD, also have to be ENJOY sex even you tired like hell... and have to know how to fight SMARTLY with those young and vain girls... If women found that they have affair with a young man, then she is a BITCH! and has to face so many judges...

While men, can just have affair and tell something irresponsible.... "MOST OF THE MARRIED MAN ALSO HAVE GIRLFRIEND, JUST THAT THEY DIDN'T GET CAUGHT" and ..... CASE CLOSED.

Why is it so difficult to be a woman????

New word....

Today, I learn a new word which fit me perfectly.... TECHNOSEXUAL....

POWER!!!! Do not understand what is technosexual??? The defination I found is...... A person, male or female, who is so deeply enthralled with technology they discuss it with a level of passion that most people reserve for sex. Not always a geek or a nerd, but generally someone who has the latest and greatest everything.

I'm not that crazy till I will give up my passion on sex.... hahahaha.. I still very into sex than go online. But sometimes I will spend more time sitting infront of my laptop and read blogs, surfing, play facebook, browse through my friends' profile...

Wah!!! sound like lifeless to others... But, I love this freetime activities... plus there are some friends on msn and chat with me. I love to communicate with SMS, MSN, blog... but hardly like to talk face to face beside we are close friends for more than 10 years or I see you everyday in the office. However, this does not means that we are totally closed for communication... there is always a way to open our heart.

OK! how to tackle a technosexual chick like me???? [I know I'm not qualify to be a CHICK yet..]

1- Have a blog. So that she will reach your thinking easily...[perhaps..]. That she will know what's in your mind, what's your point of view on certain issue... and perhaps know you better.

2- Send her SMS. Bear in mind that her mobile phone is not for phone calling or chat on phone.. her mobile phone is strictly for SMS only.... You can hardly see her talk on phone but always sms with her phone. Why don't just make a call and settle everything but keep sms?? Don't ask!! just sms!!

3- Get her some gadgets if you wanna get her some gifts. Do not go for something fancy or too young... She is more concern about the function than the outlook. Something simple and multifunction will always catch her attention. Eg. Sony Ericsson K810i.

LOLZ

I love this.... TECHNOSEXUAL

Illegal....

Read from newspaper that our government will not charged Dr. Chua and the lady for having oral sex [for now]. I told SOMEONE about this and he asked..."why is oral sex illegal?" "emmm.. you go ask our government lah! how I know eh??"

What a good question.. why is it illegal to have oral sex? People told me that's because it is ABNORMAL SEX in some religion's book... so, illegal lohh!! I very scared... if one day, I saw someone having oral sex.. should I call to police station????? They are doing something illegal!!!!

How how??? tell me what should I do!!!!!

Pity......

Dr. Chua [Minister of Health] has quited 5 positions held.... Pity. Obviously, the objective for spreading the Sex Video is completed.

Yes, this is all about his personal life.. and has nothing to do with what he has contributed to the country. But as a minister, where to put his face after all this happend? I do admire his courage to admit everything he has done. It is not easy to tell the whole country.. "YES! I F OTHER WOMEN OTHER THAN MY WIFE."

Imagine the effects on his family... I feel abit sympathy on him.... For a man at his 60s, with such a successful career [no matter in politic or not], suddenly fall from the cloud... I bet it's god damn pain for him. But Dr. Chua handle it strongly... steadily... I do admire him on this.

We chinese said.. "牛不喝水，按不得牛头低"="you won't able to push the cow's head down if it doesn't want to drink water"... I think, if he didn't F around, nothing will pull him down from what he had. But my mom has a different point of view.. "哪只猫儿不偷腥"="which cat doesn't eat fish?"... again, my theory is correct, men....still the same as I know... Dick always overcome the brain...

Sorry lah!!! I can't help but to think like this lahhh..... I witnessed too many of all these cases since the day I know about relationship.... OK, I did flirt around too.. but I'm 100% loyal when I knew that there is someone that worth for all my love and I know that he does love me too...

Women know how to calculate too.

Men.....

OK, our Dr Chua [Minister of Health] admited the man in the sex video is him and told the public that his wife already forgive him for what he has done. I think the wife has no choice but to forgive.

I wonder....really wonder... does the wife forgive him 100% or only 10%? No choice, to keep his high post... I think they have to work on this drama carefully. Either forgive or not also just tell the public that she already forgive him lah! Else how??? Tell the public that "I gambled my family for the sex out of marriage." ??? Man.... no matter rich or not... handsome or not... all love to go for something that shouldn't go for..

Will I forgive a husband that F around??? my answer is 100% no! That's why I told SOMEONE... if you happened to F some women behind me.. PLEASE DO NOT LET ME KNOW TILL I DIE!!! YOU DIE ALSO DON'T LET ME KNOW ABOUT IT! DON'T EVEN LEAVE ANY MESSAGE OR EVIDENCE FOR ME TO TRACE!!! OR ELSE, YOU SHOULD KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT....

Please forgive my voilence.. I can't take it... I bet no other woman able to take it beside that they got other motive or BENEFITS... you know.. our women's excuses to leech on... kids still young/ can't compete in the market already/ can't afford the lifestyle/ I do love him... OK lah, women always die on the word.. "LOVE"... Me too.....

Even our lovely PM said..." Man created to loves many women.." apani..... Kill me pleaseeee!!!!

New Year, New Chapter of Life......

Happy 2008! Time flies.....

Here started another new year... I shall continue with my undone New Year Resolution of 2007... SLIM DOWN...

Depressed... I'm still fat!!!!

Showing the cutey baby... my second god daughter after Renee, Ah Moi!

aawww... so cute!

and my work is no longer happy as last year... the company has blocked FACEBOOK!!!!! I want to cry!!!!!! What is this?? who the hell want to block facebook???? Why is it so????? Is it my fault?? or most of the people also playing facebook here???? Arghhhhhhhhhhh.... KILL ME PLEASE!! HOW AM I GOING TO KILL MY FREE WORKING HOURS NOW??????