Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Happy Merdeka Day......
OK, tomorrow is our NATIONAL DAY. Let's put aside those snatch cases, murdered cases, raped cases... and etc.. and wish our LOVELY MALAYSIA a very HAPPY 49th BIRTHDAY!!!!!
Monday, August 28, 2006
SINCERITY......
Today, talked about SINCERITY of men with one of my friend who still not yet married and looking for a steady bf if she able to find one.
There is a guy, who is good looking [according to her lah… I never meet him], who is attached with a GF, come out and cari makan. My friend who being lonely and flirty, had some fun with him. However, after the one and only one time of FUN HAVING NIGHT, the result is very disappointed. :P So, my advice to her is, don’t give a shit even thought he still keep sms her and told her that “I’M SO ADDICTED TO YOU!! I WANNA SEE YOU. CAN WE MEET UP?” Irritating is the only word she able to describe him. LOLZ!!!! This pretty friend of mine doesn’t wanted to see him, fuck him or even keep in touch with him anymore. According to her, he is sux on bed. Only sms her when he is horny, wanted to have affair with her but damn KIASI. Wanna F her but wanted her to go to somewhere very far... no one know HIM over there mah!!!! What I can advice my lovely friend is…. ASK HIM TO FUCK OFF.
Sigh…. As I always said, nowadays, people practice, SINGLESHIP, ONE NIGHT- SHIP, SHORT TERM-SHIP or AFFAIR-SHIP. Men do practice LONG TERM-SHIP, but they still will come out and CURI MAKAN…. I’m lucky that I still have friends who are LOYAL to their GF/ BF. If not, I will be damn damn disappointed on relationship things. But I still see a lots of these affairs happened around. Men or women.
However, how do we judge on a guy whether he is SINCERE in a relationship or not? According to our stupid POINT OF VIEW….
We do think that a SINCERE MAN…
1.will not call you only when he is damn 9 free or lonely or horny.
2.will sms you no matter where he is [after working hours lah… we know some men are very workaholic]
3.will not shy to bring you out to meet their friends or parents or family.
4.will not hesitate to tell you about their past or current.
5.will care about your feelings and listen to you.
6.will not tell you I MISS YOU, I LOVE YOU, I WANTED TO BE WITH YOU SO MUCH but
see no action.
7.will not only think on your body, like saying, I WANNA HUG YOU, I WANNA KISS YOU, I
WANNA F YOU.
8.will not talk so much but never show up.
9.will not let you feel lonely even though he stay kinda far from your home.
10.will not have FLING with you.
11.etc… etc…. etc…
Anyway, too many to stated down… Only able to remember few of them. The more you are untouchable, the more the man want to TOUCH you. What should we call this as?
There is a Kuantan guy who always tell me that he really likes me a lots, want to come KL and meet me so much, asked me to be his girl friend, asked me to move to Kuantan with him so that we can be happy living together. Crazy!! I told him off of course. He asked why I keep pushing him away, and never really treat him nice. I said, it’s because I do not see any SINCERITY in you. Talk is your expertly but it’s very clear in me that what you want from me. He said, you don’t think that I’m such a dirty old man. I said, too bad that you are exactly what I think you are. But he never give up on trying to bluff me to believe his sweet talks… Too bad, sometimes, I’m just a bit too sensitive on a guy’s sincerity. Ya, SOMETIMES only.
Why do I think that he is such a DIRTY OLD MAN?? Because from the 1st time I met him, I already saw the HAMSAP SPARKS sparking in his eyes when he look at me. I’m not pretty and I have no idea on why he being so interested on me. Nothing happened between us as I already wanna kick his balls on the first meeting. LOLZ!!!
Men…… to court a girl is very easy… you do not need to be damn rich… better lah if you are… Hahahaha…. However, sincerity in you is the only thing that a girl can sense most. SHOW US YOUR SINCERITY IN A RELATIONSHIP… not in SEXUAL-SHIP.
There is a guy, who is good looking [according to her lah… I never meet him], who is attached with a GF, come out and cari makan. My friend who being lonely and flirty, had some fun with him. However, after the one and only one time of FUN HAVING NIGHT, the result is very disappointed. :P So, my advice to her is, don’t give a shit even thought he still keep sms her and told her that “I’M SO ADDICTED TO YOU!! I WANNA SEE YOU. CAN WE MEET UP?” Irritating is the only word she able to describe him. LOLZ!!!! This pretty friend of mine doesn’t wanted to see him, fuck him or even keep in touch with him anymore. According to her, he is sux on bed. Only sms her when he is horny, wanted to have affair with her but damn KIASI. Wanna F her but wanted her to go to somewhere very far... no one know HIM over there mah!!!! What I can advice my lovely friend is…. ASK HIM TO FUCK OFF.
Sigh…. As I always said, nowadays, people practice, SINGLESHIP, ONE NIGHT- SHIP, SHORT TERM-SHIP or AFFAIR-SHIP. Men do practice LONG TERM-SHIP, but they still will come out and CURI MAKAN…. I’m lucky that I still have friends who are LOYAL to their GF/ BF. If not, I will be damn damn disappointed on relationship things. But I still see a lots of these affairs happened around. Men or women.
However, how do we judge on a guy whether he is SINCERE in a relationship or not? According to our stupid POINT OF VIEW….
We do think that a SINCERE MAN…
1.will not call you only when he is damn 9 free or lonely or horny.
2.will sms you no matter where he is [after working hours lah… we know some men are very workaholic]
3.will not shy to bring you out to meet their friends or parents or family.
4.will not hesitate to tell you about their past or current.
5.will care about your feelings and listen to you.
6.will not tell you I MISS YOU, I LOVE YOU, I WANTED TO BE WITH YOU SO MUCH but
see no action.
7.will not only think on your body, like saying, I WANNA HUG YOU, I WANNA KISS YOU, I
WANNA F YOU.
8.will not talk so much but never show up.
9.will not let you feel lonely even though he stay kinda far from your home.
10.will not have FLING with you.
11.etc… etc…. etc…
Anyway, too many to stated down… Only able to remember few of them. The more you are untouchable, the more the man want to TOUCH you. What should we call this as?
There is a Kuantan guy who always tell me that he really likes me a lots, want to come KL and meet me so much, asked me to be his girl friend, asked me to move to Kuantan with him so that we can be happy living together. Crazy!! I told him off of course. He asked why I keep pushing him away, and never really treat him nice. I said, it’s because I do not see any SINCERITY in you. Talk is your expertly but it’s very clear in me that what you want from me. He said, you don’t think that I’m such a dirty old man. I said, too bad that you are exactly what I think you are. But he never give up on trying to bluff me to believe his sweet talks… Too bad, sometimes, I’m just a bit too sensitive on a guy’s sincerity. Ya, SOMETIMES only.
Why do I think that he is such a DIRTY OLD MAN?? Because from the 1st time I met him, I already saw the HAMSAP SPARKS sparking in his eyes when he look at me. I’m not pretty and I have no idea on why he being so interested on me. Nothing happened between us as I already wanna kick his balls on the first meeting. LOLZ!!!
Men…… to court a girl is very easy… you do not need to be damn rich… better lah if you are… Hahahaha…. However, sincerity in you is the only thing that a girl can sense most. SHOW US YOUR SINCERITY IN A RELATIONSHIP… not in SEXUAL-SHIP.
Saturday, August 26, 2006
Can't wait...... :P
Aiya, can't wait. I received a package from S'pore. I do not have any friends from S'pore but it's a gift from S'pore!
A gift from someone SPECIAL.... Kakakakaka... Will pick it up from the post office by TOMORROW MORNING!!!
A gift from someone SPECIAL.... Kakakakaka... Will pick it up from the post office by TOMORROW MORNING!!!
Thursday, August 24, 2006
心死
最近 - 李圣杰
你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福
#######
如果两个人在一起，并不开心，那么为什么要浪费时间？
如果两个人都对对方多多意见，那么在一起还有什么意义？
如果双方都不珍惜对方，那么还有什么爱可言？
爱一个人，到底要如何才算是完美呢？？
曾经快乐，那便足够了吗？真的可以不在乎天长地久吗？？我非常在乎天长地久，我从来不要曾经拥有。
原来，爱，真的是需要两个人同时努力才能开花结果的。
你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福
#######
如果两个人在一起，并不开心，那么为什么要浪费时间？
如果两个人都对对方多多意见，那么在一起还有什么意义？
如果双方都不珍惜对方，那么还有什么爱可言？
爱一个人，到底要如何才算是完美呢？？
曾经快乐，那便足够了吗？真的可以不在乎天长地久吗？？我非常在乎天长地久，我从来不要曾经拥有。
原来，爱，真的是需要两个人同时努力才能开花结果的。
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
不知所谓！！！！！
不知所谓！
不知所谓！！
不知所谓！！！
不知所谓！！！！
不知所谓！！！！！！！！！！！
有些人真的非常不知所谓。求人还要发臭脾气！它麻的不知所谓。
铥那兴。真的是不知所谓！！！！！！
帮人还要受气！！虽然不是什么大事要我帮，但是问几句会死吗？马马乎乎敷衍便行了啊。发什么臭笨蛋脾气？它麻的！！！
那么的高尚就别印免给钱的东西啊！大好心情被毁了。它麻的。
不知所谓！！
不知所谓！！！
不知所谓！！！！
不知所谓！！！！！！！！！！！
有些人真的非常不知所谓。求人还要发臭脾气！它麻的不知所谓。
铥那兴。真的是不知所谓！！！！！！
帮人还要受气！！虽然不是什么大事要我帮，但是问几句会死吗？马马乎乎敷衍便行了啊。发什么臭笨蛋脾气？它麻的！！！
那么的高尚就别印免给钱的东西啊！大好心情被毁了。它麻的。
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Me......
** Aiya... Very shy to put my photo... So, it's removed! :P **
Wah!!! amazing!!! so scary!!!! this is damn accurate eh!!!!! Too bad eh, this reader is in Mandarin again... :P
http://www.superfate.com.tw/22_free_8word/free8WordAns.php ---> It's all about me..
Due to the reading is very long and I'm too lazy to translate.. so, you might not have the chance to know me more... :P
Wah!!! amazing!!! so scary!!!! this is damn accurate eh!!!!! Too bad eh, this reader is in Mandarin again... :P
http://www.superfate.com.tw/22_free_8word/free8WordAns.php ---> It's all about me..
Due to the reading is very long and I'm too lazy to translate.. so, you might not have the chance to know me more... :P
Wowowowo......
OPEN YOUR EYES WIDER... not your legs... hahahhahaha...
Believe it or not??? She is a HIM..... Ya loh... this is my fav one when we went to the TRANSVESTITE SHOW in Bangkok.... Aisehh..... damn envy eh... HE is more beautiful than me... sad case eh!!! More feminine than me.... or than any female that watching HIS show... Terrible lah!!!!
HE is the most beautiful among the others transvestites. I wonder is HE fully transformed or partially?? But HE is really beautiful, damn beautiful... Look at HIS butt... Gosh, so seductive eh!!!
I really admire their braveness on changing themselves into whoever they wanted to be. It takes tons of guts to go for the operation, to face the public, to face their family and friends. I never look down at them, in fact, I admire them very very much. Most of the people will look down at them and criticise them. But, what's wrong on doing what they really wanted to do for so long time. I believe that no one want to bear this burden if they can choose, but they facing it strongly.
Most of them unable to get a steady job after they have transformed due to their unclear identity, so they forced to go into "prostitution" industry. Is this what they really want? Beside those very meterialistic female, I don't think that there has anyone wanna be fuck by someone who they hardly know and still have to fake on their reaction just to please the fucker. Yes, their identity are unclear, but they actually still have the energy, the ability to support themself if any of the employer willing to give them a chance. But, sadly to say that employers need to take good care of their company's reputation. Excuse.
Thailand's transvestites are much more lucky then those in our country. They able to get a job by doing show like this, some are working happily in restaurants, boutiques, beauty counters.... They are happy I can see.
It's glad to see that our country are more open to them nowadays. At least I can see some of them working in some well known comestic companies.... :)
Admire their guts on fighting for what they really wanted to be. Admire their stong will on going through all the hard way to get what they want in their life.
They are much more stronger than anyone of us.
Monday, August 21, 2006
Haunting......
I had bad dreamss last night.
Did not sleep well last night as I got many dreams ...... many many bad dreams... Non of them made me feel good. I do not know why I had so many bad dreams last night... Most of them made me scared, worry and depressed.
I dreamed of ghost last nights, many many ghosts in different dreams. Why I had many dreams?? Because I keep awake from my sleep for few times due to my dreams. I can hardly remember all of them, but I do remember one that really made me feel terrible.
The dream that made me feel terrible is that I dreamed of my ex's gf, the bitch who stolen my ex from me. I dreamed that the bitch is trying to steal my "current" bf. She show me her fucking irritating disgusting SURE WIN smile. I hate her so much in my dream. Such an ugly bitch!!! I was so panic in my dream. Because I don't wanna to lost my "current" bf again to this bitch. I was sad as well as it show me that how vulnerable a relationship is. If one unable to hold on themselves, there gone the relationship when there is any bitch or bastard around.
I'm so panic till I woke up from my dream. Then I fall asleep again, with unbearable sadness and frustration. I know why I feel so sad and frustrated. It's because I realised that I'm still being haunt by this bitch. I still feel so insecure about myself. I still feel that I'm not good enough for anyone. I'm still in the hurt, even though I thought that I'm already recovered.
Again, the scar been touched in my dream. Pain. But I have to be strong to face the fact that my ex, the bastard already hurted me badly and happy together with the bitch. No worry, I'm an optimistic person sometimes. :P I will feel better after this blog. Once I speak it out.. I will be much better.
Relationship, sweet yet vulnerable.
Did not sleep well last night as I got many dreams ...... many many bad dreams... Non of them made me feel good. I do not know why I had so many bad dreams last night... Most of them made me scared, worry and depressed.
I dreamed of ghost last nights, many many ghosts in different dreams. Why I had many dreams?? Because I keep awake from my sleep for few times due to my dreams. I can hardly remember all of them, but I do remember one that really made me feel terrible.
The dream that made me feel terrible is that I dreamed of my ex's gf, the bitch who stolen my ex from me. I dreamed that the bitch is trying to steal my "current" bf. She show me her fucking irritating disgusting SURE WIN smile. I hate her so much in my dream. Such an ugly bitch!!! I was so panic in my dream. Because I don't wanna to lost my "current" bf again to this bitch. I was sad as well as it show me that how vulnerable a relationship is. If one unable to hold on themselves, there gone the relationship when there is any bitch or bastard around.
I'm so panic till I woke up from my dream. Then I fall asleep again, with unbearable sadness and frustration. I know why I feel so sad and frustrated. It's because I realised that I'm still being haunt by this bitch. I still feel so insecure about myself. I still feel that I'm not good enough for anyone. I'm still in the hurt, even though I thought that I'm already recovered.
Again, the scar been touched in my dream. Pain. But I have to be strong to face the fact that my ex, the bastard already hurted me badly and happy together with the bitch. No worry, I'm an optimistic person sometimes. :P I will feel better after this blog. Once I speak it out.. I will be much better.
Relationship, sweet yet vulnerable.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Bangkok 2006 - More Pixxx......
More pix to go ya.....
Chatuchak not only sell clothes, they do sell girl's accessories... food, drinks, snacks, interior deco, pets, furnitures, art works, designers' drawings/ works... APA APA MACAM PUN ADA LAH!!!!! Heaven... really heaven!!!!! for such a shopping freak as me. My friend's friend, who is a girl is more crazy than me. I salute her a lots!!! Hahahahahaha.... I already consider myself as freak, she is more superb shopping freak!!! KENG!!!
Look at him!!! so cute!!!!! they selling him in chatuchak... too bad that I can't have any pet in my apartment... and he is from Thai... kinda difficult to bring him home eh....
Chatuchak not only sell clothes, they do sell girl's accessories... food, drinks, snacks, interior deco, pets, furnitures, art works, designers' drawings/ works... APA APA MACAM PUN ADA LAH!!!!! Heaven... really heaven!!!!! for such a shopping freak as me. My friend's friend, who is a girl is more crazy than me. I salute her a lots!!! Hahahahahaha.... I already consider myself as freak, she is more superb shopping freak!!! KENG!!!
Look at him!!! so cute!!!!! they selling him in chatuchak... too bad that I can't have any pet in my apartment... and he is from Thai... kinda difficult to bring him home eh....
Ha, this is da boat trip we went for. There has many fishes in the river, they named it HOLY FISH. You can't catch them or kill them because they are HOLY!! They believe that this fish are given by the buddha as these fishes surrounded the temple.
Still... do not have any AGUA photos yet lah.... be patient .....
My Wedding......
Still, nothing much to do in da office as usual… I’m thinking, I should started to skip lunch. Not that I ate a lot in Bangkok, actually we did not. We only go for normal meals and that’s all. Just feel that I’m god damn fat!!! Wanna slim down!!! Remember? My next NEW YEAR RESOLUTION mahh.. hahaha.. Should have started now.. coz eh, I got a very important wedding dinner to be attended soon. My best friend’s wedding… a SHE…. :P My best guy friends not yet marry… too bad. Wondering when it is.
My wedding?? Sorry lah.. still long time to go…. My friend asked me what am I waiting for? Ha??? What am I waiting for??? Mr. Right? Good Date? Good Mood? Too many to wait lah, my friend. You thought marry is only a person’s business ha? It takes 2 to marry lah!!! What if the MAN does not want to marry you at all? Can you just ask for marry??? Aiya.. I’m a girl lah!!! You can’t urge me to propose right??? Crazy!!! Ha! marry to a VIBRATOR will be easier!!! Divorce also easy eh!!
My mom also not yet urge me to get marry eh… wondering why my friends so nerve on my wedding date. Hahahaha.. Actually ler… If I ever found the Mr. Right, of course I want to marry maahhh…. Which woman do not want to be married? Unless, she is a MILLIONNAIRE and she got a LOVER who serve her damn right. If I’m her also I won’t want to get marry lah!!! What if later that so called HUBBY hire a killer to murder me or catch me on some tiny mistake and want to divorce and share my MONEY? NO WAY!!!!
So, for a normal woman as me… I’m still fancy of Marriage lah. It’s not easy to get a Mr. Right. However, I read on an article…. It said, It’s not that hard to get a Mr. Right, It’s depends on how both of you work on the relationship. I agree with him, but seems that I hardly found someone who really can tolerate with my SCHOOL PRINCIPLE ATTITUDE. Hahahaha… I’m just holding too strong on something, too tidy, too clean, too stubborn.
The article also said, It’s destiny that you met someone in your life, but it’s the HARDWORK that needed on a long lasting relationship. I agree also lah, but how many people really put effort on working out a relationship? Nowadays, they practice SHORT TERM RELATIONSHIP/ SINGLESHIP/ ONE NITE SHIP…… OK lah, still got some people do really put effort on a relationship lah… but, how many?!?!?! Seriously, I do really fed up on putting hope on any relationship. The more hope I have, the more disappointed I am. I’m tired of it. So, I’m trying not to HOPE on anything and this is really hard for me.
Old folks said, marriage is not for fun!!! :P So, don’t play play!!!!
So, my dear friends, find me a MR. RIGHT and soon I will send my Wedding Invitation Card to your doorstep!!!! Kakakakkaka…..
My wedding?? Sorry lah.. still long time to go…. My friend asked me what am I waiting for? Ha??? What am I waiting for??? Mr. Right? Good Date? Good Mood? Too many to wait lah, my friend. You thought marry is only a person’s business ha? It takes 2 to marry lah!!! What if the MAN does not want to marry you at all? Can you just ask for marry??? Aiya.. I’m a girl lah!!! You can’t urge me to propose right??? Crazy!!! Ha! marry to a VIBRATOR will be easier!!! Divorce also easy eh!!
My mom also not yet urge me to get marry eh… wondering why my friends so nerve on my wedding date. Hahahaha.. Actually ler… If I ever found the Mr. Right, of course I want to marry maahhh…. Which woman do not want to be married? Unless, she is a MILLIONNAIRE and she got a LOVER who serve her damn right. If I’m her also I won’t want to get marry lah!!! What if later that so called HUBBY hire a killer to murder me or catch me on some tiny mistake and want to divorce and share my MONEY? NO WAY!!!!
So, for a normal woman as me… I’m still fancy of Marriage lah. It’s not easy to get a Mr. Right. However, I read on an article…. It said, It’s not that hard to get a Mr. Right, It’s depends on how both of you work on the relationship. I agree with him, but seems that I hardly found someone who really can tolerate with my SCHOOL PRINCIPLE ATTITUDE. Hahahaha… I’m just holding too strong on something, too tidy, too clean, too stubborn.
The article also said, It’s destiny that you met someone in your life, but it’s the HARDWORK that needed on a long lasting relationship. I agree also lah, but how many people really put effort on working out a relationship? Nowadays, they practice SHORT TERM RELATIONSHIP/ SINGLESHIP/ ONE NITE SHIP…… OK lah, still got some people do really put effort on a relationship lah… but, how many?!?!?! Seriously, I do really fed up on putting hope on any relationship. The more hope I have, the more disappointed I am. I’m tired of it. So, I’m trying not to HOPE on anything and this is really hard for me.
Old folks said, marriage is not for fun!!! :P So, don’t play play!!!!
So, my dear friends, find me a MR. RIGHT and soon I will send my Wedding Invitation Card to your doorstep!!!! Kakakakkaka…..
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Bangkok 2006 - Travel Version
This is not our plane.... I like this plane as there got LAT on it... so cute.. so malaysian!!! :P
Taken when we are flying on da sky... so beautiful....
Our hotel's reception...
UK got their LONDON EYE, Thailand has their BANGKOK EYE too..... :P
2nd Day, we went to Grand Palace and Temple of Emerald Buddha.... So hot... and so crowded...
Boat trip with unlimited drinks and fruits.... the mango rice is damn good...
Taken @ chatuchak...... great place to shop... We spend 6 hours walkinh around... legs almost patah!!!! I always love to go chatuchak...... so many to see, so many to buy... but too little money to spend.... :P
The sun was so HOT and BRIGHT, burning my skin.... I'm darker now. But on my arms only... :P Lucky... because I looks terrible when I'm tan. Da trip was great!!!!
We went for AGUA show... didn't take any photos with my camera as my camera is bad on taking in door photos. Will upload some when I got them from my sister. Some of them are really beautiful and lady. Their breast... wow... feel like touching them. Hahahahhaa......
Feel great after a good holiday!!!!!
Bangkok 2006 - Shopping version
PHOTO 3 --> These are what I bought on DAY 1......PHOTO 2 --> These are what I got on DAY 3......
PHOTO 1 --> These are what I got on DAY 4......
I spend most on souvenir... Did not bought much for myself anyway. Let's see what I have bought for myself....
1. high heel shoe
2. fake LV purse
3. pants
4. 2 stickers
5. slipper
6. mini coke's items
7. toiletries bag
8. mobile phone bag
9. necklace --> sis bought for me
10. handbag
11. handbag
12. handbag
13. tshirt
14. tshirt
15. snacksssss
16. fancy box
17. pore minimising olive oil
No lah... I did not spend much on myself lah.... :P
I shop till my legs pain and dare not to go for foot massage as I'm a very ticklist person..... Their foot massage is kinda cheap... RM25/ hour... but still... I have no guts to try that.. Hahahah...
Spend RM800 on everything included meals, drinks, snacks, travelling and shopping..... But not included flight and accomodation... Overall, it's OK lah...
I love bangkok.. Shopping Heaven... if you are slim, then lagi best!!!!! I must slim down!!! and go shopping again!!!!!
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Have Sex......
No doubt, I love sex. Especially with someone I love. But, I do not have sex with the one I love, I only MAKE LOVE to him.
I noticed that nowadays people do not call it MAKE LOVE because normally ah….they do not have the LOVE feelings on the person who they fuck. Or do not have the HEART to love anyone as how we used to be. They may be SEX with A tonight, then B tomorrow night…. And then C on the weekend … and so on……
I feel irritated when my love one named this intimate action which he did with me as… HAVING SEX. I feel so because I do not take him as SOMEONE that I “sleep and bye”.. he is the one I love and I call it MAKE LOVE. Unless he doesn’t love me and I know it well on what we looking in each other ---> Lust releasing.
I also noticed that teenagers nowadays taking this SEX activity as sport. They do it as normal as I go for my yoga class. I have a little guy friend who I know him when he is around 17 years old. I’m so much older than him, I’m elder than him for at least 5 years. He is so brave, he asked for my number and call me for chat every night… I’m too innocent to realised his motive until he confessed. He told me about all his girlfriends, himself told me that he did HAVE SEX with all of them. I asked him, how old they are? “emm…around my age or younger than me lohh..” GOSH… I almost fainted when I heard this.
Everything changed… our teenagers enjoying sex so much earlier than what we expected… Maybe I’m getting old already and that’s why I feel so shocked when I heart about this statistics. Mom, I only lost my virginity when I was 23 year old… such an old virgin that time. I do not blame them of being so corrupted and so curios on trying this looks so fun and Sexcited things. But, what can us, the adult, to educate them on this issue??
Chinese are too shy on talk about this to their teenage sons or daughters. However, I do think it is a must to let them know about this NATURE things of being an animal... OPS!!!!.... human. Actually, I’m worrying on my 3 teenage cousins… They are 13, 12 and 11 years old. I also worrying that they will have sex like playing sports. Or they do not know how to protect themselves from some PERVERTS who wanted to molest them or have some motives on them. You know lah, there are so many sickoz everywhere.
My aunt and uncle barely have time to chat with them. They are more close to me, my sister and my mom. I can’t expect my mom to tell them about this even though she did educated me about this when my PERIOD came the 1st time. Ya, I have a great mom who gave me sex education.
That’s why, I feel hesitate to talk about this to my cousins too. Moreover, I’m not their parents. Headache…… Anyone got SUPERB good idea for me??
I noticed that nowadays people do not call it MAKE LOVE because normally ah….they do not have the LOVE feelings on the person who they fuck. Or do not have the HEART to love anyone as how we used to be. They may be SEX with A tonight, then B tomorrow night…. And then C on the weekend … and so on……
I feel irritated when my love one named this intimate action which he did with me as… HAVING SEX. I feel so because I do not take him as SOMEONE that I “sleep and bye”.. he is the one I love and I call it MAKE LOVE. Unless he doesn’t love me and I know it well on what we looking in each other ---> Lust releasing.
I also noticed that teenagers nowadays taking this SEX activity as sport. They do it as normal as I go for my yoga class. I have a little guy friend who I know him when he is around 17 years old. I’m so much older than him, I’m elder than him for at least 5 years. He is so brave, he asked for my number and call me for chat every night… I’m too innocent to realised his motive until he confessed. He told me about all his girlfriends, himself told me that he did HAVE SEX with all of them. I asked him, how old they are? “emm…around my age or younger than me lohh..” GOSH… I almost fainted when I heard this.
Everything changed… our teenagers enjoying sex so much earlier than what we expected… Maybe I’m getting old already and that’s why I feel so shocked when I heart about this statistics. Mom, I only lost my virginity when I was 23 year old… such an old virgin that time. I do not blame them of being so corrupted and so curios on trying this looks so fun and Sexcited things. But, what can us, the adult, to educate them on this issue??
Chinese are too shy on talk about this to their teenage sons or daughters. However, I do think it is a must to let them know about this NATURE things of being an animal... OPS!!!!.... human. Actually, I’m worrying on my 3 teenage cousins… They are 13, 12 and 11 years old. I also worrying that they will have sex like playing sports. Or they do not know how to protect themselves from some PERVERTS who wanted to molest them or have some motives on them. You know lah, there are so many sickoz everywhere.
My aunt and uncle barely have time to chat with them. They are more close to me, my sister and my mom. I can’t expect my mom to tell them about this even though she did educated me about this when my PERIOD came the 1st time. Ya, I have a great mom who gave me sex education.
That’s why, I feel hesitate to talk about this to my cousins too. Moreover, I’m not their parents. Headache…… Anyone got SUPERB good idea for me??
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Monday, August 07, 2006
陈奕迅的爱心
今天早上，看到了一篇感人的报导。
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奕聲勝千言激勵患癌歌迷活下去
updated:2006-08-06 19:15:42 MYT
（吉隆坡訊）陳奕迅專程來馬探望患上未期癌症的忠實粉絲張曉隆，希望可以激勵對方的生存意志，勇敢活下去！Eason週日（6日）4時許在助手及銀河娛樂工作人員的陪同下，抵達馬大醫院東翼6樓病房探望躺在病榻上已有7個月的張曉隆，不但緊握對方的手聊天給予鼓勵，還即場清唱了多首首本名曲，包括《Shall We Talk》、《貝多芬與我》、《你的背包》等曲，猶如在病房內辦了一場迷你清唱會，張曉隆儘管無法言語，卻以眼神來表達自己見到偶像的興奮情緒，疲累的精神也在見到Eason後，變得抖擻起來，讓一旁的家人也為之開心，Eason見到張曉隆睜大雙眼，搞笑的說：“嘩！我一唱歌你就這麼精神，莫非我要一直坐在這裡唱歌給你聽，讓你一直精神下去咯？”
鬼馬逗大家展露笑顏
由於此趟來馬的行程是臨時安排，讓上週六（5日）晚剛在香港完成一場與楊千嬅等人同台的演出的Eason，匆忙間也不知該帶甚麼給對方，結果他送上專程帶來的演唱會CD及DVD，並在CD上寫上“加油”的字眼，原本沉重的氣氛，也因為Eason的出現而變得有生氣起來，尤其是當Eason唱到忘詞時的表情，大家凝重的神情，都被鬼馬的Eason逗得展露難得的笑顏。張曉隆的家人貼心的在他的病床前擺放了幾張Eason的CD，其中一張是以陳奕迅女兒照片為封面的EP《Life Continues》，Eason拿起封套時，看著病床上的張曉隆笑說：“你看到這張照片很開心對不對？我也是啊！”之後就在封套上畫下一張笑臉，希望張曉隆無論是看到封套的哪一頁，都一樣開心。
勾手指約定26日再見
一心要完成兒子見到偶像心願的張丁麟，對Eason果然能專程來馬探望兒子的舉動，深深感動，一再道謝，讓Eason不好意思的直說：“這是大家有緣！”張父表示兒子之前便興緻勃勃的說8月26日一定要去捧Eason的場，儘管現今情況看來不太允許，但他希望兒子仍有機會親自到武吉加里爾觀看這場精彩的演唱會，並在計劃如何把兒子帶到現場，為了激勵張曉隆勇敢活下去的意志力，Eason還與他勾手指約定，8月26日一定要再見，他還一時把演唱會日期記錯8月28日，並笑言28日那場就特別唱給張家的親朋戚友好了。之後Eason還在演唱會海報上寫下“撐住呀！26號見！”並即時貼在牆上，為張曉隆打氣。
陳奕迅看到人間溫暖
近幾年陳奕迅面對了許多的生離死別，此次來馬探望了張曉隆，讓他不禁又增添幾分感慨，雖然已坦然面對這些人生必經之路，接受了每個人都有離去的一天，但他認為，人生在世，如果能開開心心的離去，其實是一種福報，“我覺得曉隆很幸福，因為有這麼多人疼愛著他……現代人都變得很冷漠，其實這一趟我也有收穫，就是看到了人間溫暖的一面！”他表示，張曉隆很勇敢，希望大家都能一直勇敢的走下去！
取消原訂工作
27歲的張曉隆是陳奕迅的忠實粉絲，患上末期癌症的他，最欣賞的歌手是Eason，他的父親張丁麟在Eason於6月24日來馬為演唱會宣傳造勢時，透過《星洲娛樂》的報道得知兒子的偶像來馬的消息，即刻聯絡《星洲日報》娛樂組，詢問能否安排兒子與偶像會面，給病危的兒子一個驚喜，讓兒子在有生之年，一償心願，並且激發他的生存意志。由於張先生來電之際，Eason已經返回香港，若要安排Eason探望張曉隆，唯有等到Eason 8月26日來馬開唱之時，然而張丁麟卻坦言，其子或許無法支撐到那一天，“醫生說他的情況很嚴重，隨時都有離開的可能！”但言語間卻透露了希望Eason能提前來馬探望其子一面。《星洲娛樂》同仁深切感受到張丁麟希望完成兒子心願的心情，於是抱著助人為快樂之本，嘗試向Eason演唱會的主辦單位銀河娛樂董事經理的特別助理Eric，提出安排Eason來馬為張曉隆加油打氣的不情之請，對方答應與Eason聯絡，但卻不能保證一定能成事。原本《星洲娛樂》與張丁麟並沒有抱著太大希望，畢竟Eason是知名歌手，工作行程一早已經安排好。沒想到銀河娛樂與人在香港的Eason取得聯系，Eason在得知張曉隆的情況後，二話不說的馬上就要經理人取消原訂的工作，挪出8月5日的空檔，專程來馬與張曉隆見面，完成他的心願。
（星洲日報／娛樂‧2006/08/06）
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EASON 的心意，万众都感受的到。我看到热了眼眶。想不到他愿意放下工作， 特地飞回来，只为鼓励一个他不认识的歌迷。 好感动。真的好感动。人生苦短，我们都不知到何时是结束。如果，我们的一小时能令一个垂死的人开怀大笑，何乐以不为呢？我没有如此魅力，但是爱心，我还是有点。
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奕聲勝千言激勵患癌歌迷活下去
updated:2006-08-06 19:15:42 MYT
（吉隆坡訊）陳奕迅專程來馬探望患上未期癌症的忠實粉絲張曉隆，希望可以激勵對方的生存意志，勇敢活下去！Eason週日（6日）4時許在助手及銀河娛樂工作人員的陪同下，抵達馬大醫院東翼6樓病房探望躺在病榻上已有7個月的張曉隆，不但緊握對方的手聊天給予鼓勵，還即場清唱了多首首本名曲，包括《Shall We Talk》、《貝多芬與我》、《你的背包》等曲，猶如在病房內辦了一場迷你清唱會，張曉隆儘管無法言語，卻以眼神來表達自己見到偶像的興奮情緒，疲累的精神也在見到Eason後，變得抖擻起來，讓一旁的家人也為之開心，Eason見到張曉隆睜大雙眼，搞笑的說：“嘩！我一唱歌你就這麼精神，莫非我要一直坐在這裡唱歌給你聽，讓你一直精神下去咯？”
鬼馬逗大家展露笑顏
由於此趟來馬的行程是臨時安排，讓上週六（5日）晚剛在香港完成一場與楊千嬅等人同台的演出的Eason，匆忙間也不知該帶甚麼給對方，結果他送上專程帶來的演唱會CD及DVD，並在CD上寫上“加油”的字眼，原本沉重的氣氛，也因為Eason的出現而變得有生氣起來，尤其是當Eason唱到忘詞時的表情，大家凝重的神情，都被鬼馬的Eason逗得展露難得的笑顏。張曉隆的家人貼心的在他的病床前擺放了幾張Eason的CD，其中一張是以陳奕迅女兒照片為封面的EP《Life Continues》，Eason拿起封套時，看著病床上的張曉隆笑說：“你看到這張照片很開心對不對？我也是啊！”之後就在封套上畫下一張笑臉，希望張曉隆無論是看到封套的哪一頁，都一樣開心。
勾手指約定26日再見
一心要完成兒子見到偶像心願的張丁麟，對Eason果然能專程來馬探望兒子的舉動，深深感動，一再道謝，讓Eason不好意思的直說：“這是大家有緣！”張父表示兒子之前便興緻勃勃的說8月26日一定要去捧Eason的場，儘管現今情況看來不太允許，但他希望兒子仍有機會親自到武吉加里爾觀看這場精彩的演唱會，並在計劃如何把兒子帶到現場，為了激勵張曉隆勇敢活下去的意志力，Eason還與他勾手指約定，8月26日一定要再見，他還一時把演唱會日期記錯8月28日，並笑言28日那場就特別唱給張家的親朋戚友好了。之後Eason還在演唱會海報上寫下“撐住呀！26號見！”並即時貼在牆上，為張曉隆打氣。
陳奕迅看到人間溫暖
近幾年陳奕迅面對了許多的生離死別，此次來馬探望了張曉隆，讓他不禁又增添幾分感慨，雖然已坦然面對這些人生必經之路，接受了每個人都有離去的一天，但他認為，人生在世，如果能開開心心的離去，其實是一種福報，“我覺得曉隆很幸福，因為有這麼多人疼愛著他……現代人都變得很冷漠，其實這一趟我也有收穫，就是看到了人間溫暖的一面！”他表示，張曉隆很勇敢，希望大家都能一直勇敢的走下去！
取消原訂工作
27歲的張曉隆是陳奕迅的忠實粉絲，患上末期癌症的他，最欣賞的歌手是Eason，他的父親張丁麟在Eason於6月24日來馬為演唱會宣傳造勢時，透過《星洲娛樂》的報道得知兒子的偶像來馬的消息，即刻聯絡《星洲日報》娛樂組，詢問能否安排兒子與偶像會面，給病危的兒子一個驚喜，讓兒子在有生之年，一償心願，並且激發他的生存意志。由於張先生來電之際，Eason已經返回香港，若要安排Eason探望張曉隆，唯有等到Eason 8月26日來馬開唱之時，然而張丁麟卻坦言，其子或許無法支撐到那一天，“醫生說他的情況很嚴重，隨時都有離開的可能！”但言語間卻透露了希望Eason能提前來馬探望其子一面。《星洲娛樂》同仁深切感受到張丁麟希望完成兒子心願的心情，於是抱著助人為快樂之本，嘗試向Eason演唱會的主辦單位銀河娛樂董事經理的特別助理Eric，提出安排Eason來馬為張曉隆加油打氣的不情之請，對方答應與Eason聯絡，但卻不能保證一定能成事。原本《星洲娛樂》與張丁麟並沒有抱著太大希望，畢竟Eason是知名歌手，工作行程一早已經安排好。沒想到銀河娛樂與人在香港的Eason取得聯系，Eason在得知張曉隆的情況後，二話不說的馬上就要經理人取消原訂的工作，挪出8月5日的空檔，專程來馬與張曉隆見面，完成他的心願。
（星洲日報／娛樂‧2006/08/06）
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EASON 的心意，万众都感受的到。我看到热了眼眶。想不到他愿意放下工作， 特地飞回来，只为鼓励一个他不认识的歌迷。 好感动。真的好感动。人生苦短，我们都不知到何时是结束。如果，我们的一小时能令一个垂死的人开怀大笑，何乐以不为呢？我没有如此魅力，但是爱心，我还是有点。
Sunday, August 06, 2006
Speaking loud......
Speaking loud is not equal to YELLING......
There is one actress in Hong Kong, her attitude is a bit boyish. Good looking girl, very slim, big eyes, short hair. She is now married to her more than 10 years bf. She is on of those happy go lucky person, very funny and cute. My sister and myself kinda like her. She speak loudly.. and many people mistaken it that she always yell at people or scold people. So, when reporter interviewed her regarding this, she normally say like this “I do speak loudly, but this doesn’t means that I’m yelling or scolding someone. And this do not means that I’ve no manners. This is me, and I do speak loud.”
We, Chinese educated people will speak loud sometimes. We are not so SOFT SPOKEN PERSON as some other people. But this doesn’t means that we are yelling at someone, angry at someone or bossy on someone. If someone cannot understand this behavior of us that we think it’s nothing, there will be some problem.
Not all Chinese educated people will speak loud as me. There are some soft spoken people too. But that’s not me. I speak slight louder do not means I’m yelling, bossing or etc. I talk to the close one like that, do not means I do not respect them. I laugh out loud, I speak out loud, I moan out loud too…. Why never complain when I moan out loud but when I speak a bit louder? Why never say that I’m bossy you around when I asked you NOT TO STOP, or PUSH HARDER but when I tell you that you have forgot something?
I'm never the little pussy cat that MEOW around your leg, but I never try to boss on the people around me. Reminding is not bossy. If so, I've been bossing by everyone in my life everyday then.
Difference background, difference understanding. Difficult to communicate when someone mistaken something and put the ASSUMPTION on you. There come communication break down.
If the bridge broke down, there has no way to communicate.
There is one actress in Hong Kong, her attitude is a bit boyish. Good looking girl, very slim, big eyes, short hair. She is now married to her more than 10 years bf. She is on of those happy go lucky person, very funny and cute. My sister and myself kinda like her. She speak loudly.. and many people mistaken it that she always yell at people or scold people. So, when reporter interviewed her regarding this, she normally say like this “I do speak loudly, but this doesn’t means that I’m yelling or scolding someone. And this do not means that I’ve no manners. This is me, and I do speak loud.”
We, Chinese educated people will speak loud sometimes. We are not so SOFT SPOKEN PERSON as some other people. But this doesn’t means that we are yelling at someone, angry at someone or bossy on someone. If someone cannot understand this behavior of us that we think it’s nothing, there will be some problem.
Not all Chinese educated people will speak loud as me. There are some soft spoken people too. But that’s not me. I speak slight louder do not means I’m yelling, bossing or etc. I talk to the close one like that, do not means I do not respect them. I laugh out loud, I speak out loud, I moan out loud too…. Why never complain when I moan out loud but when I speak a bit louder? Why never say that I’m bossy you around when I asked you NOT TO STOP, or PUSH HARDER but when I tell you that you have forgot something?
I'm never the little pussy cat that MEOW around your leg, but I never try to boss on the people around me. Reminding is not bossy. If so, I've been bossing by everyone in my life everyday then.
Difference background, difference understanding. Difficult to communicate when someone mistaken something and put the ASSUMPTION on you. There come communication break down.
If the bridge broke down, there has no way to communicate.
Friday, August 04, 2006
Friday......
Friday = WEEKEND!!!!!!
Yeh!!!! I love weekend. But I still can't wake up late tomorrow as I got something to settle in da morning or else... I have to keep paying for don't know what. Terrible!!! Terminated the account since June, but I still receiving bills from them...Somemore WARN me to make my payment or else will TERMINATE my account!! Please eh!!! I already terminated it god damn long time ago lah!!!! SUX!!!
My work really too relax...I need some work for me to occupied my working hours...
My work ---> Online, Chat, Work abit, Eat, Drink, Surfing, Play Games.... sometimes, nap.
Terrible ehhhhhh......
Still, Friday is the day I love most.... :P Feel da most relax among 5 working days......
YEAH!!! FRIDAY LIAO!!!!!
Yeh!!!! I love weekend. But I still can't wake up late tomorrow as I got something to settle in da morning or else... I have to keep paying for don't know what. Terrible!!! Terminated the account since June, but I still receiving bills from them...Somemore WARN me to make my payment or else will TERMINATE my account!! Please eh!!! I already terminated it god damn long time ago lah!!!! SUX!!!
My work really too relax...I need some work for me to occupied my working hours...
My work ---> Online, Chat, Work abit, Eat, Drink, Surfing, Play Games.... sometimes, nap.
Terrible ehhhhhh......
Still, Friday is the day I love most.... :P Feel da most relax among 5 working days......
YEAH!!! FRIDAY LIAO!!!!!
Thursday, August 03, 2006
Old Dream......
I used to like a guy very much when I was in secondary school. His name is W.C.C [aka Nelson that time].
He is my senior, 3 years elder than me. That year, was my 1st year. I met him on the assembly hall, the morning assembly. He was the PREFECT that guards our class. I was chit chatting with my friends that time when I have my first glance at him. He was walking around and warm us not to chit chat. There he came to us and warn us.
The first impression he gave me is…. CUTE. Short hair, fair skin, pinky cheek, wear glasses, medium size… looks smart and kind. After all, I always have this fetish on GOOD BOY LOOKS….. :P
My attention is on him ever since. I did whatever I can to know about his background, his address, his phone number… and I even try to know his gang of friends. Crazy. We see each other everyday…. He noticed me….. But he doesn’t know that I like him so much till the day my friend went and told him this. I still can remember how he blushed when he looked at me that moment.
We feel so uneasy after that incident, most of our friends tease us whenever they saw us walking by or sitting near by… however, he trying to avoid me. It’s kinda hard for both of us to take it easy that time.
I was so crazy for him. I joined the VOLLEY BALL TEAM just because he is part of the team. I did not play well in the team because my purpose is not on that white ball. We did see each other on the practice days…. But we never talk to each other.
It has been 3 years that we know each other existence. There came his last year in the school. And he spoken to me in the last year, he even sat beside me. I thought things might change to this UGLY DUCKLING. I dream too much…. Everything still the same till the day he walked out from the school.
I wrote him letters…. No reply. I keep writing him letters for another 2 years. No reply from him still. I heard my friends mentioned about him on and off. And then, he is totally out of my life. I no longer heard about him from anyone. But, I never forget about this guy that I like so much in my secondary school life. He was the reason I go to school, the reason I study hard. He was the one who able to bring my emotion up and down easily.
After so many years….. My friend told me that they met him in a friend’s wedding dinner. I was happy to hear about him again after so many years. After all, he was the one I’ve been so crazy with.
He is married. I feel happy for him… He is such a nice guy even though he doesn’t like me.
If I ever have the chance to bumped into him…. I will walk to him and say HI no matter he still recognize me or not. Bet that he won’t able to remember such a silly girl that ever like him so much. Or maybe I will be too shy to walk over……
Wish you everything good in your life. Nelson.
He is my senior, 3 years elder than me. That year, was my 1st year. I met him on the assembly hall, the morning assembly. He was the PREFECT that guards our class. I was chit chatting with my friends that time when I have my first glance at him. He was walking around and warm us not to chit chat. There he came to us and warn us.
The first impression he gave me is…. CUTE. Short hair, fair skin, pinky cheek, wear glasses, medium size… looks smart and kind. After all, I always have this fetish on GOOD BOY LOOKS….. :P
My attention is on him ever since. I did whatever I can to know about his background, his address, his phone number… and I even try to know his gang of friends. Crazy. We see each other everyday…. He noticed me….. But he doesn’t know that I like him so much till the day my friend went and told him this. I still can remember how he blushed when he looked at me that moment.
We feel so uneasy after that incident, most of our friends tease us whenever they saw us walking by or sitting near by… however, he trying to avoid me. It’s kinda hard for both of us to take it easy that time.
I was so crazy for him. I joined the VOLLEY BALL TEAM just because he is part of the team. I did not play well in the team because my purpose is not on that white ball. We did see each other on the practice days…. But we never talk to each other.
It has been 3 years that we know each other existence. There came his last year in the school. And he spoken to me in the last year, he even sat beside me. I thought things might change to this UGLY DUCKLING. I dream too much…. Everything still the same till the day he walked out from the school.
I wrote him letters…. No reply. I keep writing him letters for another 2 years. No reply from him still. I heard my friends mentioned about him on and off. And then, he is totally out of my life. I no longer heard about him from anyone. But, I never forget about this guy that I like so much in my secondary school life. He was the reason I go to school, the reason I study hard. He was the one who able to bring my emotion up and down easily.
After so many years….. My friend told me that they met him in a friend’s wedding dinner. I was happy to hear about him again after so many years. After all, he was the one I’ve been so crazy with.
He is married. I feel happy for him… He is such a nice guy even though he doesn’t like me.
If I ever have the chance to bumped into him…. I will walk to him and say HI no matter he still recognize me or not. Bet that he won’t able to remember such a silly girl that ever like him so much. Or maybe I will be too shy to walk over……
Wish you everything good in your life. Nelson.
Sick......
Our society is sick... very serious somemore.....
Too many sickozzz.....
Maybe I'm one of them too..... Maybe one day, I will do something that out of my expectation, out of anyone's expectation......
You got pressure, I got pressure... Who to blame on this???
A developing country always has lots of sickozzz around ..... due to the pressure of life.
Humanity? Morality? Justice? Is there any left out there??
I still have some with me, but what about you? Do you still have them in you? Even a doctor can let a life goes like that. What a pity life to live in..... As always, I feel so vulnerable. Our life means nothing to anyone. No one care whether you are alive or not, they only care on whether they get what they wanted from you. A bright future ended just like that.
Our life is less than a cent nowadays. It's really sad to see our society being so sick.... with no cure.
Please!!!! Just take what you wanted from me, leave me a chance to live happily for the rest of my life.
Too many sickozzz.....
Maybe I'm one of them too..... Maybe one day, I will do something that out of my expectation, out of anyone's expectation......
You got pressure, I got pressure... Who to blame on this???
A developing country always has lots of sickozzz around ..... due to the pressure of life.
Humanity? Morality? Justice? Is there any left out there??
I still have some with me, but what about you? Do you still have them in you? Even a doctor can let a life goes like that. What a pity life to live in..... As always, I feel so vulnerable. Our life means nothing to anyone. No one care whether you are alive or not, they only care on whether they get what they wanted from you. A bright future ended just like that.
Our life is less than a cent nowadays. It's really sad to see our society being so sick.... with no cure.
Please!!!! Just take what you wanted from me, leave me a chance to live happily for the rest of my life.
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Count down......
9 days to go.
Then I will be in Bangkok, enjoying my holidays!! Can't wait.
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It's August 2006. We only left a quarter to go for Year 2006. Time flies.
What I've done in Year 2006???
Let's review on my 2006 New Year Resolution......
1. Slim down [ Every year also have the same wish... but never able to fulfill this wish of mine.. sad eh..]
2. Travel [ Done!! I'm going to Bangkok!]
3. Get a good pay and easy job [Done!! I'm now enjoying my god damn free and good pay job.. Kakakaka...]
4. Get myself financially stable [ Emmm... still working on it... I'm such a bithcy big spender!!! Banks like me, and I'm bringing myself to the HELL!!!! ]
Anyway, already cut off alots, I seldom shopping nowadays.... My "shopping" here means... really SHOP.... buy lots of things... I seldom do so nowadays... sometimes, feel kinda lost... as SHOPPING always filled up my empty soul, lonely heart... No shopping = No life... Sighhhhh.... Sad!!!!!
Nevermind ya, I'm goin to Bangkok eh... I saved my monies for Bangkok eh... :P But, have to control... I'm broke.. always broke.. but still can enjoy life...
Maybe I'm the STRAWBERRY GROUP as what newspaper said... It means, LOOKS NICE FRM OUTLOOKS, BUT INSIDE... GOT NOTHING. :D Ya, I think I'm the STRAWBERRY. I looks delicious... Hahahahahahah.
I'm lucky that I got this small house.... at least, I won't have to stay at the road side when I'm 100% broke!!!
Ha!! good news, my next year's trip is confirmed... TAIWAN!!!! A country that I always wanted to pay a visit. Can't resist their food [especially their damn creative restaurants], their entertainment, their fashion, their cutey things... such a beautiful country.
So, I already can work out on my 2007's Resolution.....
1. Slim down [as always]
2. Travel [Confirmed]
3. Work hard and get higher pay [Hopefully....]
4. Financially Stable [Abit hard..]
5. Get Married [Lagi difficult to achieve................ LOLZ...]
Then I will be in Bangkok, enjoying my holidays!! Can't wait.
***********************
It's August 2006. We only left a quarter to go for Year 2006. Time flies.
What I've done in Year 2006???
Let's review on my 2006 New Year Resolution......
1. Slim down [ Every year also have the same wish... but never able to fulfill this wish of mine.. sad eh..]
2. Travel [ Done!! I'm going to Bangkok!]
3. Get a good pay and easy job [Done!! I'm now enjoying my god damn free and good pay job.. Kakakaka...]
4. Get myself financially stable [ Emmm... still working on it... I'm such a bithcy big spender!!! Banks like me, and I'm bringing myself to the HELL!!!! ]
Anyway, already cut off alots, I seldom shopping nowadays.... My "shopping" here means... really SHOP.... buy lots of things... I seldom do so nowadays... sometimes, feel kinda lost... as SHOPPING always filled up my empty soul, lonely heart... No shopping = No life... Sighhhhh.... Sad!!!!!
Nevermind ya, I'm goin to Bangkok eh... I saved my monies for Bangkok eh... :P But, have to control... I'm broke.. always broke.. but still can enjoy life...
Maybe I'm the STRAWBERRY GROUP as what newspaper said... It means, LOOKS NICE FRM OUTLOOKS, BUT INSIDE... GOT NOTHING. :D Ya, I think I'm the STRAWBERRY. I looks delicious... Hahahahahahah.
I'm lucky that I got this small house.... at least, I won't have to stay at the road side when I'm 100% broke!!!
Ha!! good news, my next year's trip is confirmed... TAIWAN!!!! A country that I always wanted to pay a visit. Can't resist their food [especially their damn creative restaurants], their entertainment, their fashion, their cutey things... such a beautiful country.
So, I already can work out on my 2007's Resolution.....
1. Slim down [as always]
2. Travel [Confirmed]
3. Work hard and get higher pay [Hopefully....]
4. Financially Stable [Abit hard..]
5. Get Married [Lagi difficult to achieve................ LOLZ...]
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