Thursday, July 27, 2006

我。。。不完美

我非常的不明白,为什么人不可以犯错?一点小错误也需要如此的夸张吗?

如果,某人根本不回应,或根本不做些东西。。生气是无可避免的。但是,人总会犯错,只不过忘记了一点小东西,有什么问题?况且,某人已经将东西送到我家大门,还有什么东西要吵??某人甚至尝试找回剩下的东西,送回给我们,还要如何?

对于一个不是在班工室里工作的蓝领---某人,“RECORD” 这种东西真的是天方夜谈!!为何不可体谅别人,为何要在鸡蛋里挑骨头?难道体谅别人就是损失吗?某人已做他所可以的,为何还要吵?为何要为难别人?难道这样才是你所谓的“最好”吗??你的最好未必是别人的能力所能到达的。难道就不能在别人的立场想一想吗?难道体谅就是纵容吗?

就算损失了一点,需要如此计较吗??既然到最后我依然得到我要的东西,那么损失那么一点点,有什么问题?难道要每一点都计较,才叫作划算吗?

人,总不能如此计较。计较的多,人生便不会开心。我在感情上,是非常计较。但是,在平常事上,我并不会算的如此精细。计较的少,烦恼少一些。不是说不去争取些什么,而是,看开一点,体谅一点。有什么问题嘛???

接受事实,这世界从来不曾完美。我不完美。我坏脾气,我没有耐性,我有洁癖,我唠叨,我胖,我丑。。。我不曾说我是完美。你是完美的吗??你从未犯错吗??你非常精明吗??如果你是如此完美,我愿给你割一刀。

既然住在现实世界,那便接受现实。人,总会犯错,无论他是如何如何的自认精明。

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

I need some sparksss....

My life been kinda systematic... I need something to SPARKS UP my daily life......

Being too free and relax on my working life. I even can nap when my bosses are not around.... Or leave office early if I know that they are not coming back to office. But, one good thing is, I got more time to spend with someone and also my family, my friends.

I can get enough sleep everyday unless myself do not want to sleep early.... :P

I can attend my yoga class as planned....

I no longer need my friends to wait for me even we planned our date because I have to work late....

I can go shopping as I wish.... but currently I cut down my spending.... because I'm saving my bullets to BANGKOK!!!! Kakakakakakkaa...... I didn't shop even it's MEGASALES!!!! PITY ME!!!!!!!! But nevermind lah... I can shop when I go Bangkok... But I wondering, can I fit in their size? Their size is SUPERB SMALL!! Sigh...who asked me being so BIG???? Don't care lah!!!

Feel so excited... 16days to go.... :P Then I will be in Bangkok and enjoy my holidays!!! I want massage, I want Tomyam, I want sharkfins, I want Mango Rice, I want ChatuChak, I want shopping, I want Lime Juice, I want ............. Can't wait!!!! Can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ya, this is the sparks.....

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

爱呢???

在一個很忙碌的早上,大約是8:30,一個大約八十歲的老人家,想找一個醫生幫他拆線。他很趕;但醫生正在幫人做手術,所以,他一直在等,不停地看錶。當時這個護士自己不是太忙,看著老人家好像很趕似的,自己又沒什麼好做,好吧!讓我來幫他拆線吧!我叫那個伯伯先坐下,然後,我再把傷口上的布一層一層地拆下,一邊拆一邊和那個伯伯閒聊。
護士小姐特然好奇地問:「為什麼你這麼趕?」「是呀!因為我約了人9:00,真不好意思,麻煩了你!」
護士好奇的想:八十多歲的老人家應該不用上班的了,什麼事情讓他那麼趕呢?
老人家說:「是呀…是呀…我要趕去老人療養院陪我的老婆吃早餐。」
護士小姐就更加好奇:「啊呀!原來入了療養院啊!沒有什麼嘛?」老人家答:「啊!沒事了,柏金遜症罷了,都好一段日子的了。」
護士小姐幫他拆好了線,看一看錶:「哎呀!你會遲到,怕不怕你的太太會擔心你呀?」
老人說:「不會,這五年來她都不認得我了,我去不去,其實她都不知道。」
護士小姐很好奇地問:「下!她已經不認得你五年之久啦!?你還每朝早去?」
老人笑笑口,拍拍護士的手說:「她不認得我,但我認得她,那就可以了。」跟著他就慢慢轉身走了。
護士看著他的背影,眼淚慢慢地落下來了。她自己想:這就是我需要的愛情。
真正的愛情不只是身體上,不只是講浪漫氣氛;真正的愛情是接受,接受以前的對方,現在的對方和將來的對方。無論他以前是怎樣,現在或將來是怎樣,快樂的人不一定要最好的,快樂的人是把他所有的都看成最好的。

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好感动啊。。。眼泪就快掉下来了。还是忍著了。这样的爱,是我追求的吗?

我好自私的,如果让我选,我会选自己先死。那么,我便可以拥有他永远的爱。至少,在我的世界里,他对我的爱是永远的。

爱,已经无法天长地久了。现在的人啊。。。不再那么的用心去爱了。

我想,我也是一样。我是一个非常需要爱的人。。没有爱,我会死的。但是,越来越害怕爱了。无它,只因为我找不到一个与我一样不顾一切去爱的人。现在的人,顾虑太多,考虑太深。。。

对我而言,爱就爱。不尝试过,那会知道结果会如何?不尝试过,如何知道他是否是你所爱,所追求?爱,就如冒险嘛。。没有危险,没有收获。

朋友说我是个清兵,因为我心口上有个勇字。哈哈哈哈。。。好贴切的形容词嘛。我的勇气只是用在爱情路上。其他的,我可是从不冒险的,保守的很。尤其在钱方面。。。:P
清兵也有清兵的苦。上战了无数次,得到的依然是零成绩。有时真的非常沮丧。。好想孤芳自赏一世便算了。但是,寂寞的心又不肯放过我这条狗命。没有办法,只好继续做清兵,继续上战。。。。只为了爱。

好无奈的爱。

Friday, July 14, 2006

Perfect Boyfriend......

26 Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do...

1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence.
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hands always find yours.
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9 . Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but know how to be serious.
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts .
16. Smile a lot.
17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.
21. Always gives you a peck on the! cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing, even if he can't.
23. Have a creative sense of humor.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason.
26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs - just because he loves u that much to quit it.

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Are you the perfect BF that every girl dreaming on?

For me, a good bf is not only as what listed as above. I might be demanding but there is also some other important qualities have to take into account.

Kind hearted… is one of them.

Let’s see, if your PERFECT BF… walking along the street, there come a kitten wondering around and come near to his foot. Instead of walk away from the kitten, he kick off the kitten because the kitten blocking his way. Will you still love him even he is a PERFECT BF as he do everything as listed?

Let’s see, your PERFECT BF hate babies, kids… do you think… he is the one for you to spend your lifetime?

Let’s see, your PERFECT BF do not have sympathy towards those very unlucky people around the world… they even laugh when they saw the folk’s skin being pull off from their body lively… they very enjoy on watching how human kill those animals that soon to be extinct. How will you feel on this person?

Of course, the list above is important to maintain a relationship’s heat. But other qualities in a person shouldn’t be ignore.

It would be good if my BF can fill in all the above…. But I will request more than that, someone that has inner beauty. Love everyone around him, but love me the most!!!! :P

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

It's your BIG DAY!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEST FRIEND!!!!

Happy Birthday Jeannie!!!!

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

VIRGO......

处女座8/23~9/22

处女座对爱向来态度小心,你是要爱就要有结果的人,不然你不会轻易地让自己沾惹上爱。

你把爱情看成是自我成长的一部份,你按部就班来调整放爱的速度,运用理性来看待爱情。

在两人相处当中,你不停地寻找爱的蛛丝马迹,确认自己在爱中所具备的筹码。

一旦扮演的角色确立,你就会安于“本分”,在爱中经营。

处女座想爱人还是被爱?

对处女座来说,“爱人与被爱”的角色并不会一直是那么地明显,两人关系会随着彼此互动而有所变动。

你喜欢“爱人”也渴望“被爱”,总是仔细地规划双方未来前景,希望爱情能够带领你进入人生的桃花源。

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Exactly the real me!!!

VIRGO *8/23~9/22*

When you decided to committed into a relationship, you would expecting RESULT. Or else, you will rather stay single or flirt around. [Kakakakaka….]

You taking love as part of the life, you love accordingly… adjusting the speed and judge rational. [ Emmm… I’m very emotional one wor….]

You always seeking for attention, seeking for the proves of love from your lover. You do this because you wanted to ensure that you are the one for him. [ya worrr…. I always want to know whether he truly love me or not, care of me not… bla bla bla… poor honey, have to be torture by me… Kakakkakaka …]

Once you very sure about your character in the relationship, you will be STABLE & STEADY. Running the relationship smoothly. [YES!!! But still I’m doubting on my character and situation and his feelings on me…]

You always plan carefully on the FUTURE of both of yours whenever you are in a relationship. Wish that love will bring you to another wonderful stage of your life. [Needless to tell lohh…….. this is exactly Miss Lonely Heart]

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I'm such a fussy person in love.

If you do really understand me well, you will see the reason why I'm being so picky and fussy on the one I love.

Because I can't stand that there has any mistakes in my relationship.
Because I want to know how much he loves me.
Because I want him to be a better man.

And because I used to train up my ex to be a better man with better radar, neat dressing, clean nails, nice hair, good looking, polite spoken person.... A bitch came & steal him away when I went to Europe and happy happy. But, since he is so easy to be stolen... no point to have him anymore.

This lead me feel so insecure on relationship. You can always heard me scold about those irresponsible men, fuckers, bastards... Hahahahaha... I know I need the sense of security damn damn damn desperately. The more I seek for it, the more upset I am. Because, I couldn't find what I really want.

Anyhow, I'm trying to be a better person.

Try to believe in love.

Because, you need to believe in love in order to find your true love.

I believe in love, but I always kick them off too.

Saturday, July 08, 2006

Promises to myself......

I was so emotional lately...

Terrible!!!!
Like a crazy dog!!!! bite on anyone that come to me. Sooooooooooooooooo emotional imbalance!!!!!

OK!!! From now on.... I want to make some promises to myself... to make my life better!!!!

1. Control on my temper
2. Appreciate everything, do not take for granted
3. Learn to look at people's good things
4. Learn not to look at people's bad things
5. Take things easy
6. Do not mad on small things
7. Listen patiently
8. Try to understand
9. Take a deep breath before I scold people
10. CONTROL!!!! CONTROL!!!!! CONTROL MY TEMPER!!!!!

Eeeeemmmm..... not easy for me....

Im born in the year of Dragon. According to the chinese calendar, the dragons that born in August... are FIRE DRAGON. Maybe that's why I'm so HOT!!! My ex, he is a WOODEN RABBIT... hahahaha... sure kena FIRE by my 99 lohhhhhhhh.... FIRE & WOOD...how to be together peacefully? That's why, the relationship gone case.

What's the match for FIRE???? I think it would be GOLD.

I need a GOLD who able to handle my FIRE.... Any GOLD there????

Friday, July 07, 2006

Terrible man!!!!!

Let's see the most heartless terrible bastard in Malaysia.

與男友拍拖8年懷孕女郎催婚被打updated:2006-07-06 20:30:12 MYT
八打靈再也訊)一名有了身孕的女子,向拍拖8年的男友催婚,豈料卻換來男友一頓毒打!從事拖行業的男友,聽到她肚裡有了孩子後,不但拒婚更叫她把孩子打掉;結果她不依,惹怒男友用雨傘毆打她。這名25歲的女子不堪男友如此對待,憤而報警。據說,她於週日到男友位於蒲種宏願花園的住家,告訴男友她懷孕了並催促他娶她過門,沒想到卻換來不快的後果。她向警方申訴,除了被男友用雨傘猛打了5下,也遭他摑了數巴掌。她較後被安排到醫院檢查,所幸腹中骨肉沒有受到傷害。 (星洲日報‧2006/07/06)

Petaling Jaya. This lady, in a relationship with this bastard for 8 years. She discovered that herself is pregnant and requested the bastard to set a date for marriage. The bastard rejected to marry her and also asked her to abort the baby. She reluctant to abort the baby and the bastard hit her with umbrella, slap her. This 25 years old lady went to make police report on him. Luckily, the baby is fine.

GOOD ONE! Should report on such a bastard!!!!!!! Make him to jail!!! Irresponsible!!! fucking irresponsible!!!!

So happy for fucking his gf for 8 years eh??? when she is pregnant, not tat he doesn't want to bear the responsible but he beat her???? If she doesn't pregnant also it's his responsible to take care of her future as she already spend her 8 years with you. If you do not love her, do not fuck her for 8 years then only treat her like this. And also, don't fuck if you do not want to bear the responsibility!!!!

She sure very pain.. not on her body, but her heart. Poor ladies, we are so blind and sleep with the bastard.

Such a fucker!!! I would bite off the dick if my bf treating me so!!!!! So syok to fuck around?? Let's see how you fuck with no dick!!!!
[Remind me to buy a big n sharp scissor]

Sometimes, I really wonder why we, women... always blind with love. Yes, included me... I'm totally blind when I'm in love.

And why they are so many irresponsible and crazy men???? Where are all those good men????

崩溃

我终于崩溃了。无法控制的哭个不停。

昨晚,在与他讲电话时,竟然崩溃了。

一直藏在心中的委屈,终于再也不想躲了。

哭了好久。。好久。。。感觉快要气绝身亡。

不断的哭。。。好像可以把全部委屈都哭掉。

哭完以后又如何??问题依旧没有解决。

心。。。好像死了一般。。。

情绪上的不平衡,得不到发泄。

不断的找人倾诉,不断的想。。。不断的听。。。

感觉自己快要爆炸了。

或许,我真的需要冷静一下。。。出去走走

但是我可以去那里呢??

我想,我应该学会如何不太爱人。。。

这样我才不会感到如此的痛。。。

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

不懂

我不懂得与你沟通了。

我以为理所当然的,是你所谓的无理取闹。
我以为我应该知道的,是你所谓的压力。

我要的不多。我只是想你爱我,一如我义无反顾的爱你。
我想的不多。我只想你在乎我,一如我紧张兮兮的疼爱你。

原来,爱是不能负荷过重。我的心很重,因为我握着这一份爱。爱得让自己失去了快乐,还是要爱着你。

与你在一起的日子是快乐的。我们的谈话是愉快的。我们的互动是有默契的。

但是,我们的观点不同,我们要的也不一样。

我所要的,是你的负担。

我尽力的做一个好女友。。。看来,我失败了。

我真的不懂的与你沟通了。

我看不到你的在乎,你的爱。是我盲了吗??

我们都不再努力维持这份我们的爱情了。

我们都无所谓了。我们都不愿去懂了。

这一份爱,我小心翼翼的保护着。到最后,还是死了。

死于心死。死于我们都不会好好的爱对方。

我给了100% 的爱,但是还是不够。不是你要更多爱,是你承受不了我的爱。

有时候,我甚至问我自己,为什么我如此深爱你?是什么令我如此无法自拔?

我想,我应该有自虐狂。。。我享受你伤害我。。。我不停的哭,倾诉。。。想有一个人可以告诉我该怎么做,告诉我如何离开你。但是,在我心中,我还是爱你。所以,我一次一次的留再你身边,享受你对我的不在乎。

我疯了。我爱到疯了。

所有人告诉我,你应该如何如何对自己好一点。我听进去了,但是我没有做。

只因为,我很爱你。

但是,我的爱并没有得到你的爱护。它反而是你的负担。

我的心,成了你最讨厌的地方。你不再探望我的心了,你不再想拥有我的爱了。

很爱你,又如何?

离开,或许是我可以给你的。我的离开,对你来说应该是快乐的。

对不起,我不晓得如何爱你。我愿意带着这份痛走开。

愿你找到令你开心的她。

不肖一顾

如果他可以不肖你的喜怒哀乐,他。。。值得爱吗?

如果他可以不肖一顾你当时的感受,他。。。值得爱吗?

当你爱得人可以不肖与你的感受,你的爱。。。那么,你又何必如此委屈呢?

珍惜又如何?就算我爱他如珍宝,那又如何?

我的爱,他并不在乎。我的情绪只是他的负担。

我的心已负荷不了。

我无法接受我爱的人如此冷漠对待我的感受。

或许,是时候了。我期望的天长地久,已无望。

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歌曲:我会好好的
歌手:王心凌

我会好好的
花还香香的
时间一直去
回忆真美丽
我是想着你 一直想着你
你在我心底变成了秘密
不要说你爱我 你想我
如果你的心里没有这么做
只是勉强的敷衍我
我知道了会很难受
我要你默默走 不回头
我会清楚明白你要的是什么
无须勉强的安慰我
说奇怪的理由
到现在还是深深的 深深的爱着你
是爱情的 友情的 都可以
那是我心中的幸福
我知道它苦苦的
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要给你远方的祝福
我知道它苦苦的

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

痛......

記憶中,失戀時好像也是這樣子。

在過度哭泣落淚的心力消耗後,就會陷入沈沈的睡眠,睡眠裡失去了時間與記憶,破洞受傷的心在停滯的魂魄裡,一點一點的自我填補。自己的身體裡彷彿有一個自動保護系統,累了、受傷了、沒有答案了,那就睡吧!不停的睡、不停的睡、不停的睡。睡幾十個小時,睡幾天幾月幾年。一直到呼吸又漸漸開始順暢,某一些手腳指尖的冰冷又開始回溫,不願意記憶的都自動撒去,剩下的都僅剩是美好,才終於又恢復了正常的睡眠,繼續過著心不再疼痛日子。

就這樣;自己最後,原來潛意識裡,還是最懂得愛自己的人。

至少;當我們的心不夠愛自己時,我們的身體,還是會不忍那種自殤,發出警告,燒一場沈沈的燒,然後睡一場失去一切只為了找回一切的深眠。以後;如果可以,我希望我能學會,像身體懂得愛惜自己一般,心也學會深愛自己。

[摘自伊能静的《疗伤的沉睡》]

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对啊,失恋都是如此。

连身体都会比我们的心更爱我们。 有种心酸的感觉。泪在我眼中满满的。

每当我不开心,我就去睡觉。虽然,我并不会因此而开心一点,但至少在那一段时间, 我可以忘却那切心的痛。暂时的忘记那种痛。

多爱自己吧!!!!

别再让自己委屈。别再为什么人而不开心。让自己活得开心一点吧!!!

爱,真的是可以很痛的!!!!

Hopeless......

Allowed me to talk some nonsense again ya......

I heard something yesterday..." Nowadays, I do not read newspaper, just to make my days feel better." So sad!!!!!!

Ya, everyday there are crimes, eg. murders, snatch cases, kidnaps, rapes, robs.... bla bla bla. There are coma patients lying in hospital because the snatch thieves, girls died because the rapists, people died because they argued with someone, kids been kidnaped because of money.... What a sad and hopeless world we living in.

After the 2 scary n hateful incidence happened on myself, now, I'm very KIA SI [scared of die].... Whenever I go, I will make sure myself alert on the STRANGERS... Whoever walk near to me... I will hold on my handbag tightly and try to remember his ugly face. Or I will keep a distance with him since I do not know him that well. Whenever I'm walking alone along the road side.... I will keep looking back to check whether got some bastard walking behind me or not? Or maybe some suspecting motorcycles or cars. Whenever I go to take my car, I will look around and see got someone hiding at the corner?? Whenever I'm waiting for lift, I will check is there anyone hiding somewhere as well.

I made myself so alert and so nervous and so scared. No choice, coz I do not want to be rob, snatch, rape and I do not want to die yet. Sigh, see lah!!! how hopeless this country is... Our great policemen hardly go after the snatch thiefs, rapers, robbers, killers...When come to big cases, they said they already did their best... unable to trace, no evidence. However, they [DBKL] can always trace where the pirated CD sellers are!!!!!

I do understand that they have their difficulties too, especially the victims can't recognise or remember anything about the bastards. Try to be logic, what can you remember when you are in deep shit or great fear?? Sigh......

I feel so hopeless... so vulnerable... so helpless. Home no longer the safe place as well. Movies give us all the idea or we lost our heart? The kind heart in us.

Maybe I should be more COLD as well... so that I won't be hurt so easily.

To protect ourselves is not the reason for being inhumanity. Why god give human FEELINGS & THINKING but never give it to other animals ???

--> Because HE wants us to love. When human do not love anymore...... That's what we see everyday.

Sadly to inform GOD that his project has failed. Human start losing their heart, they no longer have the ability to love anymore.

GOD, install more love and care in us again. Perhaps... It will help.

Monday, July 03, 2006

Mobile Phones......

Obviously… an adult with no mobile phones will be consider or taking as an alien in this “hi tech community”. This is not only happened in our lovely country, but others too. But, I do believe that still have some adults that doesn’t own any mobile phone… eg. Some of the aunties, uncles, grandpa, grandma…. Because eh, got once… when I walking around at my fav shopping mall… suddenly I heard…”TENG TENG TENG TENG… Mr .SSS paging for Ms.XXX and Ms.XXX. Kindly proceed to the information counter. I burst out into laughter when I heard this. I even asked “HA?!?!?!? Still got ppl paging someone in the shopping mall?? They do not have mobile phone???” Ya, obviously this gentleman lost his girlfriends….I think, they also left their handbags with him too. :P

Another day, when I went shopping…. I saw a bunch of kids, around 13-14 years old… everyone of them holding their HANDPHONE… “proudly”, Bluetooth-ing each other the latest themes, ring tones, wallpapers or maybe some porn movies…. OKOK!!! I think too much on the Porn!!! But who knows??? They might recorded their own sex scene and share among friends… “LOOK!!!! HOW BIG MY DICK IS! AND MY GIRL LOVE IT MUCH!! LISTEN LAH!!! HOW LOUD SHE MOAN OUT!!!!”

My goodness!!!

By looking at the video clip on the students’ crimes… It’s sad… disappointed. I wonder where is the humanity that we used to have in us? When my school time, we do not fight with our schoolmates. Maybe we will have some misunderstanding, but still… nothing will lead to FIGHT between us. We will only ignore someone, do not talk to someone, talk bad bout someone, stare at someone, ask our friends do not make friend with someone… I think ah …..This is too childish for the kids nowadays.

Now, the theory is “Anything that you are not happy with…. Use VIOLENCE to settle it”. Since when our kids are so violence? Since when our kids are so imhumanity? Since when our kids do not know how to love their friends anymore?

My cousin who is now 13, always dying for a mobile phone. His parents never got him one and he is planning to save some pocket money and buy himself a SONY ERICSSON K700i… Emmmm…. Nothing I can say but sigh….

Sighhhhh……..

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Days......

Superman......

I watched SUPERMAN...

This movie of our new superman no longer emphasized on how powerful our Superman is... in facts, it telling us that Superman also has his feelings, weakness and... our Superman needs love too.

I can feel his broken heart when he knows that his gf already married with a kid after years he has been away/ left without say goodbye. I can feel his pain, loneliness when he thought that she doesn't love him anymore. I can feel how helpless he is when he actually can't help so much on the crimes and wars. But still, our Superman fight as he can, for the justice.

Even thought this new superman like to show off abit infront of the media.. but he still stand up after he fell, fight back fiercely after been beaten down. Protect the one he loves, he cares, and also those that he doesn't knows without judging on their motive.

Every woman has their own superman in their heart. My superman might be different from others... and this new superman is the one I always wanted in my life. He needs not to be so strong, but he will do his best to protect me and stand for justice. Love me with all his heart... allowed me to be sacarstic when he made me angry and still talk to me softly and love me...

This is not a HERO movie.... this is a romantic movie of our.... SUPERMAN.... No matter how strong a man or woman is, their still need love deep into their heart.

Everything is possible with LOVE around.

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Fire Flies Trip- Kuala Selangor

Been there for once about...... 10 yrs ago. I still can remember how amazing it was. Tons of fire flies on trees, making them looks like Xmas Trees with lights. Amazing.

Now, I'm back for the fire flies again...... Still amazing but lesser. The development of our country actually affected on the wild lifes.... no matter on insects or animals or plants.... Sadly to admit this... We only can own one between two.... Well developed country or natural.

Still.... there are many fire flies around... the trees still looks like Xmas trees, just that not so bright.. not so disappointed as already expected it won't be the same. I can't remember how much they charge for the boat ride 10 yrs ago, but now they charge for RM10 per person for the 30mins boat ride. The boats now are run by motor, no longer roll by human eh......and also much better than the SAMPAN they had for 10 yrs ago.

We also went for SEAFOOD dinner..... which I'm dying for long time... I got CRABS!!!!! WOW!!! so happy!!!! But then.. I have to be very care on my diet for weeks after this high protein dinner.... I'm always worry that my GOUT will attack e again... I don't wanna be attacked again, I don't wanna feel the pain on my leg..... It kills!!! However eh.... the dinner is kinda cheap... we ordered 5 dishes [4 persons]... costs us RM70 only... and we are so full!!!! It's all SEAFOOD, except the PINEAPPLE FRIED RICE, a tasteless failure from the chef.. Hahahahaha... I think he forgot to put in AJINOMOTO and SALT.... Got no taste at all!!!!!

We also went to Klang's Bkt Raja in the afternoon... the only big big shopping mall @ Klang. Was there because we had our BAK KUT TEH [Herbal soup with pork in a pottery] lunch at Klang and also ate some durian... I did some shopping there.. and I got a nice mini cardigan, a pair of shoe and 2 packs of black chocolate :P So happy... So satisfied...

I had a very heavy meals day.... feel kinda guilty... But I did enjoy myself so much!!!! Such a nice and good day trip!!! It has been long time that feel so relax and enjoy. Now, I'm looking forward to my Bangkok trip!!!! I need vacation!!! I need it badly!!!!