a LoNeLy SuNDaY.....

Today, is SUNDAY... Beside my dear Kenneth came over and drive me out for lunch.. I'm alone for my beautiful sunday. Even though I'm alone the whole day in 1 Utama.. but shopping alone is kinda fun, coz there has no ppl rushing you and waiting for you when you are trying out 10 outfits in a shop! :P Fun is Fun, but I still hoping there has someone who can share the happiness and excitement of shopping with me. Where is this person huh??? :P

Poker cards reading...

Finally.. he is back to Aussie on this tuesday. Missing him already. :) I'm OK!! I'm Fine.. used to it since long time ago. Today, I went for POKER CARDS READING with Jeannie. We have been waited for almost 2 hours and went in for the CARD READING for juz about 10 minutes... the amazing thing is... HE can speak out every questions that you have in your HEART!!! I don't even have the chance to ask HIM something but HE able to tell me everything that I wanted to know!!! Amazing!! rite? :P

He asked me to go for travel.. go overseas..He said.. goin overseas is good to me.. and I actually planning to go to UK for working purpose.. as I'm oredi abit fed up with my current director and my job. Seen just asked us to go over to Thailand in this April..and we already planned to go over.. and wat a coincidence.. HE said.."go Thailand lah.. go pray to 4 Faces God..they will BOU YAO you.." WAH!!!! i was so suprised!! :P then... when im about to ask about my career.. HE asked me to change job.. HE said someone will offer me high pay!! hahahaha..so happy when to hear tat!! but..something tat made me more happy is.. HE said i will marry soon.. my bf will proposed to me with bunch of roses!! I told HIM tat i don have any bf, HE said..SOON, YOUR BF IS COMING SOON. kakakakakakaka... then HE also said that i will have a baby boy.. :P and HE said i'm very fertilized!! hahahahaa..wat a joke!! He warned me not to have so much coffee as my HEART is not HARD enuff ehh.. GOSH!!! my COFFEE BEAN!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway.. it's good to hear that I will have so many good things to happen on me! :) No matter they will all come true or not, at least I'm happy to know it! :) At least I got some good HOPES!! :) phewww...what a night!!! a HOPEFULL NIGHT!! :)

The One I Can NeVer Let Go....

Knowing him for so many years, being his best friend for so many years, in love with him for many many years.. but I know clearly that he will never love me as what i wish.. I know that I'm stupid! Im really stupid like shit!! I even told him that I don care that he has another one. I don even care if he used me. I don even care if he don love me. I only wish that I can see him always. I only wish that I can stand by him always. I only wish that I can talk to him always. I only wish... he wont leave me alone.. I LOVE YOU, NICHOLAS. I know it cant work, I will always take you as my best friend, I will always care of you, I will always keep this feelings in my heart.. Nicholas, thanks for telling me the truth, thanks for taking me as your best friends all the while, thanks for sharing everything with me, thanks for being my best friend... i appreciated it! i do.. i really do.