HandCraft.....

I'm kinda addicted to PAPERS recently.. Do you know that it's very difficult to find an one stop hand craft retail shop in Kuala Lumpur? I've been looking for some ribbons, and I couldn't find any nice and special one till my gf brought me to this shop located in One Utama, New Wing.

Look at them!!! so beautiful right??? I can't help but fall in love with these ribbons immediately they appear infront of me. I've saw them on some card design website, been looking up and down just for these ribbons. Finally, I found it!!!! Can you see how beautiful they are???? Are you in love with them??? But there are limited ribbons available in the hand craft shop we found in One Utama. Is there any in KL area?? Awww.. I'm so in love with them... Personally, I much prefer Grosgrain material than Satin or whatsoever. They are lovely.

However, it is not easy to be in this hobby. First criteria that you must have is, Creative... Then, RICH! Hahahhaa.. it's costly to have a hobby like this. Let's don't go too far about this, only the ribbon already cost RM7.00 per meter, and scrapbook paper cost RM5.00 per piece. There comes the decoration pin, rub-off words, stickers, puncher, rubber stamping, stamping ink... imagine. I have done some reseach, a good quality puncher cost you up to RM200.00. Rubber Stamp, the cheapest I saw with lausy pattern is RM5.00, RM45.00 for nice and lovely pattern.

My GF, who is very addicted to handcraft works spending thousands ringgit on it. She been in Glass Drawing, Card Design, Stamping, now she wanna play with the clay, paper flowers.. Her parents start nagging on her expensive hobby. No doubt, this is a very expensive hobby to play with, but if you are creative enough as what I saw on some website, this is actually a way to make monies. I always admire the products from one of our local design company - a.e.i.o.u. Their products are creative and attractive for me. I love their wrapping papers, their gift boxes, their gift tags... etc. And I found that more and more design companies follow thier stlye and compete fiercely in the market.

So beautiful......................... I wish I can be addicted into this hobby too....

Halloween is near....

Let's choose your costume!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Vampire.... Let me give you a bite on your neck...and suck you dry.....


I'm the little devil in you.....

O!!! Cheerleader.... most guys fancy about them... sexy body, toned and firm... yumm yummm

Sexy racerrr!!!! Irresistable... speed lover, risk taker....

French maid.. "Coffee, Tea or Me?? Sir..."

This is quite common, bunny girl...

Sexy Nurse... "I'm now giving you an injection...."

Hot Referee.... " You are out!! "

and the most powerful costume........
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BOXER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't play play or I will knock you down...

I love it!!! why we do not have halloween party???

Please don't...........

Please do not eat me.... I'm so cute!!!!

Ahhhhh... it is so warm here....

Arghh...pain!!

I don't know how to swim!!!!! Help!!!!

Run!!!!! fellowss!!! run!!!!

Awwww...we are burn.....

I won lottery!!!!!

I won 850,000.00..... POUNDS!!!!!!!!! Don't play play I tell you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I shall immediately contact this Dr. Lorraine to claim my moniesssssssssssssssss

Ha!!!! Once I got the RM5million, immediately all my debts cleared!!!! Then, I will throw the resignation letter on the B*tCH's face and tell her to F off!! HHhahahahahahaa... Steam!! Then, I think I can help SOMEONE 100% on the dream house... of course, under my name. Let's have a list ---> What will I do if I got Rm5,000,000.00...

- Clear all my debts [quite a big amount...hahahaha... ]

- Settle the housing loan = RM100,000.00

- Buy a car, I love PERODUA - VIVA = RM 50,000.00

- Buy a new house [ Condo or Landed Property? ] = RM500,000.00

- New house renovation [ Included furnitures & Elect.
appliances ] = RM200,000.00

- Holiday!!!!! [ Immediately go to Taiwan!!! for 4 persons] = RM10,000.00

- Go slimming centre!!!!! = RM5,000.00

- Buy LAPTOP!!!!! = RM5,000.00

- Buy a commercial lot = RM500,000.00

- Plan for my DREAM CAFE [included designing, renovation, furnitures & etc] = RM500,000.00 or

- Get KRISPY KREME's franchise!!!! [ Too expensive to get it ] = RM1,000,000.00

Awww... so fast that I spent RM1.7 million..... Left RM3.8 million, I shall keep RM 3 million into ,FD and earn interest every month... WAH!! One month also got RM7,500.00 interest income for interest payment of 3% p.a. Wah!! no need work lohhhh... I can be the "SIU LAI LAI" alreadyy.....

What a beautiful life.......................

Secret....

We found out a secret.......

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Our big boss is homosexual and his partner is one of our so called "staff"..... Of course the partner's position is not as low as me... hahahahaa...

Actually, we'd been suspecting about our big boss's sexual preference because he is such a good looking guy [extremely good looking for his age], rich, no gf.... and not married at his 50s. But, he is very particular on his dressing, appearance... I do have homosexual friends, and I knew that thay are very particular on their looks, they will make sure they looks good all the time. It's just same like why women always want to make sure they looks beautiful before step out of her room. Maybe not all ladies are like that, at least I am. It's just last week that we busybody about this issue, here comes the answer.

How do we knew about this? We found out that this "staff" is actually... driving the big boss car [OK! we are over sensitive. Driving big boss around the town, cannot meh???] and... this "staff" stay with the big boss!!!! [ mad woman!! people are very BROTHERS cannot ha???] OK... OK... we are over sensitive....

I also heard that big boss is very protective over "staff" and whatever he did is forgiveable... high post with no work is given to him. Even no performance is not a big deal. I wish... I can have a big boss boy friend tooo..... SOMEONE, please turn me into a non productive staff in your company with high pay.

Don't you think that's very rare that an ADULT MAN will share his space with another man... woman is another story... hahahhahaa... Aiya.. I don't know.. I don't want to know... Don't asked me who told me that they stayed together.. I heard nothing...

Do not ask me which company I'm working for.....

What???

Dumbledore is GAY?????

Eeemm.... I never relate him to GAY...

Feel weird about this.... But, AUNTY said he is gay....

Take it easy....

Ok, I've to learn this. Do not take so seriously on whoever's opinion if you think you are doing the right things.

Sometimes, I tends to be very care on how my friends, my family look at certain things I do.. I think most of us do so. But, ourself is the one who know best what we wanted to do and what we can do, what we afford to do or what will work best on us... I should have learn to be more firm and stubborn [ even though I'm already a very stubborn person :P ].


I can't stand people accused me for thinking this and that by putting their assumption or looking down at my own decision... especially if that's my good friend. I'm glad I got few other friends that really know me well enough to comfort me on this issue. I'm glad that SOMEONE support me so well.


OK! I will not explain myself to anyone anymore!!!!! If you think that I'm that person who you think I am.. what's the point I have to explain hard but you still think that I am what you think?? Take it easyyy....Take it easyyy..... Breath in.. Breath out...


Life... not easy as usual...

幸福。。。。。

我想， 我是幸福的。。。。。

拥有他的爱， 我是幸福的。。。。。

感觉到自己的改变， 不知道为什么自己会有所改变， 但是， 我想这是好的现象。 是瑜珈的改造还是自身的领悟？

How to resist????

Teach me.... how to resist CHOCOLATE FONDUE???????
I eat lots.... :P Arghh.....irresistable..... I eat till my stomach so full.... kakakkaa... :P SOMEONE has to stop me from picking up the fruits and dip them into the fondue... non stop... :P Can't help... it is sooooo seductive!!!

Especially the...strawberriesssssssssssssss.... Awww... I love strawberry....

And, I got the GIANT one!!!!! so big!!!! and can have a full mouth bite!!! Orgasm!!!!


It taste so good with Marshmellow!!! aiyooo.... terribly delicioussss...

There are few things that I can't resist.... Chocolate, Coffee, Cheesecake, Cakes, Ice Cream and Chips.... All started with C.. beside Ice Cream... kakkakakaka... That's why I'm fat... damn!

Training = Sleepy

Need to attend training for these 2 days... boring... sleepy... I'm not the only who feel sleepy...OK???? :P

Bought this Musical Piggy Bank as a wedding gift to SOMEONE's brother... very lovely and cute!!! I like it very much personally.. It's kinda expensive for a coins bank... but.. it's CUTE!!!! It will play WEDDING MARCH when you put coin into the piggy... kakakaka.. fun!! I know I'm childish lahhhhh!!! :P

Look at its innocent face... so cute!!!!!!

Too free.....

Your Pickup Line Is

Seriously honey - sex is like pizza. Even if it's bad it's still pretty darn good.

The Magical Pick Up Line Generator

OoooOooOOo.... even the pick up line tell everything... hahahahaha....

Amazing............. :P

When someone is too free... there goes all this nonsense.... LOLZ

He Loves You For You

When it comes to your body, your guy hardly notices It's nothing to do with the way you look... He's just has really fallen for you But make sure to stay sexy - keep the chemistry going strong!

Does He Only Love You For Your Body?

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

You Make a Great First Impression

You can handle almost any social situation with grace, even the tricky ones. Strangers often find you charming and interesting. You are often remembered fondly. Even if you're not naturally outgoing, you can make conversation with anyone if you need to. Whether you were born this way or had to work to get here, you are definitely charismatic. You're popular and well liked. People definitely look forward to being around you. Your social connections bring you a full and rich life. You understand how important it is to make a lasting impression.

What Kind of First Impression Do You Make?

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge. In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead! And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in. Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

Your Lust Quotient: 43%

You are definitely a lustful person, but you do a good job of hiding it. Your friends would be surprised to know that your secretly very wild!

How Much Lust Do You Have?

My girl friends and myself did share our sexual talk with each other sometimes... hahahahaa... one is shy, another one is open... I think, they know me well enough to be suprised... :P I will not deny that I love sex!!

It's also part of my exercise.... LOLZ

Forgetful......

Sometimes, I do think people are always forgetful.. Included myself. But, are we really forgetful or just didn't voice out or we are just used to the way our lovely "department" do their work??

I noticed that we can forget things easily by just dragging the issue for quite some time. No worry, just drag it along and very soon no one will care about the issue/ case, and then they will forget it! Let's see where will it goes for our pity Nurin's case. Everyone is GUGUGAGA about this case now, everyone give comments, everyone talk about it. It's the hot topic in the market now.

Anyone ever remember some unsettled case that we've been so angry, so concerned about? For example, Mr. Z's mansion costs RM5mil... is it demolish yet? Alantunya's Case... So?? What's the punishment? Who is the murderer? No one know anything yet. When something new come into the view, we forget the old one. AH!!!!! How forgetful we are.

I wish, our dearest "department" will forgot to urge people to pay Income Tax, they forgot to think more ways to "earn" more money, they forgot to give more priviledge to their own type and etc.

This is the way...... Yeah Yeah..... Malaysia Boleh!!!!

Are you a Shopaholic ?!?!?!?!?!

"Is your closet overflowing with never-worn clothing, the price tags still waving in the breeze? Is your attic bulging with boxes and boxes of shoes that have never touched pavement? Do you buy new makeup or accessories by the fistful?"

My answer --> YES!!!! I even bought so many cute, small items, bags, handbags, snacks... etc and didn't touch on it. But I didn't buy them in fistful lahhh... maybe I'm not that serious type yet....

Arghhh... I'm a shopaholic!!!!

Do not think that men have no SHOPAHOLIC ya... It's just the different word to describe it. Men are 'collectors,' women are 'shopaholics'.... What a nice name. But why we [women] can't be the COLLECTORS too???? We do collect handbags, clothes, shoes, comestics, frangances, accessories... bla bla bla bla... Why can't we be catagorised as COLLECTORS too???

According to Black, a German psychiatrist - we are perfectly aware of what we are doing. "Intellectually, they know that their closets and maybe their attic is full, but then they will be in the store and think, well, maybe I do need this one blouse or this will come in handy or I don't have one in this particular shade so I'll buy it. They usually hide it from their husbands. They do have feelings of guilt."

Hahahhaha....ya, I always aware that my big wardrobe is full and it's no longer enough for me to buy anymore clothes. Sure I feel guilty when I saw new clothes lying in my wardrobe with the price tag hanging on.. I will take it out, try on it, examine myself in the mirror and put the clothes back into my wardrobe. Then, forget about it.

Black says the typical shopaholic cycle is not unlike that of the compulsive gambler -- or even the serial killer. "What the patients will typically describe is they have a baseline preoccupation with shopping, they're always thinking about it, and a tension builds and they have to satisfy that tension by going out and shopping. That relieves the tension, at least for the time being," he says. Some shop out of loneliness, others for the rush of it, still others to fill some inner need. Some seek greater self-esteem, others use it to battle depression. Some shop to return to a happy childhood, others to escape a bad one. But few shopaholics consider it a debilitating disorder until the spiral of debt or marital discord leaves them no other choice.

I shop for seeking greater self-esteem, to fight my loneliness, to comfort my painful heart. I started to buy things uncontrollable since the day my ex dumped me... I spend all the monies in our joint account, to revenge? Maybe... And I feel so much better by spending monies.. Ever since, I started my shopaholic lifestyle... I changed my hair style, I changed my dressing style... I changed myself... Of course I did try to stop myself to shop like mad... But, I can't. I just can't stop my desire to buy something, no matter what it is. Sighh.... I do feel guilty.

Recently, I love to browse on ONLINE SHOPS... Fashions, accessories... I bought myself a dress... That I yet can fit in and I'm taking is as my GOAL for myself to slim down till I'm able to fit it!! OK!!!! I'm 100% a shopaholic!!!

I'm now trying hard not to buy anything, I try not to buy clothes, shoes, handbags, accessories, snacks, food, groceries.... I try not to bring much money with me, I keep my credit cards at home... I'm telling myself that I do not need all these thingssss... I'm telling myself that I must save money and get myself out of the deep shit!!! Ya, I got debts that I can't bear ..... Sighh... It's been such a long time that I didn't buy any clothes... I will feel depressed if I didn't go for shopping for some time or I didn't buy anything when I go for shopping.

I promised myself that I must quit this!!!!!! Not only for myself, but for SOMEONE too. Thanks for your caring, your love and everything.

I am a Shopaholic.....