OOooOOo... I'm gonna start work soon. Monday... my new day to work in Synovate... Pray hard that everything will goes well for me, my new bosses and colleagues will treat me nicely, helpfully, sincerely. Please do not give me office politics, over workloads, envy, jealousy over my pretty face :P Aawww... wrong.. no one will ever jealous on my pretty face.. :P Please pray hard that my new job will be good!! :) I already start thinking what to wear on the 1st day to work... aiyaa... so headache eh...
Today will be my last day to enjoy after such a long vacation of 2 months plus... :P
Luckily it's a 5 days job... wish that they never work OT in weekends.. So I still can have my own leisure or dating time. And also my free time to update my blog... maybe it won't be as often as now, but at least some in a while. :)
Went for THE ISLAND with Mr. Uncle tonight. What a great movie, I love it. It talk about HUMAN CLONING... very interesting. And the action part is exciting too. Highly recommended! We went to Kim Gary for our dinner, I introduced Mr. Uncle on few dishes that he should try out in Kim Gary. He nod nod his head when I'm talking, like a small kid who listening to their teacher :P. Mr. Uncle is very cute... ahaahahahahaha... He is just very cute!
Mr. A been out the whole day, but still he did call me whenever he is free or driving. His friend is having a house warming party tonight and he is not going home. He is not a sticky guy. But I always love to have a sticky guy... hahahaha... too bad that he is not. He believed that freedom is very important for a couple.. I believed that too. But that will be only once a week or what :P I think I'm the sticky one. Too pain to know the truth... hahahahahaha.. Got once, we were chatting, and I asked him what does he think about me?? His answer ---> nice, sensitive, sensual, comfortable to be with, will complain if bf never spend much time with you. Hahahahahaha... I laugh out loud and said "EXACTLY!!" :P He just know me too well. This is scary!
Should go to bed now. Wondering why do I feel tired easily recently... Maybe I'm old... too old to stay awake till midnight always... Aaaawww... I'm OLD!!!!!!
Sunday, July 31, 2005
Friday, July 29, 2005
More Wedding Photosss....
they are so beautiful... very lovely and sweet... Can't stop looking at it... :)
Not dreaming to get marry lah.. Were looking on it for Jeannie. And end up like I'm the one who getting marry soon.. hahahhahaa... Normal mah... Girl's fantasy... Wedding!!! And since I'm a matured girl... of course I will think on it... :P
Wedding day... for me.. too long way to go..... :)
Daily Reports.....
Ha.. I'm having daily reports from Mr. A 3 times a day..... It's so sweet of him.. updating me on what he is doing in da whole day, call me to chat whenever he is free.. But, I think this will be lesser once I start my new job. Maybe there will be a call after working hours... then another one before bed time to say good night.. Hopefully. Actually, I'm kinda like this daily reports thing.. hahahaha... means he is missing me, he wanna know what am I doing... I never think that this is irritating or frustrating.. I love it in facts.
I did not expecting anything from him anymore, just like having a good companion, a good chatter. But he does let me feel tat he is already taking me as someone very special with all his calls and dates... Maybe I think too much... hahahaha.. Don't care lah.. as long as everyone are happy... no harm.. As long as I no longer expect much from him.. :)
48 days left, he told me... We are going for a movie again on this coming sunday. He make sure I make the online tickets reservation before he end the call... worrying that I will not reserve the tickets for us.
Such a notti but sweet fella Mr. A is... but he is still a contradiction person...hahahahhaha
I did not expecting anything from him anymore, just like having a good companion, a good chatter. But he does let me feel tat he is already taking me as someone very special with all his calls and dates... Maybe I think too much... hahahaha.. Don't care lah.. as long as everyone are happy... no harm.. As long as I no longer expect much from him.. :)
48 days left, he told me... We are going for a movie again on this coming sunday. He make sure I make the online tickets reservation before he end the call... worrying that I will not reserve the tickets for us.
Such a notti but sweet fella Mr. A is... but he is still a contradiction person...hahahahhaha
Thursday, July 28, 2005
Wedding Photos......
Looking at those wedding photos... Made me feel like taking some of it. But since I'm still single and available... So, I do not have the chance yet. Wait loh... hahahahaha....I prefer the angel's photo... It's so sweet.. Adam & Eve is too much for me.. I do not have such good body to show off eh... such good skin.. such big boobs... such slim body... sighh..sad case!! I always love natural outdoor photo taking... but I'm so scared of exposing to sunshine!!! contradiction... happened on me when come to photo taking.. :P
I asked Jeannie to try the Adam & Eve's idea...not a bad one if both of you got such nice body...:P Ha!! Do you know what? I were in diet right? I lost 1kg within a week eh... Sometimes, I do feel that I'm like an elastic lady.. I get fat easily..and also can slim down easily if I do control on my diet eh... sigh.. is this a good or bad thing? So... since I got such motivation... I will go on.. :P to be a pretty lady again...
Again... Less nap, Less portion, Less sweet things, No soft drinks, No Fried/ oily food, No fast food, No fattening food, No snacks, No supper, More exercise... Hope that I will be able to reach my target soon.. :) at least.. let me slim down lah!!!!! I wanna wear more sexy....... :P
Saturated.....
I went for my hair trimming [the above one lah!!!] today... While my hair stylist playing with my messy hair... I read this in a magazine... SATURATED... can be tested with a glass of water, add some sugar.. if the sugar can melt into the water easily.. means the water still have room to be saturate.. add more sugar till there has some sugar left in da water which can't be melt in da water... this means.. it's SATURATED... the writer.. use SATURATED to describe love.
To describe love.. we can't use water...but coffee.. Coffee, as known, come with the taste of bitter in it. When we add sugar in the coffee, it become tasty but bitter... just like how love been feel in centuries. But how much sugar to be added into a cup of coffee only consider enough or saturated?? Love can be saturated.. depends on when and how much sugar you added in.. and the person's preference.
Sometimes, we might added too much sugar in the coffee and spoiled the whole cup of coffee. Or maybe we added too little sugar and made the coffee too bitter to drink. We still can add in sugar if the coffee is warm enough... but not when the coffee is already cold off.
Timing is always the most important issue in a relationship. Action as well. When the action come in wrong timing.. nothing can be work out... The right time, right place, right action will always be da best. But how many of the guys out there able to make it?
The theory of SATURATED brought me think of Mr. A & me... Wish that our timing will on track & we also able to SATURATE each other's needs... Already decided to give him the LITTLE MORE TIME...so, what can I do is only let our fate do all its works... :)
Mr. A sms-ed me alots today... called me 4 times today... he is counting on his available days... 49days from today...
49days more to my birthday.... :)
To describe love.. we can't use water...but coffee.. Coffee, as known, come with the taste of bitter in it. When we add sugar in the coffee, it become tasty but bitter... just like how love been feel in centuries. But how much sugar to be added into a cup of coffee only consider enough or saturated?? Love can be saturated.. depends on when and how much sugar you added in.. and the person's preference.
Sometimes, we might added too much sugar in the coffee and spoiled the whole cup of coffee. Or maybe we added too little sugar and made the coffee too bitter to drink. We still can add in sugar if the coffee is warm enough... but not when the coffee is already cold off.
Timing is always the most important issue in a relationship. Action as well. When the action come in wrong timing.. nothing can be work out... The right time, right place, right action will always be da best. But how many of the guys out there able to make it?
The theory of SATURATED brought me think of Mr. A & me... Wish that our timing will on track & we also able to SATURATE each other's needs... Already decided to give him the LITTLE MORE TIME...so, what can I do is only let our fate do all its works... :)
Mr. A sms-ed me alots today... called me 4 times today... he is counting on his available days... 49days from today...
49days more to my birthday.... :)
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Can't wait.......
The movie of Harry Potter & The Goblet of Fire will only be up by... 18 November 2005, worldwide.... Can't wait.. It's such a long time... Aiyo... I can't wait!! I miss Harry so much!!!!
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Been talk to Mr. A about the issue. I told him that I will give him some little time he requested for, but I have no guarantee that I will still available or ready for him when he THINK that he is ready. He agreed with this. He said he won't give up on me. He said he will still ask me out again & again & again... He said he will still take me as his most potential gf as long as I'm still single.
Have decided... which seems is the best decision to me... Time Frame to Mr. A will be the day of my Birthday.. 14 September 2005. More than a month.. Hope this is reasonable enough for a person to make up his mind on this issue. I hope so...... Think so hard last night, didn't sleep well and woke up with my swallon eyes... so ugly..
So, I will back to my normal life, dating with all different guys as I wish... hahahaha... I'm OK.. I feel much better after talk to few of my friends who do care of me so much.. Thanks to them!!!
I APPRECIATED ALL YOUR WORDS!!! MY FRIENDSS!!!!
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Sigh.....................
Mr. Uncle said I'm over reacted... A gal friend said should take the risk and give ourselve more time & see how's thing will go. Of course, with a time frame.
Mr. Peter said Mr. A is being unfair to me, Mr. Peter asked me to tell Mr. A not to asked me out till the day he feel that he is ready to start a relationship... Mr. Peter is very care of the hurt I had always.. He is the one who know me the best all the while. Mr. Peter even asked me to ask Mr. A not to call me everyday.. not to bothering me anymore.. Mr. Peter asked me to ignore Mr. A totally as he is ego.. never care of my feelings... Whenever I feel down, Mr. Peter always come to me and comfort me to the max. He spoiled me always...with his care and love plus his curse on someone who made me cry. If I ever want a god brother ... he is the best candidate that I ever have.
I do not know what will I do. He called me just now around 1145pm.. just home from his mamak session. He said he called me immediately when he reached home and he is home earlier than normal... asking me whether he is a very good boy... I do not know what to talk to him.. but I'm still trying my best to talk to him in my normal and easy tone .. I try not to feel the pain.. He was asking me are we going to keep a distance between us?? I did not answer, and I do not know how to answer this complicated question. To keep a distance is not what I want, but this will made me feel better and dream less. Not to keep a distance is always what I want, but this bring me pain and I will dream too much till I will hurt myself one day. So complicated..right?
We only had a short chat as his younger brother is back and wanted to sleep.. So he has to sleep as well.. Goodnite... I said to him..
I'm tired too... Tired on feeling disappointment...after a high hope
Mr. Peter said Mr. A is being unfair to me, Mr. Peter asked me to tell Mr. A not to asked me out till the day he feel that he is ready to start a relationship... Mr. Peter is very care of the hurt I had always.. He is the one who know me the best all the while. Mr. Peter even asked me to ask Mr. A not to call me everyday.. not to bothering me anymore.. Mr. Peter asked me to ignore Mr. A totally as he is ego.. never care of my feelings... Whenever I feel down, Mr. Peter always come to me and comfort me to the max. He spoiled me always...with his care and love plus his curse on someone who made me cry. If I ever want a god brother ... he is the best candidate that I ever have.
I do not know what will I do. He called me just now around 1145pm.. just home from his mamak session. He said he called me immediately when he reached home and he is home earlier than normal... asking me whether he is a very good boy... I do not know what to talk to him.. but I'm still trying my best to talk to him in my normal and easy tone .. I try not to feel the pain.. He was asking me are we going to keep a distance between us?? I did not answer, and I do not know how to answer this complicated question. To keep a distance is not what I want, but this will made me feel better and dream less. Not to keep a distance is always what I want, but this bring me pain and I will dream too much till I will hurt myself one day. So complicated..right?
We only had a short chat as his younger brother is back and wanted to sleep.. So he has to sleep as well.. Goodnite... I said to him..
I'm tired too... Tired on feeling disappointment...after a high hope
Monday, July 25, 2005
Nervous.....
Tomorrow will be the day of meeting Mr. A again. Kinda nervous.. but do not know the reason. Hahahaha... Tomorrow going to Synovate to get my appointment letter. Have to read through it carefully.. Hope that they are paying out contractual bonus of at least a month eh! :P So greedy eh.. hahahahaha..
Back to tomorrow's date with Mr. A... I were busy thinking on what to wear... Something sexy or something down to earth? What color should I wear??? What shoe should I wear?? Wah...this is very bothering eh!!! I still feel nervous even we been chatting quite a lots.. and we already been out for once... Take it easy! honey!!
Back to tomorrow's date with Mr. A... I were busy thinking on what to wear... Something sexy or something down to earth? What color should I wear??? What shoe should I wear?? Wah...this is very bothering eh!!! I still feel nervous even we been chatting quite a lots.. and we already been out for once... Take it easy! honey!!
Sunday, July 24, 2005
Vacation.....
Not that I'm already planning for my vacation... My new job is starting soon, I'm wondering will I able to get a day leave on my Birthday.. Think not... Poor thing. Someone mentioned about vacation... I'm hunger for vacation always... travel around the world, open your eyes.. have a good look on what you never see... experience something that you never try... Smell the difference of cultures... I love vacation!!!!
The most expensive vacation I ever have in my life will be my Europe Trip about 2 years ago. Were there when England & Europe is having their Winter... Nice experience on feeling the snow. Then only I know, Snow is not as clean and white as we imagine always. :) But still, it is very good experience to know that! I still remember how excited we are when we first have a glance on snow, and how wonderful it is when we first touched on snow!!! I even screamed out... "I TOUCHED IT!!!!!" I feel so touched at that moment. I never thought that I will ever have the chance to go for vacation in Europe countries. The trip is really wonderful... unforgetable in my life time.
Just went to Bangkok in May'2005. Right after I resigned from my sux job. :P Went there for paying my lovely sister a visit and also enjoy my shopping. In facts, did not shop much as everything in the shopping complex seems almost the same as in KL... But I love their weekend market [chatucha] very much! Which will drive me back to bangkok once again, for the market sake! Hahahaha... My lovely sister asking me to go to Thailand again, for an island that she went on her previous holidays. Highly recommended by her. Not Koh Samui or whatever well known islands. Will consider it then. :)
But, my coming target will be either Hong Kong or Taiwan and a place that I missed out --> ROME!!! Woww..... feel excited liao.. :P Disneyland will be the first priority if I'm going to Hong Kong. I love to go travel when the country is in Winter.. I love Winter, I think it is romantic.. hahahahah... But, most of the play ground will be closing on winter.. Think it will be a bad time to go to Disneyland then. Taiwan, well known with all those night markets, night life, food, drinks, shopping... they are just my cup of tea!! :P Trevi foundain... wanna make my wishes over there, and hoping that they will come true. My good friend, Lisa went there. She told me Rome is such a wonderful place.. I only visited Venice and Florance when I were in Italy.. I missed out ROME!!! Dying to go to ROME always before I went Europe, but I missed it out!! What a waste!!! I will go back!! I will!!!!
I'm a city dinasour... I do not love outdoor activities or I'm not adventurous at all. I prefer to be in city even it's bored sometimes. But I'm being adventurous on something else... maybe something..kinky??? Hahahahahahaha..... So, it's impossible for me to go... INDIA, EYGYPT, CAMBODIA, VIETNAM... and so on. Cleaniness is also another important issue for me when I go travel.. So, BACKPACK is impossible for me! hahahahaha... I'm fussy eh???? Camera!!!! my most important partner in my life and my vacation... :) I will not leave without it when I go for vacation.
Very depressing... I miss placed the digital photos that I took when I'm in Europe!!! Gotto look for it!!!
The most expensive vacation I ever have in my life will be my Europe Trip about 2 years ago. Were there when England & Europe is having their Winter... Nice experience on feeling the snow. Then only I know, Snow is not as clean and white as we imagine always. :) But still, it is very good experience to know that! I still remember how excited we are when we first have a glance on snow, and how wonderful it is when we first touched on snow!!! I even screamed out... "I TOUCHED IT!!!!!" I feel so touched at that moment. I never thought that I will ever have the chance to go for vacation in Europe countries. The trip is really wonderful... unforgetable in my life time.
Just went to Bangkok in May'2005. Right after I resigned from my sux job. :P Went there for paying my lovely sister a visit and also enjoy my shopping. In facts, did not shop much as everything in the shopping complex seems almost the same as in KL... But I love their weekend market [chatucha] very much! Which will drive me back to bangkok once again, for the market sake! Hahahaha... My lovely sister asking me to go to Thailand again, for an island that she went on her previous holidays. Highly recommended by her. Not Koh Samui or whatever well known islands. Will consider it then. :)
But, my coming target will be either Hong Kong or Taiwan and a place that I missed out --> ROME!!! Woww..... feel excited liao.. :P Disneyland will be the first priority if I'm going to Hong Kong. I love to go travel when the country is in Winter.. I love Winter, I think it is romantic.. hahahahah... But, most of the play ground will be closing on winter.. Think it will be a bad time to go to Disneyland then. Taiwan, well known with all those night markets, night life, food, drinks, shopping... they are just my cup of tea!! :P Trevi foundain... wanna make my wishes over there, and hoping that they will come true. My good friend, Lisa went there. She told me Rome is such a wonderful place.. I only visited Venice and Florance when I were in Italy.. I missed out ROME!!! Dying to go to ROME always before I went Europe, but I missed it out!! What a waste!!! I will go back!! I will!!!!
I'm a city dinasour... I do not love outdoor activities or I'm not adventurous at all. I prefer to be in city even it's bored sometimes. But I'm being adventurous on something else... maybe something..kinky??? Hahahahahahaha..... So, it's impossible for me to go... INDIA, EYGYPT, CAMBODIA, VIETNAM... and so on. Cleaniness is also another important issue for me when I go travel.. So, BACKPACK is impossible for me! hahahahaha... I'm fussy eh???? Camera!!!! my most important partner in my life and my vacation... :) I will not leave without it when I go for vacation.
Very depressing... I miss placed the digital photos that I took when I'm in Europe!!! Gotto look for it!!!
Saturday, July 23, 2005
Arghhh...
My goshhh... how can this happened on him???? He shouldn't end like this!!!!! I'm so sad, I'm very down.. this is the cruel thing that she ever did to him.. how can she let him die like this??? In such a way??? Isn't it too... easy???? argghhh... I'm so sad!!! My heart feel the pain... such a great wizard... died under Snape's hand... who used to be his student!!!!! This is so sad!!!!!!!
How come Harry be in love with Ginny suddenly? I know Ginny admire Harry all the while even she had tons of bf around before Harry fall in love with her. Weird.. All come out without any symptoms!!!! My heart hardly take it easily... Too much for my vulnerable heart...Sighhh....
Friendship is always what I cherish..and so do Harry, Ron & Hermione... It's a sad story... I'm so down now.... Sighh...
How come Harry be in love with Ginny suddenly? I know Ginny admire Harry all the while even she had tons of bf around before Harry fall in love with her. Weird.. All come out without any symptoms!!!! My heart hardly take it easily... Too much for my vulnerable heart...Sighhh....
Friendship is always what I cherish..and so do Harry, Ron & Hermione... It's a sad story... I'm so down now.... Sighh...
Diet......
SHIT!!!!!! I found that I gained weight within this jobless period of 2 months!!!! SHIT!!!!!!! I need to start to diet again!!!!! Arghhhh... I hate it!!!! I'm now already eating less. But guess that my diet plan is spoiled tonight..as Mr. Uncle brough me for pasta, with those fattening cheese and butter!! :( Can't blame Mr. Uncle lah...hahahahahaha... I unable to finished my pasta as well as him as the portion is kinda large for a person. We should order one and share. After dinner, we went to shop @ Ikea, they are having sales from today onwards till 21 August 2005. Bought few things, and Mr. Uncle got nothing even he is the one who wanted to go Ikea at the first place.
I also forcing myself not to take so much nap... have to exercise... eat less... no snacks... no soft drinks... no fried foods... less sweet things... less portion... kekeeke... hope I can hold on this for long term eh... Hopefully.. hahahhahahahaaha
I also doing my survey on all those diet programme [healthy foods programme], and also those gym and yoga classes. Gotto back to yoga, will check on the California Fitness Centre on their yoga class since I will be working in Mid Valley. Convenient mah!!! :) Eeemmm.. gotto check on it! :) Either YogaZone or California lohh...
Arghhh.... IM FAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
** Mr. A called me for a chat of almost 2 hours. He called me right after he is back home from his dinner and movie with his friends. I think his coming phone bill is going to shock him to dead. hahahahhaahha... But he told me that he doesn't mind. Mr. A is kinda cheeky.. but funny, at least he able to make me laugh.. :P He called me three times today, eeemmm... But we still got so much to tell each other... so much to ask... so much to talk about... I'm wondering, If one day, he doesn't call me... how bored will I be... I'm like getting used to hear from him, to received sms from him.. This is not a good sign.
After him, again, Lawrence sms me. Wondering why he is calling or sms me quite often lately. Asking whether I am free on the coming wednesday or not. I replied him that I'm not sure, will let him know about it then. Suddenly, I feel like so busy eh... How come they never come to me when I'm god damn bored eh??? My mommy start digging information from me on who am I chatting with almost every night on the phone. I did not tell her anything. :P
I'm happy that I have so many friends around me and willing to accompany me when I need them. Thanks to all my friends... I love you all!!! :)
I also forcing myself not to take so much nap... have to exercise... eat less... no snacks... no soft drinks... no fried foods... less sweet things... less portion... kekeeke... hope I can hold on this for long term eh... Hopefully.. hahahhahahahaaha
I also doing my survey on all those diet programme [healthy foods programme], and also those gym and yoga classes. Gotto back to yoga, will check on the California Fitness Centre on their yoga class since I will be working in Mid Valley. Convenient mah!!! :) Eeemmm.. gotto check on it! :) Either YogaZone or California lohh...
Arghhh.... IM FAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
** Mr. A called me for a chat of almost 2 hours. He called me right after he is back home from his dinner and movie with his friends. I think his coming phone bill is going to shock him to dead. hahahahhaahha... But he told me that he doesn't mind. Mr. A is kinda cheeky.. but funny, at least he able to make me laugh.. :P He called me three times today, eeemmm... But we still got so much to tell each other... so much to ask... so much to talk about... I'm wondering, If one day, he doesn't call me... how bored will I be... I'm like getting used to hear from him, to received sms from him.. This is not a good sign.
After him, again, Lawrence sms me. Wondering why he is calling or sms me quite often lately. Asking whether I am free on the coming wednesday or not. I replied him that I'm not sure, will let him know about it then. Suddenly, I feel like so busy eh... How come they never come to me when I'm god damn bored eh??? My mommy start digging information from me on who am I chatting with almost every night on the phone. I did not tell her anything. :P
I'm happy that I have so many friends around me and willing to accompany me when I need them. Thanks to all my friends... I love you all!!! :)
Friday, July 22, 2005
Congrat!!!!!!!
Congratulation to myself. I got an job offer!!!!! :) Finally, I got the job offer!!! I were thinking should I go and get myself some formal clothes. I'm lack of this actually. Eeemm.... Should think over on it. I will start my new job on 1st August 2005.
My new job will located in my dream location ---> Mid Valley!!! Yeehhhhhhh... Never though I will got this job as I only entertained the interviewer simply, due to my boredom on going for interview. :P The company is a Marketing Reseach Company.. which is an international company, we are only one of the regional office in Asia. Their base is located in U.S. Sound interesting, right? I do feel so. Wish me luck, hope everything will goes well when I joined the company. Wish the work loads won't kill me. Wish the colleagues are all kind and helpful. Wish the boss is treating me nice and understanding. Wish the company management is always generous to their staffs. Awww...too many wishes.. :P
Mr. A called me tonight, chatted for about an hour on mobile phone again.. I really worry about over expose to radioactive, but I can't ask him not to call me anymore, right???? That is too rude :P And he will be on leave by monday, asking me out on that day. Since I will be in Mid Valley for my appointment letter, we will meet up over there if everything going smoothly.
Arghh... I didn't hug my Harry tonight. Wanna give him a hug now! Good Nite... I'm so happy!! I got a job finally! :P
My new job will located in my dream location ---> Mid Valley!!! Yeehhhhhhh... Never though I will got this job as I only entertained the interviewer simply, due to my boredom on going for interview. :P The company is a Marketing Reseach Company.. which is an international company, we are only one of the regional office in Asia. Their base is located in U.S. Sound interesting, right? I do feel so. Wish me luck, hope everything will goes well when I joined the company. Wish the work loads won't kill me. Wish the colleagues are all kind and helpful. Wish the boss is treating me nice and understanding. Wish the company management is always generous to their staffs. Awww...too many wishes.. :P
Mr. A called me tonight, chatted for about an hour on mobile phone again.. I really worry about over expose to radioactive, but I can't ask him not to call me anymore, right???? That is too rude :P And he will be on leave by monday, asking me out on that day. Since I will be in Mid Valley for my appointment letter, we will meet up over there if everything going smoothly.
Arghh... I didn't hug my Harry tonight. Wanna give him a hug now! Good Nite... I'm so happy!! I got a job finally! :P
Thursday, July 21, 2005
The Outing....
The outing night with Mr.A was great. Eeemmm.. I would use COMFORTABLE & FULL WITH LAUGHTER to describe the outing night of only both of us.
He called me when I'm home [he sms-ed me while I'm driving, asked me to sms him when I'm home], we chatted for another 1 1/2 hours. Again, full with laughter. It has been long time that I chat with someone on the phone for so long time. It has been long time that I do not feel there has someone there for me, listen to me, jokes with me, laugh at my silly jokes, make me laugh out loud. He brought these back to me.
He is kind, got sense of humour, toleratable, caring, sweet, good temper, stable career, taller than me, not chubby, specky, respect ppl, do not smoke, seldom drink, love cars, outgoing, sporty, love movies, love reading, love coffee, hommy... So far, I only able to find out these qualities of him. Seems like he does match the list eh? :P
Lawrence called me @ 140am right after Mr. A. Nothing much but only chit- chat. He unable to get himself to fall asleep, so thought of calling me for chit chat. Wow...another half an hour on da mobile phone. I'm wondering will I got all the symptoms of over exposed to radiactive by tomorrow??!!?!?
Time for my Harry Potter after neglected him for a night! :) Have a sweet dream, Mr. A & Lawrence.
He called me when I'm home [he sms-ed me while I'm driving, asked me to sms him when I'm home], we chatted for another 1 1/2 hours. Again, full with laughter. It has been long time that I chat with someone on the phone for so long time. It has been long time that I do not feel there has someone there for me, listen to me, jokes with me, laugh at my silly jokes, make me laugh out loud. He brought these back to me.
He is kind, got sense of humour, toleratable, caring, sweet, good temper, stable career, taller than me, not chubby, specky, respect ppl, do not smoke, seldom drink, love cars, outgoing, sporty, love movies, love reading, love coffee, hommy... So far, I only able to find out these qualities of him. Seems like he does match the list eh? :P
Lawrence called me @ 140am right after Mr. A. Nothing much but only chit- chat. He unable to get himself to fall asleep, so thought of calling me for chit chat. Wow...another half an hour on da mobile phone. I'm wondering will I got all the symptoms of over exposed to radiactive by tomorrow??!!?!?
Time for my Harry Potter after neglected him for a night! :) Have a sweet dream, Mr. A & Lawrence.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Another interview.....
Another interview again, the place is kinda near my house, monorail will do. Small office, weird interview method. Firstly, requested to circle out your personalities on a paper that full with diffferent personalities, then, write an essay!! Phewss.... finally my essay is done with all my bullshitting... :P Pass the form and essay back to the pretty girl who entertained me. Waited for about 5 minutes, come a lady --> the Accountant.
She handed me another piece of paper with numbers on it... asked me to circle out the number in sequence within one minute. I able to get till 22 in that minute. Then she said, "I'm giving you a second chance, 1 minute as well, start". I able to get to no.27 when I heard she said "STOP!". She said I took more than 1 minute and claimed that I didn't hear her. Opsss... Did I?? But I didn't hear anything at all but only one "STOP". Nevermind. Then she passed me another paper..with all those kid's mathematic questions on it. "Completed it within 1 minute." I'm abit fed up... after essay, personalities, then numbering, now... calculation??!?!?!!? Arghh... done all in a minute. She said.."all wrong" I shocked.."HA????" then I look at the paper again... OoOOoO... Been framed... hahahahaha... actually --> plus = times, minus = devide, times = plus, devide = minus.... SHIT!!!!! I totally give up in this interview. so TRICKY!!!!!
There come 2 ladies to interview me, asking for my working experience lah..bla bla.. asked my strengths and weaknesses.. it's normal beside all those test... I hate test.
Recently, I met someone intersting --> Mr. A. We have so many things in common and compatible. We even able to speak something same in the same time, and thought of the same thing too. And our view on life & our taste also almost the same. Very interesting & funny person to have around. Will be meeting with him tonight in my fav spot.. :) Will update ya..
She handed me another piece of paper with numbers on it... asked me to circle out the number in sequence within one minute. I able to get till 22 in that minute. Then she said, "I'm giving you a second chance, 1 minute as well, start". I able to get to no.27 when I heard she said "STOP!". She said I took more than 1 minute and claimed that I didn't hear her. Opsss... Did I?? But I didn't hear anything at all but only one "STOP". Nevermind. Then she passed me another paper..with all those kid's mathematic questions on it. "Completed it within 1 minute." I'm abit fed up... after essay, personalities, then numbering, now... calculation??!?!?!!? Arghh... done all in a minute. She said.."all wrong" I shocked.."HA????" then I look at the paper again... OoOOoO... Been framed... hahahahaha... actually --> plus = times, minus = devide, times = plus, devide = minus.... SHIT!!!!! I totally give up in this interview. so TRICKY!!!!!
There come 2 ladies to interview me, asking for my working experience lah..bla bla.. asked my strengths and weaknesses.. it's normal beside all those test... I hate test.
Recently, I met someone intersting --> Mr. A. We have so many things in common and compatible. We even able to speak something same in the same time, and thought of the same thing too. And our view on life & our taste also almost the same. Very interesting & funny person to have around. Will be meeting with him tonight in my fav spot.. :) Will update ya..
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
Sinking....
I'm sinking myself into Harry Potter's arm.... lovely, sweet and warm hug he has.. hahahahhaa... WOW... this is a fabulous book!! I can't stop reading it. I walking around with it. Whenever there is commercial time, my eyes will back to Harry Potter again... hahahahha... Crazy over him. Such an interesting story... Once you POP! You can't STOP!! :P I'm going back to him after this blog.
ST was online last night, again he asking me out. What shocking me is, He proposed to me.. to be his mistress, not wife... hahahaha... What you expected me to tell him? I rejected him. He asked me, is he too selfish on asking for that. My answer --> YES. You are selfish. I never expected that he will asked me that, He claimed that He feel more happier with me than when he is with his wife. He requested me to be his model, He wanted to take some photo of me for him to look at when he missing me in UK. He said, this is the only thing he requested from me. I know he can take good photo as both of us has the same hobby in photography. I haven't answer him on this request. Should I?? Should I fulfill this little request of him??
Mistress, a future that I never though I'm qualified to fill into the list. And this really happened on me now. Shocked and Blur. Impossible that I ever been asked for to be a mistress. Life is always full with suprises!!!!
ST was online last night, again he asking me out. What shocking me is, He proposed to me.. to be his mistress, not wife... hahahaha... What you expected me to tell him? I rejected him. He asked me, is he too selfish on asking for that. My answer --> YES. You are selfish. I never expected that he will asked me that, He claimed that He feel more happier with me than when he is with his wife. He requested me to be his model, He wanted to take some photo of me for him to look at when he missing me in UK. He said, this is the only thing he requested from me. I know he can take good photo as both of us has the same hobby in photography. I haven't answer him on this request. Should I?? Should I fulfill this little request of him??
Mistress, a future that I never though I'm qualified to fill into the list. And this really happened on me now. Shocked and Blur. Impossible that I ever been asked for to be a mistress. Life is always full with suprises!!!!
Sunday, July 17, 2005
Sweet lovely stall...
This lovely stall found in Mid Valley Megamall. Along the way to GSC Cinema. :) It's lovely, right? They have all kind of differents imported chocolates, sweets, bubble gums, snacks, but it's slightly expensive. They even have some sweets packed in a Hello Kitty's container...I bought one, that cost me RM3.90. But I just love the container of my lovely Hello Kitty. :P My cousins, bought some snacks from the stall too. He got a stick of sweet... pop out like the light-sword in STARWARS.. hahahhaa...kinda funny.
Beside imported snacks, they also selling some local snacks which we consumed always when we are kids! I found one snack that I always looking for, last time I found it in Melaka @ RM0.20, but they are selling RM0.80 per stick here. Kindly expensive but it's understandable as the cost of rental for the space is added on the goods.
Eeemmm... this little stall... bring you back to your sweet memories :) I love it... not because of the sweets and snacks, but the feelings it brought back to me. I miss it very much.
Early Birthday Present....
Wow!!!! I got an early birthday present. It's very early actually as my birthday is on September. But I like the gift so much!!! It's from my little cousin- Jack.. He is sweet enough to got me that present. It's a book... It's a hot book... It's new released... It's HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE!!!!!!! Gosh!!!! I'm so happy!!!!! I can't stop smiling while I'm looking at the book which lying beside me... HARRY POTTER is HOT!!! I haven't start reading it as I just got back from the movie- FANTASTIC 4. The movie is average with nice computer graphic, just as what we expected.
I'm damn happy... My days won't be so boring with HARRY POTTER with me.. kakakakakkaa...
Met up with Mr. Uncle last night for horror movie. Sushi King is having JAPANESE DESSERT FESTIVAL.. there has different types of japanese dessert... we share the MACHA ICE CREAM [green tea flavour]... it taste good, you can tell it is made by green tea...hahahhaaha... very green tea ehh... but I like it. Then, we saw another dessert named ICE GUY.... from the photo, its shape is like the coke's bottle. We were wondering whether it is an ice cream and eat like the way of eating ice cream [Mr. Uncle's guess] or it's inside a plastic bottle and squeeze it out and eat [my guess]...then, we saw a couple sharing the ICE GUY!! and the way to eat it is... what i guessed... hahahaha.. I WON!!! the way the gal eat it is like.. sucking on something.. hahahahaha ... Both of us have the same thought and we laughed!!!
It was a nice meeting. Mr. Uncle said I'm abit shy in person. I do admit this, because I always need more time to warm up. :P Anyway, I do enjoy his companion. Especially the ICE GUY part..hahahahha... :) I know Mr. Uncle will read this. Message for Mr. Uncle --> Thanks for the night, even I din't talk as much as I used to be, but I do enjoy your companion. It's very nice to have you around. :)
Thursday, July 14, 2005
Use your imagination, babehhh.....
Babehh.... think on it... what do you think on this???? Nice photo, will drive you to use your imagination... Looks normal, right? It's abnormal for me... LOLZZMy thought... 3some, bondage. WOW!!! Kinky!!!!!! Steamyyy... hahahahhaha... I'm dirty minded!!!! I know lah... no need to tell me about it. Anyway, I'm too old to be dirty minded :P I'm just being OPEN...OK? :P
Aloe Vera.....
Hey... I found out something weird.. Or maybe I'm overact on this... The aloe vera we have... got a flower eh!!!! I never heard or see that aloe vera got flower one eh!!!!! eemmmm... It's still a flower bud... Wondering should I call it a bud or flower?Mr. Uncle told me Aloe Vera has flower one eh!!! oOoOOo... so naive me... :P For me, It's a new and weird thing mah!! He *pinch your buttock* Bad uncle!!!
1st time I saw this... :P
Emptiness in Soul....
I have read a friend's blog, know him for more than 5 years but never be close with him. We always bumped into each other in shopping mall. Not a bad looking guy, in fact, he is quite good looking. Tall as well, 180cm. Opss... Out of topic. He is bloggin on his emptiness after he broke off with his ex. His life is just like mine, shop alone, home alone, no one to share, no one to feel close with... Always being cheerful infront of friends and family. When alone in our room, we might think on someone, tear dropping, sighing, wondering, feeling lost... I can understand his feelings 100%, I really can. Sighh......
Feeling empty deep inside me... this is what I always feel. But I never tell anyone, I'm still the cheerful person as they know. In fact, they told me that I looks prettier and happier than when I were with Eugene. But, what's the point to be prettier and happier if there has no one to share your happiness and sadness with you? Whenever I feel happy or sad, I do not know who to call up... I do not know who to tell. That's why I'm so dependant on Jeannie. She is the only one for me. She is the only one who care on my happiness and sadness. But, she can't with me always, she has her life, she has her hubby to take care, she has her family... My lovely sister @ far far away... I unable to heal myself... I unable to do that. I can't help myself on recovering from the hurt.
Got once, I thought I'm fully recover. I live my life to da max.. I went meet new friends, go out with them, work, leisure.. till myself very tired, go home and sleep. I thought I'm very happy without Eugene nag around me. Till one night, I were at home, looking for a companion. No one have time to entertain me. I feel so lost, so lonely, so empty.... I went online, chat around, talk nonsense.. to chase away my loneliness. But, It can't help. I burst into tears and cried for the whole night. I miss him so much. I'm so pain till I can't take it casually. I have to hold on my heart and keep on crying till I feel hard to breath. I told myself, after this, you have to stand up!! Too shame to say, I'm still sitting on the ground with the pain in me.
Mr. Uncle asked me, Why I put all the blame on myself? Why I hurt myself always? Why am I love him so much? I do not know how to answer Mr. Uncle. 2 years... Time to stand up and have a brand new life without Eugene.
Cry, won't get him back to me. Move on, honey!!!!! MOVE ON!!!!!!!!!!!
Feeling empty deep inside me... this is what I always feel. But I never tell anyone, I'm still the cheerful person as they know. In fact, they told me that I looks prettier and happier than when I were with Eugene. But, what's the point to be prettier and happier if there has no one to share your happiness and sadness with you? Whenever I feel happy or sad, I do not know who to call up... I do not know who to tell. That's why I'm so dependant on Jeannie. She is the only one for me. She is the only one who care on my happiness and sadness. But, she can't with me always, she has her life, she has her hubby to take care, she has her family... My lovely sister @ far far away... I unable to heal myself... I unable to do that. I can't help myself on recovering from the hurt.
Got once, I thought I'm fully recover. I live my life to da max.. I went meet new friends, go out with them, work, leisure.. till myself very tired, go home and sleep. I thought I'm very happy without Eugene nag around me. Till one night, I were at home, looking for a companion. No one have time to entertain me. I feel so lost, so lonely, so empty.... I went online, chat around, talk nonsense.. to chase away my loneliness. But, It can't help. I burst into tears and cried for the whole night. I miss him so much. I'm so pain till I can't take it casually. I have to hold on my heart and keep on crying till I feel hard to breath. I told myself, after this, you have to stand up!! Too shame to say, I'm still sitting on the ground with the pain in me.
Mr. Uncle asked me, Why I put all the blame on myself? Why I hurt myself always? Why am I love him so much? I do not know how to answer Mr. Uncle. 2 years... Time to stand up and have a brand new life without Eugene.
Cry, won't get him back to me. Move on, honey!!!!! MOVE ON!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Pressie.....
Finally.. I got Jeannie something. According to her... She like it and said it's useful for her. Glad to hear that eh!! :) Not an expensive one but cute and useful. I always get something that is useful when getting someone a pressie. Because, as a virgo, we are more a practical person even in choosing a pressie. As per my pressie theory---> No point to get something that he/she won't use it, it's meaningless. Glad that she like it! :)
Went for dinner with the couple, being a big lampost again. :P We went for western food @ PJ Area [can't remember the restaurant's name], quiet OK lah. The environment does count. I told Jeannie, Cafe Cafe Restaurant is da best for me. :P Jeannie have a SNOOPY's jelly cake from David. :) She is so happy! Smile alots. :) It's glad to see her being so happy.
While shopping for Jeannie's pressie.. I window shop for my own pressie also... kakakakaka... my birthday coming mah!!!! Have to get something for myself... to pampered myself abit... :) I'm looking for a Digital Camera... Kinda like Sony T7 & Nikon S1... Seems like S1 will be better deal as it has more functions, lower price... even it is not as slim and nice looking than T7. Been survey around for the price, able to get S1 @ RM1430 for cash only. So tempting eh!!!! Feel like getting one immediately... But I can't as I'm jobless now. Hope that I get a job soon, and I can save my money for my coming bday pressie. :)
Actually eh... I got so many things to buy/ do if I suddenly got some extra money with me. Here da list goes:-
1. White Gold necklace with diamond pendant. ---> RM1500
2. Spec [the current one kinda old, and kemek ehhh] ---> RM200
3. Rebonding my hair [still love the straight hair] ---> RM500
4. Digital Camera ---> RM1500
eeehhhh???!?!?!!? Not much also eh!!! :P But the price is killing!!! Slowly lah.. Most priority is to get myself this digital camera.. been drooling on it for such a long time. Must get it soon.. Can't take the temp already!! Aiyaa... wanna go invest into MAGNUM liao...hahaaha... or maybe jackpot eh! Who knows suddenly I become da MILLIONAIRE?!?!?!?
If I became a MILLIONAIRE [not 1 MIL only lah!! more than 5 MIL lah]..What will I do??
- Stop hunting for job! LOLZ!!!
- Travel around the world with my lovely family, no backpack!
- Buy a landed property around city area, renovate it like a richie house!
- Buy more cars. One for me, One for mom, One for sister. The current one still have to keep lah.. afterall, It hardwork can't be neglected. :)
- Invest in some stocks, FD. Have to consult someone for these investment things.
- Get some business to do. Invest in some business or whatever.
- Lepak like a lamer!!! Shop like a bitch!!!! haahahahahahahah...
Wowow... what a good life. But can't last forever. Still have to work, but its only for me to buy flower... this means, this peanut earning is for me to buy some flowers to decorate my house only. Hahahahaha... sound like I already got 5 MIL in my bank account... Anyway.. it's da best time to dream! :P
Time to sleep after a tired shopping day... :) My life... Laming around... Kakakakakka...
Went for dinner with the couple, being a big lampost again. :P We went for western food @ PJ Area [can't remember the restaurant's name], quiet OK lah. The environment does count. I told Jeannie, Cafe Cafe Restaurant is da best for me. :P Jeannie have a SNOOPY's jelly cake from David. :) She is so happy! Smile alots. :) It's glad to see her being so happy.
While shopping for Jeannie's pressie.. I window shop for my own pressie also... kakakakaka... my birthday coming mah!!!! Have to get something for myself... to pampered myself abit... :) I'm looking for a Digital Camera... Kinda like Sony T7 & Nikon S1... Seems like S1 will be better deal as it has more functions, lower price... even it is not as slim and nice looking than T7. Been survey around for the price, able to get S1 @ RM1430 for cash only. So tempting eh!!!! Feel like getting one immediately... But I can't as I'm jobless now. Hope that I get a job soon, and I can save my money for my coming bday pressie. :)
Actually eh... I got so many things to buy/ do if I suddenly got some extra money with me. Here da list goes:-
1. White Gold necklace with diamond pendant. ---> RM1500
2. Spec [the current one kinda old, and kemek ehhh] ---> RM200
3. Rebonding my hair [still love the straight hair] ---> RM500
4. Digital Camera ---> RM1500
eeehhhh???!?!?!!? Not much also eh!!! :P But the price is killing!!! Slowly lah.. Most priority is to get myself this digital camera.. been drooling on it for such a long time. Must get it soon.. Can't take the temp already!! Aiyaa... wanna go invest into MAGNUM liao...hahaaha... or maybe jackpot eh! Who knows suddenly I become da MILLIONAIRE?!?!?!?
If I became a MILLIONAIRE [not 1 MIL only lah!! more than 5 MIL lah]..What will I do??
- Stop hunting for job! LOLZ!!!
- Travel around the world with my lovely family, no backpack!
- Buy a landed property around city area, renovate it like a richie house!
- Buy more cars. One for me, One for mom, One for sister. The current one still have to keep lah.. afterall, It hardwork can't be neglected. :)
- Invest in some stocks, FD. Have to consult someone for these investment things.
- Get some business to do. Invest in some business or whatever.
- Lepak like a lamer!!! Shop like a bitch!!!! haahahahahahahah...
Wowow... what a good life. But can't last forever. Still have to work, but its only for me to buy flower... this means, this peanut earning is for me to buy some flowers to decorate my house only. Hahahahaha... sound like I already got 5 MIL in my bank account... Anyway.. it's da best time to dream! :P
Time to sleep after a tired shopping day... :) My life... Laming around... Kakakakakka...
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Happy Birthday......
Today, 12 July, is my best friend's birthday eh!! Happy Birthday, Jeannie. :) Went coffee with her just now, even I can't take any coffee anymore due to my gout... I drink tea lohh... no big deal.. still can drink! Hahahahahaha... I haven't got any present for her... thinking hard on it, might get her some unique accessories.... Have to start my shopping journey tomorrow!!!
Sigh....mentioned about shopping... I shouldn't shopping!!!! I shouldn't!!!!! I bought a shirt from MNG!!!! But... really good deal worr... From normal price of rm89 --> rm50 --> rm40!!!! wow.... :P irresistable, right??? OOooOoOo... I know I should feel bad on my bad habit...SHOPPING!!! Don't give me the chance to shopping again!! But.. I have to shop tomorrow eh!!! Shit!!!!!!
I met up with ST this afternoon at Leisure Mall. He been asking me for meet up few times. We were chatting and having our drinks. I really love his companion, so comfortable, so fun, full with laughter... But.. Sighh... He is so daring! He hugged me in public [very close n tight one], holding my hand & walking around, kiss me in public... this is... challenging my guts. I were so scared that might got someone who know ST saw it. I asked him, "You don't scared that your wife might employ a spy to spy on you?" He laughed, "They did it once before we married." My gosh!!!! Scared me off!!!! He was so happy when he see me.. we had a good & happy chatting time. I really love his companion.. I do love it.
I shouldn't meet him anymore, right? I know. I just unable to reject him again and again and again. I'm just too soft on rejecting a person that I do not hate. I'm lame lah!!!! Lamer!!!
Sigh....mentioned about shopping... I shouldn't shopping!!!! I shouldn't!!!!! I bought a shirt from MNG!!!! But... really good deal worr... From normal price of rm89 --> rm50 --> rm40!!!! wow.... :P irresistable, right??? OOooOoOo... I know I should feel bad on my bad habit...SHOPPING!!! Don't give me the chance to shopping again!! But.. I have to shop tomorrow eh!!! Shit!!!!!!
I met up with ST this afternoon at Leisure Mall. He been asking me for meet up few times. We were chatting and having our drinks. I really love his companion, so comfortable, so fun, full with laughter... But.. Sighh... He is so daring! He hugged me in public [very close n tight one], holding my hand & walking around, kiss me in public... this is... challenging my guts. I were so scared that might got someone who know ST saw it. I asked him, "You don't scared that your wife might employ a spy to spy on you?" He laughed, "They did it once before we married." My gosh!!!! Scared me off!!!! He was so happy when he see me.. we had a good & happy chatting time. I really love his companion.. I do love it.
I shouldn't meet him anymore, right? I know. I just unable to reject him again and again and again. I'm just too soft on rejecting a person that I do not hate. I'm lame lah!!!! Lamer!!!
Sunday, July 10, 2005
Marriage.....
I have this question.... Most of the men i know recently are either divorced or married, why is it so??? Is this a hint to me that I'm getting older?? Or is it telling me that I'm attractive to those married & divorced men only??? Tough question, right??? Suddenly, I realised that I know quite a lots of married or divorced men recently. It's not a good thing. Not that I have stereotype on them, but it does make me think over on marriage.
Most of them will tell me about they ex-marriage, or current marriage- all about unhappiness in the marriage. Which make me think on it seriously. Why is it so? If both party are not happy with each other/ do not have faith in each other/ can't go along well, why married? These won't happened in a day time, since everything can be compromised before marry, why can't be tolerate after married?
I'm not sure about myself, but I will speak it out when I do not like some habit or attitude of my honey. Maybe he will found that I'm always critisize on him or complain alots. But, for my own opinion, if he unable to compromise on that and I unable to take that, there has no point for us to be suffer forever. I might be fussy, but I willing to compromise if I do love the man. Not to extreme level of coz. I still wanna be myself. But, to find someone who love who you are is not easy. Love always come with COMPROMISE within 2 parties. Either I'm lost or him. Either you sacrify or me. Either you change or me. Either you quit or me.
Love is not as generous as God stated. We are human, we are selfish deep into ourself. Sighh... Love is not an easy matter to be handle. I admit that I did not handle it well always. And I'm still learing how to love a person generously. Wish that my Prince Charming will come to me one day, and love me as who I am. Love my laughter [kinda loud sometimes], Love my character [easy goin, open, fun, low patient, sensitive, emotional, love shopping, love eating, lazy, love to be pampered, always manja, understanding, lovely, caring, love to nag...bla bla bla], Love my habit [take nap, shopping, love junk food, do not know how to cook, love to take diet medicine], Love my family & friends. Oooww...seems like a hardest work that ever have in da world.. Hahahahah.... Is there anyone out there willing to do so?
I do not want him to complain that he cannot get along well with me to others women after we married. This is hurt and sad... for a woman who think she married to a man who love her forever. And it's sad to admit that there has not much good example for us to take as references. Sigh... marriage.. is it a necessary? is it a must? can it be a happy one??
Most of them will tell me about they ex-marriage, or current marriage- all about unhappiness in the marriage. Which make me think on it seriously. Why is it so? If both party are not happy with each other/ do not have faith in each other/ can't go along well, why married? These won't happened in a day time, since everything can be compromised before marry, why can't be tolerate after married?
I'm not sure about myself, but I will speak it out when I do not like some habit or attitude of my honey. Maybe he will found that I'm always critisize on him or complain alots. But, for my own opinion, if he unable to compromise on that and I unable to take that, there has no point for us to be suffer forever. I might be fussy, but I willing to compromise if I do love the man. Not to extreme level of coz. I still wanna be myself. But, to find someone who love who you are is not easy. Love always come with COMPROMISE within 2 parties. Either I'm lost or him. Either you sacrify or me. Either you change or me. Either you quit or me.
Love is not as generous as God stated. We are human, we are selfish deep into ourself. Sighh... Love is not an easy matter to be handle. I admit that I did not handle it well always. And I'm still learing how to love a person generously. Wish that my Prince Charming will come to me one day, and love me as who I am. Love my laughter [kinda loud sometimes], Love my character [easy goin, open, fun, low patient, sensitive, emotional, love shopping, love eating, lazy, love to be pampered, always manja, understanding, lovely, caring, love to nag...bla bla bla], Love my habit [take nap, shopping, love junk food, do not know how to cook, love to take diet medicine], Love my family & friends. Oooww...seems like a hardest work that ever have in da world.. Hahahahah.... Is there anyone out there willing to do so?
I do not want him to complain that he cannot get along well with me to others women after we married. This is hurt and sad... for a woman who think she married to a man who love her forever. And it's sad to admit that there has not much good example for us to take as references. Sigh... marriage.. is it a necessary? is it a must? can it be a happy one??
Saturday, July 09, 2005
Great one......
Last night, I were chatting with one of my friend who always busy with his own business- Lawrence. It's a gift from god that I'm able to bumped into him in msn. So.. we were bullshiting over there. There he came a phrase to me... "It's nature that a woman able to make a man cum, but it's an achievement for man to be able to make a woman cum." Hahahahahhaaha.. wonderful!! Then I asked him, seems that you are very proud of your achievements ya. He admit that he is proud of that.... Hahahahahahaha....
Since he is slightly free, we decided to meet up for a drink. We spend our time till 330am. Shit!! I were so tired and have to wake up by 8pm this morning! Went to TIN HAO GONG to witness Ms.PS to register herself as a Mrs!! Congrat! PS!!! She is so pretty today, put on make up, dress up sexy, hair is set and tied up... Such a different PS she is. :) She was kinda nervous and her hubby too. Both of them are jokers and still playing when in the registration room. Kakakakakkaa...
Were there till about 12pm... then we went to Mid Valley for our lunch and we shopped abit... This "shopped abit" result is.... A WHITE LEATHER BAG @ RM70.00!!!!!!! There has SALES in MetroJaya... Kakakakak..and this wonderful bag is bought from there. Aawww... actually...I shouldn't shop anymore!! I shouldn't!!!! I shouldn't!!!!!!!! I even pay for another bag for PL as she got no enough money... Eeeeemmmm.... so RICH eh me... :P
Heading home around 2pm.. reached home by 330pm!!!! TRAFFIC JAM LIKE HELL!!!! hate it!!! legs also numb... I'm almost pengsan when reached home... bring myself to my sweet nap immediately after cleaning myself! A lovely nap... refresh me 100%... :P I hide my bag somewhere.. I scared mama will scold me... :P eemmmm....... It's a good looking bag...worth the rm70.00!!! Leather somemore...hahahahahaa
My life... again, Rest & Spend Money!!
--> 253am - I forgot to blog about Mr. Philip bought me supper from Cheras to my place around 12am on thursday night. Due to the pain of my leg, I refused to go out for a drinks with Mr. Philip. Instead of give me the chance to reject him again and again, he suggested to buy me supper and send to my house. Gila eh??? But, I accept his suggestion. Hahahahaha... So we had our KFC in da living room. He left around 130am. Chat around and he told me about his ex-wife. Such an interesting story eh. But haven't finish, too many to tell. To Be Continue.......... :P
Since he is slightly free, we decided to meet up for a drink. We spend our time till 330am. Shit!! I were so tired and have to wake up by 8pm this morning! Went to TIN HAO GONG to witness Ms.PS to register herself as a Mrs!! Congrat! PS!!! She is so pretty today, put on make up, dress up sexy, hair is set and tied up... Such a different PS she is. :) She was kinda nervous and her hubby too. Both of them are jokers and still playing when in the registration room. Kakakakakkaa...
Were there till about 12pm... then we went to Mid Valley for our lunch and we shopped abit... This "shopped abit" result is.... A WHITE LEATHER BAG @ RM70.00!!!!!!! There has SALES in MetroJaya... Kakakakak..and this wonderful bag is bought from there. Aawww... actually...I shouldn't shop anymore!! I shouldn't!!!! I shouldn't!!!!!!!! I even pay for another bag for PL as she got no enough money... Eeeeemmmm.... so RICH eh me... :P
Heading home around 2pm.. reached home by 330pm!!!! TRAFFIC JAM LIKE HELL!!!! hate it!!! legs also numb... I'm almost pengsan when reached home... bring myself to my sweet nap immediately after cleaning myself! A lovely nap... refresh me 100%... :P I hide my bag somewhere.. I scared mama will scold me... :P eemmmm....... It's a good looking bag...worth the rm70.00!!! Leather somemore...hahahahahaa
My life... again, Rest & Spend Money!!
--> 253am - I forgot to blog about Mr. Philip bought me supper from Cheras to my place around 12am on thursday night. Due to the pain of my leg, I refused to go out for a drinks with Mr. Philip. Instead of give me the chance to reject him again and again, he suggested to buy me supper and send to my house. Gila eh??? But, I accept his suggestion. Hahahahaha... So we had our KFC in da living room. He left around 130am. Chat around and he told me about his ex-wife. Such an interesting story eh. But haven't finish, too many to tell. To Be Continue.......... :P
Friday, July 08, 2005
Professional in Interviews....
hahahhaha..... I went for 2 interviews on yesterday and today. One at a day. Yesterday, I went for interview in this Club located in KL, headquater in S'pore. It was a very great interview, the lady boss is easy going and cheerful person. We are more like chatting than in an interview. Been through about 45min in her room and another HR person. The working environment is kinda good compare to the other club I went for long time ago. The staffs over there seems nice and friendly. Being frank, I like this company. But.. the lady boss told me that they unable to pay what I expected and they only able to offer me a pay that even lower to my previous pay. This is hurt!!! I love this job so much!! Arghhh... She asked me to consider it as the responsibility of me will not as heavy as I always have, the working environment is good, the staffs are all youngster [easy to mixed with, as she said], job security [as they are not those club that open 1 or 2 yrs and close down, this is going for long term].. bla bla bla... I know, I understand, I like the job too... but honey!! I need sufficient funds to support my life too... Sighh... So, I put my hope on the other interview.
Ok.... Filled up the form, come a lady who is not so fluent in english but insist to interview me in english. Telling me all those OT things they have in this company. Story goes like this.... Conversation as below :-
Ivy: Ok. Seems everything is good. Just wanted to know, is OT ok for you?
Me: OOoOoOo.... It shouldn't be any problem if it is not often.
Ivy: Eeemmm... Actually, you should know well what are we doing. And actually we need to stay
up to 9 something almost everyday. And most of the accounts staffs are working that way too. That's why we would expect you to be that way without any complain. You know? We got many daily transaction to go over. The department is not so stable, maybe after you join us, you may help us to implement some system and everything will run smoothly and perhaps we don't have to work until so late. [Eh!! this is my language! not hers! Her is more broken]
Me: Eeerrr... I will have an issue on it if it's as what you said...everyday thing.
Ivy: Why?
Me: Actually I have class after work.
Ivy: You still studying?
Me: No, It's my YOGA class actually.
Ivy: [Looks unbelievable that I'm going for YOGA class] OoOo... I see. Where is it?
Me: Sri Hartamas, 3 days a week.
Ivy: Oo....That will be a difficulty for us. As we got so many things to do on daily.. But if you are efficient enough, we won't stop you from going off early. But, you have to supervise 5 accounts assistant, and help up on whatever they can't finished on daily. If the work is not done, it's impossible that you can go early.
Me: [Suprised with this --> to supervise 5 accounts assistant!!] Eeeemm... Ok. That one I can understand. But may I know how many person in the department?
Ivy: You will be report to the General Manager and the Finance Manager, and there has 5 accounts assistant which under your supervision.
Me: [Thinking --> Not a new established company, 5 person under me, have to work OT everyday like a fucking no life workoholic, I oversee everything, have to drive to work, have to pay for parking, petrol, maintenance.....eeemm..how much they goin to offer me ha???]
Ivy: Seems everything is OK.. and your expected is.. RMXXXX... What is your minimum?
Me: RMXXXX
Ivy: Like this, we offer you RM2400 plus RM100 for attendance.
Me: Attendance????????
Ivy: Yes, If you never absent in a month, that is an allowance for you.
Me: oOOooOOO.... I see!!! [Start calculating in mind.... ]
Ivy: Are you in rush?? If you are not, maybe we can go for the second interview.
Me: [Suprised] Ha????? O.. Anyway, I'm not in rush. No problem.
[Wait for about 5 mins..there come another short short small small man]
Lee: Ms Wong?
Me: Yes. Hi.
Lee: Here please.
[Follow him to a big big and very impressive meeting room, walk through the office, most of the staffs are wearing uniform... sux color... PURPLE! Opss...I have to be a good person! don critisize.. kakakaka]
Lee: [Repeating on everything Ivy told me]
Me: Actually Ivy did tell me all these. But I have an issue on the OT thing. I can't have OT everyday until 9 something. The lastest for me will be around 8pm and that won't be often.
Lee: OOo... As you know, we normally got many reports to submit to our manager and director.
And when come to month end, to close accounts, it normally work till that late.
Me: Is your company new established?
Lee: No, It has been 5 years I think.
Me: So? Why are the staffs still need to stay till so late everyday and the department is not yet stable as Ivy told me?
Lee: [Start telling me about staff transfer lah...bla bla bla]
Me: [Listening and wondering]
Lee: You are not in rush, right? Let me go and check with the Finance Manager and see whether she is free for the 3rd interview or not.
Me: [Almost pening] OoOo...Ok.
[Lee is back in 5 minutes time....Alone]
Lee: So.. that's all about it.. We will see you on 18th.
Me: Haaa?????
Lee: Ya.. we are confirm to recruit you.
Me: [Lagi pening] Eeemm... If you don't mind, I need some time to think over it as I got another
job offer too. Do you mind that I call you back by..let say... tomorrow?
Lee: [Looks suprised that I rejected his offer] O... like that. Ok.
Me: Will give you a call by tomorrow. Thanks.
Walk out miserable....hahahahaaa...so SPEEDY and EFFICIENT eh!!! So fast to confirm on a recruitment, it's like abit easy..right? Or am I too good?? hahahahaha... Must be that I'm too good lah...:)
After discussion with mama, with friends.. I decided to reject the offer. Not worth it.
OOoOOo... I have to continue with my REST & SPEND MONEY life..... hahahahahaha...
Wish me luck.. that I able to get a dream job!!! :P
I'm going to be a PROFESSIONAL IN INTERVIEWS!!!!!!
Ok.... Filled up the form, come a lady who is not so fluent in english but insist to interview me in english. Telling me all those OT things they have in this company. Story goes like this.... Conversation as below :-
Ivy: Ok. Seems everything is good. Just wanted to know, is OT ok for you?
Me: OOoOoOo.... It shouldn't be any problem if it is not often.
Ivy: Eeemmm... Actually, you should know well what are we doing. And actually we need to stay
up to 9 something almost everyday. And most of the accounts staffs are working that way too. That's why we would expect you to be that way without any complain. You know? We got many daily transaction to go over. The department is not so stable, maybe after you join us, you may help us to implement some system and everything will run smoothly and perhaps we don't have to work until so late. [Eh!! this is my language! not hers! Her is more broken]
Me: Eeerrr... I will have an issue on it if it's as what you said...everyday thing.
Ivy: Why?
Me: Actually I have class after work.
Ivy: You still studying?
Me: No, It's my YOGA class actually.
Ivy: [Looks unbelievable that I'm going for YOGA class] OoOo... I see. Where is it?
Me: Sri Hartamas, 3 days a week.
Ivy: Oo....That will be a difficulty for us. As we got so many things to do on daily.. But if you are efficient enough, we won't stop you from going off early. But, you have to supervise 5 accounts assistant, and help up on whatever they can't finished on daily. If the work is not done, it's impossible that you can go early.
Me: [Suprised with this --> to supervise 5 accounts assistant!!] Eeeemm... Ok. That one I can understand. But may I know how many person in the department?
Ivy: You will be report to the General Manager and the Finance Manager, and there has 5 accounts assistant which under your supervision.
Me: [Thinking --> Not a new established company, 5 person under me, have to work OT everyday like a fucking no life workoholic, I oversee everything, have to drive to work, have to pay for parking, petrol, maintenance.....eeemm..how much they goin to offer me ha???]
Ivy: Seems everything is OK.. and your expected is.. RMXXXX... What is your minimum?
Me: RMXXXX
Ivy: Like this, we offer you RM2400 plus RM100 for attendance.
Me: Attendance????????
Ivy: Yes, If you never absent in a month, that is an allowance for you.
Me: oOOooOOO.... I see!!! [Start calculating in mind.... ]
Ivy: Are you in rush?? If you are not, maybe we can go for the second interview.
Me: [Suprised] Ha????? O.. Anyway, I'm not in rush. No problem.
[Wait for about 5 mins..there come another short short small small man]
Lee: Ms Wong?
Me: Yes. Hi.
Lee: Here please.
[Follow him to a big big and very impressive meeting room, walk through the office, most of the staffs are wearing uniform... sux color... PURPLE! Opss...I have to be a good person! don critisize.. kakakaka]
Lee: [Repeating on everything Ivy told me]
Me: Actually Ivy did tell me all these. But I have an issue on the OT thing. I can't have OT everyday until 9 something. The lastest for me will be around 8pm and that won't be often.
Lee: OOo... As you know, we normally got many reports to submit to our manager and director.
And when come to month end, to close accounts, it normally work till that late.
Me: Is your company new established?
Lee: No, It has been 5 years I think.
Me: So? Why are the staffs still need to stay till so late everyday and the department is not yet stable as Ivy told me?
Lee: [Start telling me about staff transfer lah...bla bla bla]
Me: [Listening and wondering]
Lee: You are not in rush, right? Let me go and check with the Finance Manager and see whether she is free for the 3rd interview or not.
Me: [Almost pening] OoOo...Ok.
[Lee is back in 5 minutes time....Alone]
Lee: So.. that's all about it.. We will see you on 18th.
Me: Haaa?????
Lee: Ya.. we are confirm to recruit you.
Me: [Lagi pening] Eeemm... If you don't mind, I need some time to think over it as I got another
job offer too. Do you mind that I call you back by..let say... tomorrow?
Lee: [Looks suprised that I rejected his offer] O... like that. Ok.
Me: Will give you a call by tomorrow. Thanks.
Walk out miserable....hahahahaaa...so SPEEDY and EFFICIENT eh!!! So fast to confirm on a recruitment, it's like abit easy..right? Or am I too good?? hahahahaha... Must be that I'm too good lah...:)
After discussion with mama, with friends.. I decided to reject the offer. Not worth it.
OOoOOo... I have to continue with my REST & SPEND MONEY life..... hahahahahaha...
Wish me luck.. that I able to get a dream job!!! :P
I'm going to be a PROFESSIONAL IN INTERVIEWS!!!!!!
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Bloggers....
I'm addicted to some blogs' site. They are good and interesting. But, there has some others bloggers playing politic over this free- to- speak- out space... I'm wondering, why is this happened?
Maybe it's like my senior told me, wherever there has human, there has politics!! Ooww... I think her theory is right. This is a free space for us to express ourself, speak out our opinion and bla bla bla... Wondering what can we get if we shoot at others. Sighh... this is very sad.
Maybe it's like my senior told me, wherever there has human, there has politics!! Ooww... I think her theory is right. This is a free space for us to express ourself, speak out our opinion and bla bla bla... Wondering what can we get if we shoot at others. Sighh... this is very sad.
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Rest & Spend Money.....
Maybe I'm too tired. I'm too tired over many things.... I have no passion over anything.. I do not have the excitement in my life.... I'm lifeless. I have friends around, they live their life as normal people do. Work, Rest, Work & Rest... This is what I used to do too... But recently, what I'm doing is only...REST & Spend money!! I'm not a richie.. Just that I'm tired of work, tired on everything that normal people do daily. Maybe I'm abnormal. Maybe I'm a weirdo.
Finally, I sleep well last night as I'm too tired due to the sleepless nights I had. I'm still feeling sleepy and tired now. This is torturing. I warned Keat not to remind me of that incident anymore. I wanna get rid of it, wanna get rid of her face. You know, being tortured by the feelings of guilty is absolutely no fun! Don't ever try on that. I'm giving you advice based on my own experience, baby. Hahahahaha....
Went to Pasar Malam @ SS2 last night. Pasar Malam also can be named as Night Market... hahahaha..direct translated. Last night is a good time to visit Pasar Malam as the weather is not warm but windy actually. There has so many many wonderful food and snacks that I wanted to eat, but my stomach is very fair ... SHE keep telling me that SHE can't take more. Hahahaha... so.. I only got a piece of ahpong, a cup of milk tea, a pack of LobakCake [made by Carrot]... & a piece of tuna toast steal from my best friend- Jeannie, and also some friend fries from her too... :P Wanted to get Uncle Bob's Fried Chicken.. But my stomach warn me for that oily & fat. So... I give up on that. My stomach being nasty lately, always play trick with me.. always fool me and made me to washroom.
Jeannie bought some flowers for her office decoration. The flowers are fresh and cheap! 2 dozens of fresh roses only costs us rm4!! Damn Cheap!! I were telling her that it has been a very long time that I did not received any flower from a guy. She immediately offer me a bunch of flower... Hahahaha... I said I don't want that! The fruits are cheap too... It only costs rm10 for 18 medium size Fuji Apple.. Looks juicy and freshyyy... Cheap!! But we did not get any of the fruits as... It's heavy lah!! We still wanted to walk around ehh!!! And we also got ourself some junk food.... :P
After everything, included our drinking session.. it's already 11pm. Time to go home!! Reached home about 1130pm.. time to ONLINE!! hahahahaha... :P Been chatting with Mr. Philip until 330am. Tired... and went to sleep. This is my day... Rest and Spend Money!!!
Finally, I sleep well last night as I'm too tired due to the sleepless nights I had. I'm still feeling sleepy and tired now. This is torturing. I warned Keat not to remind me of that incident anymore. I wanna get rid of it, wanna get rid of her face. You know, being tortured by the feelings of guilty is absolutely no fun! Don't ever try on that. I'm giving you advice based on my own experience, baby. Hahahahaha....
Went to Pasar Malam @ SS2 last night. Pasar Malam also can be named as Night Market... hahahaha..direct translated. Last night is a good time to visit Pasar Malam as the weather is not warm but windy actually. There has so many many wonderful food and snacks that I wanted to eat, but my stomach is very fair ... SHE keep telling me that SHE can't take more. Hahahaha... so.. I only got a piece of ahpong, a cup of milk tea, a pack of LobakCake [made by Carrot]... & a piece of tuna toast steal from my best friend- Jeannie, and also some friend fries from her too... :P Wanted to get Uncle Bob's Fried Chicken.. But my stomach warn me for that oily & fat. So... I give up on that. My stomach being nasty lately, always play trick with me.. always fool me and made me to washroom.
Jeannie bought some flowers for her office decoration. The flowers are fresh and cheap! 2 dozens of fresh roses only costs us rm4!! Damn Cheap!! I were telling her that it has been a very long time that I did not received any flower from a guy. She immediately offer me a bunch of flower... Hahahaha... I said I don't want that! The fruits are cheap too... It only costs rm10 for 18 medium size Fuji Apple.. Looks juicy and freshyyy... Cheap!! But we did not get any of the fruits as... It's heavy lah!! We still wanted to walk around ehh!!! And we also got ourself some junk food.... :P
After everything, included our drinking session.. it's already 11pm. Time to go home!! Reached home about 1130pm.. time to ONLINE!! hahahahaha... :P Been chatting with Mr. Philip until 330am. Tired... and went to sleep. This is my day... Rest and Spend Money!!!
Sunday, July 03, 2005
Too easy.......
Sometimes, I wondering why am I so easy....
- to trust a stranger
- to like a person
- to open up my heart to someone
- to be in love
- to be emotionally involved
- to be influenced
- to talk with
- to tolerate with
- to be fooled
- to be loved
Is it a good thing for a person to be... such easy going? I'm wondering. Maybe his motive is only that... simply that. Clean and clear!
No, I never blame him at all. It happened under my permission. I do want it that time too. I never blame on any party. There has nothing to be blame on as we are adult. We are adult!! I know it well, I knew it. I'm telling all these just because I'm always feel disappointed on waiting a person and that person don't even update me on his situation. Been waiting for ST [da Big Guy] for the whole night. He didn't reply my sms. Maybe he is stuck with something. I don't know.
Too easy to take things seriously... Not a good thing to have. Relax, You should be more relax and take things easily.
--> 109am - ST is not coming. I expected too much from him. Suddenly I need his companion so much just because I'm lonely. And this made me feel so down. I feel like crying so much. Not because of he can't make it, but because of my loneliness.
- to trust a stranger
- to like a person
- to open up my heart to someone
- to be in love
- to be emotionally involved
- to be influenced
- to talk with
- to tolerate with
- to be fooled
- to be loved
Is it a good thing for a person to be... such easy going? I'm wondering. Maybe his motive is only that... simply that. Clean and clear!
No, I never blame him at all. It happened under my permission. I do want it that time too. I never blame on any party. There has nothing to be blame on as we are adult. We are adult!! I know it well, I knew it. I'm telling all these just because I'm always feel disappointed on waiting a person and that person don't even update me on his situation. Been waiting for ST [da Big Guy] for the whole night. He didn't reply my sms. Maybe he is stuck with something. I don't know.
Too easy to take things seriously... Not a good thing to have. Relax, You should be more relax and take things easily.
--> 109am - ST is not coming. I expected too much from him. Suddenly I need his companion so much just because I'm lonely. And this made me feel so down. I feel like crying so much. Not because of he can't make it, but because of my loneliness.
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