It's terrible feelings to back to work after 6 days rotting at home.
My eyes bag bigger than ever... the dark circle on my eyes looks like shit!!!
Sometimes, god really want to plays a fool with you. HE let you to found someone or something that you really happy with or in love with... then test or challenge you with something by making it worse. The worse thing is that you do not even own the chance to handle it but only let it torture you emotionally.
Torture emotionally, can lead to crazy... It's like having a bomb in my head, tik tik tik tik tik.... Having bad headache, blur mind.
Sigh.... I hate being torture.
Friday, October 27, 2006
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Hymen......
From the research of mine about hymen… the below are what I have found…
“The hymen is a layer of tissue, just like the tissue around the opening of your vagina that partially conceals the vaginal orifice. You may or may not have one, most females do. The hymen is not an indicator of virginity; a girl is a virgin until she has been penetrated by a penis. During the early stages of fetal development there is no opening into the vagina at all. The thin layer of tissue that conceals the vagina at this time usually divides incompletely prior to birth, forming the hymen. The size and shape of this opening (or openings) varies greatly from person to person. Sometimes this formation of an opening does not occur, resulting in an imperforated hymen (it lacks the more common opening). Some females have no hymen at birth at all, since the tissue divided completely while they were still in the womb.
Many girls and teens tear or otherwise dilate their hymen while participating in sports like bicycling, horseback riding, gymnastics or inserting tampons, or while masturbating. A girl may not even know this has occurred, since there may be little or no blood or pain involved when this happens. The tissues of the vulva are generally very thin and delicate prior to puberty. The presence or absence of a hymen in no way indicates whether or not a female is a virgin. * You are a virgin until you have sexual intercourse.* Some hymens are elastic enough to permit a penis to enter without tearing, or they tear only partially, and there is NO bleeding at all. When adequately lubricated the vagina is fairly 'flexible' and will stretch without discomfort for most women. Sometimes, a woman has sex for years with no real 'tearing' at all, only stretching of the hymen and then at another time the same woman might tear from 'rough sex' or sex with a different partner with a larger penis. Remnants of the hymen are usually still present until a woman delivers a baby vaginally.”
Why I talk about hymen?? Because I noticed that some male chauvinist pigs still being very care about this not functioning layer of tissue and taking it as an indicator for purity of a girl.
As for myself, I broke my hymen on cycling when I was very young. So, does this means that I’m no longer an innocent girl just because I did not bloody bleed on my first sex encounter?? Such a bloody fucking nonsense… This is such an irritating idea created by those male chauvinist pigs.
So, the idea is, men can fuck around with no worry because they do not have the fucking hymen to prove that he is virgin or not, but ladies have to behave and only be fuck by one and only man who is her husband. Hell!!! Damn unfair!!!
Ladies!! Enjoy your life, follow your feelings. I’m not saying that we should fuck around, but at least we have to take charge of our body, our feelings, our will. Our life is not depends on someone, not control by someone. If someone do not respect us, do not need to give a fuck to them. We have our right to fight for what we really want in our life. We have the right to choose who to break our hymen. Our happiness is not depends on a fucking layer of tissue.
A man who does love you with his heart will not judge you based on a fucking piece of tissue. I strongly believe in this. Man who love you, will not care about the hymen. Unless himself is a virgin too!! I won't want a virgin boy at this age of mine, coz it will be too boring as I never a good teacher! Hahhahahaha...
Pigs!! Do you know that hymen can be re-build if we really want to do so???
“The hymen is a layer of tissue, just like the tissue around the opening of your vagina that partially conceals the vaginal orifice. You may or may not have one, most females do. The hymen is not an indicator of virginity; a girl is a virgin until she has been penetrated by a penis. During the early stages of fetal development there is no opening into the vagina at all. The thin layer of tissue that conceals the vagina at this time usually divides incompletely prior to birth, forming the hymen. The size and shape of this opening (or openings) varies greatly from person to person. Sometimes this formation of an opening does not occur, resulting in an imperforated hymen (it lacks the more common opening). Some females have no hymen at birth at all, since the tissue divided completely while they were still in the womb.
Many girls and teens tear or otherwise dilate their hymen while participating in sports like bicycling, horseback riding, gymnastics or inserting tampons, or while masturbating. A girl may not even know this has occurred, since there may be little or no blood or pain involved when this happens. The tissues of the vulva are generally very thin and delicate prior to puberty. The presence or absence of a hymen in no way indicates whether or not a female is a virgin. * You are a virgin until you have sexual intercourse.* Some hymens are elastic enough to permit a penis to enter without tearing, or they tear only partially, and there is NO bleeding at all. When adequately lubricated the vagina is fairly 'flexible' and will stretch without discomfort for most women. Sometimes, a woman has sex for years with no real 'tearing' at all, only stretching of the hymen and then at another time the same woman might tear from 'rough sex' or sex with a different partner with a larger penis. Remnants of the hymen are usually still present until a woman delivers a baby vaginally.”
Why I talk about hymen?? Because I noticed that some male chauvinist pigs still being very care about this not functioning layer of tissue and taking it as an indicator for purity of a girl.
As for myself, I broke my hymen on cycling when I was very young. So, does this means that I’m no longer an innocent girl just because I did not bloody bleed on my first sex encounter?? Such a bloody fucking nonsense… This is such an irritating idea created by those male chauvinist pigs.
So, the idea is, men can fuck around with no worry because they do not have the fucking hymen to prove that he is virgin or not, but ladies have to behave and only be fuck by one and only man who is her husband. Hell!!! Damn unfair!!!
Ladies!! Enjoy your life, follow your feelings. I’m not saying that we should fuck around, but at least we have to take charge of our body, our feelings, our will. Our life is not depends on someone, not control by someone. If someone do not respect us, do not need to give a fuck to them. We have our right to fight for what we really want in our life. We have the right to choose who to break our hymen. Our happiness is not depends on a fucking layer of tissue.
A man who does love you with his heart will not judge you based on a fucking piece of tissue. I strongly believe in this. Man who love you, will not care about the hymen. Unless himself is a virgin too!! I won't want a virgin boy at this age of mine, coz it will be too boring as I never a good teacher! Hahhahahaha...
Pigs!! Do you know that hymen can be re-build if we really want to do so???
Monday, October 23, 2006
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Paiseh......
I looks like a LOVELY, BEAUTIFUL PRINCESS!!!!
I know lah... Many people said that I always praise myself and I "tak tau malu"... :P Aiya, like that only can make ourself more happier, more confidence mah!!! :P
Anyway, I'm still a LOVELY, BEAUTIFUL PRINCESS... Kakakakkakaka...
Wedding 2 - My best friend's wedding..
My best friend's wedding [Jeannie] @ Concord Hotel, KL @ 20.10.2006.
Being her best friend, I'm busy on the day before and the day itself. Went to her house at the night before till 1am, sleep around 2am and wake up by 630am the next morning. Feeling dizzy and yawn non stop... :P But still able to make myself awake till 230am... POWERFUL! Feel like my wedding... of course, I'm not so nervous and tensed as Jeannie.
Was helping her on game preparing, bringing her belongings to the broom's house, send her relatives home, rush for make-up, do my hair and reach early to the Hotel to help on the reception counter and some arrangement. It's a very good experience for me as then I know that how troublesome it is to have a wedding dinner!! I was so exhausted after the dinner... I can't really walk properly after the dinner and ang pao counting session, not because I'm too drunk but too exhausted. I have to hug SOMEONE tight so that I able to walk to the car... Hahahhaha....
The food is normal as those chinese restaurants but good for hotels... :P And their price are reasonable too while the hotel itself is already very presentable. If there is a chance for me to have a wedding, this hotel will be in my list.
I was dressing up like a PEACOCK... not that colourful but as beautiful... Kakakakak... :P Normally I do not dress up so much for wedding dinner, but this is a very special case. Everyone shocked to look at my changes... Especially those friends who knows me long enough to know what's my actual style is... I love the changes as I turn out so beautiful and like a princess. I just love how I looks that night.. :)
That's the night, after a year of planning and so much preparation... it ended with beautiful memories. Wish that this is exactly what Jeannie's wanted for her wedding. It's a lovely night anyway... Not only that I withness the result of their love, but also the wonderful companion SOMEONE gave me.... :)
HAPPY MARRIAGE!! JEANNIE!!! FASTER GET ME A GOD-DAUGHTER!!!!
** shall post some photos of the event or myself later
Being her best friend, I'm busy on the day before and the day itself. Went to her house at the night before till 1am, sleep around 2am and wake up by 630am the next morning. Feeling dizzy and yawn non stop... :P But still able to make myself awake till 230am... POWERFUL! Feel like my wedding... of course, I'm not so nervous and tensed as Jeannie.
Was helping her on game preparing, bringing her belongings to the broom's house, send her relatives home, rush for make-up, do my hair and reach early to the Hotel to help on the reception counter and some arrangement. It's a very good experience for me as then I know that how troublesome it is to have a wedding dinner!! I was so exhausted after the dinner... I can't really walk properly after the dinner and ang pao counting session, not because I'm too drunk but too exhausted. I have to hug SOMEONE tight so that I able to walk to the car... Hahahhaha....
The food is normal as those chinese restaurants but good for hotels... :P And their price are reasonable too while the hotel itself is already very presentable. If there is a chance for me to have a wedding, this hotel will be in my list.
I was dressing up like a PEACOCK... not that colourful but as beautiful... Kakakakak... :P Normally I do not dress up so much for wedding dinner, but this is a very special case. Everyone shocked to look at my changes... Especially those friends who knows me long enough to know what's my actual style is... I love the changes as I turn out so beautiful and like a princess. I just love how I looks that night.. :)
That's the night, after a year of planning and so much preparation... it ended with beautiful memories. Wish that this is exactly what Jeannie's wanted for her wedding. It's a lovely night anyway... Not only that I withness the result of their love, but also the wonderful companion SOMEONE gave me.... :)
HAPPY MARRIAGE!! JEANNIE!!! FASTER GET ME A GOD-DAUGHTER!!!!
** shall post some photos of the event or myself later
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
My Live Crystal Stone.......
YEAH!!!! Finally I found a live crystal stone that is beautiful and cheap!!! This photo is bad! Did not show the beautiful-ness of my crystal stone.
Found this beautiful purple-ish live crystal stone @ Endah Parade on last Saturday. Just simply walk around without any motive and SOMEONE saw this crystal shop and therefore we walked in to have a look. They got many live crystal stone on the racks, beautiful and attractive. What attracted me the most is their pricing. So, I spend some time browsing on all the crystal stones.... I can't take my eyes off them... They are so beautiful.
This crystal I bought is 4.5 inches * 3.5 inches. Not so big, not so small... just the right size that I want. Ya, big means nothing... POWERFUL is the main point!!! :P Ngam Ngam Hoo is da best!!! YEAH!!! after I got this beautiful plus powerful live crystal stone, I can charge my crystal bracelets anytime as I wish!!!!! then I will be surrounded with good luck!!!!! O...Ya... It only costs me RM69.00... Cheap ehhh...
Actually I also eyed on another Yellow Live Crystal Stone... But due to insufficient funds, decided not to get that first.. Maybe next time when I got some EXTRA MONIES.
I can already feel the luck around me.... Hahahahha.... Let's get the YELLOW LIVE CRYSTAL soon!!! so that MONIES will comesss to me tooooooooo..... :P Imagine, a lovely beautiful girl with happiness and monies... WAH!!!! envy worrrrr... No worry!! I will be one of them soon! :P
Endah Parade got many crystal shops!!!!! Love it!!! Beside crystal shops, it got nothing to catch my attention. Endah Parade, my crystal paradise!!! :P Ha! beside crystal shops, they also got many many many many foot massage shops, feng shui shops.. abit weird ohh... I never see a mall with so many of shops like these.. But who cares???? It's a paradise for me as long as they got a lots of crystal shops!!! Kakakakaka.....
I shall go sleep with my luck around me.... YEAH!!!!!
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Awww......
My best friend's [whose wedding is on the coming Friday] grandma passed away. Feel so sorry about that. She is very sad... and I can do nothing beside asked her do not think so much and tell her that at least her grandma is no longer suffering from illness. My best friend does not have the chance to see her grandma at all because her wedding is on this coming friday and it's not good as in Chinese beliefs.
I still can remember how we went through everything when my dad passed away. Life is so miserable for us at first. This is so sad!!! Life is short, enjoy to the max!!!
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It has been awhile eh... I'm lazy. Nothing much happened. Still going through my life beside... I can't eat my fav marble cheesecake, I can't enjoy my fav coffee, I can't taste the delicious prawns, crabz, sotongs..... :( And I can't touch on EGGS!!!!! THIS IS GOD DAMN TORTURING!!!!
I have to take my sight away from my fav cafe, away from my fav cakes.... not only that, I can't even have a thought of them...
How could I forget how you tasted??? How could I just walk into the hell without your company?? I can't leave without you.... I wanna taste you inch by inch... I wanna bite softly on your soft and delicious body.... I wanna smell you closely. I can never forget the orgasm you brought me... how can I forget this heavenly feelings?? Ohhhhh... my MARBLE CHEESECAKE... I NEED YOU DESPERATELY!!!!
I still can remember how we went through everything when my dad passed away. Life is so miserable for us at first. This is so sad!!! Life is short, enjoy to the max!!!
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It has been awhile eh... I'm lazy. Nothing much happened. Still going through my life beside... I can't eat my fav marble cheesecake, I can't enjoy my fav coffee, I can't taste the delicious prawns, crabz, sotongs..... :( And I can't touch on EGGS!!!!! THIS IS GOD DAMN TORTURING!!!!
I have to take my sight away from my fav cafe, away from my fav cakes.... not only that, I can't even have a thought of them...
How could I forget how you tasted??? How could I just walk into the hell without your company?? I can't leave without you.... I wanna taste you inch by inch... I wanna bite softly on your soft and delicious body.... I wanna smell you closely. I can never forget the orgasm you brought me... how can I forget this heavenly feelings?? Ohhhhh... my MARBLE CHEESECAKE... I NEED YOU DESPERATELY!!!!
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Sorry?????
What can a SORRY do after you have done something to someone? You might hurt someone, or irritate someone or even killed someone. The things you have done to someone might brought someone some effect that changed his/ her life or even her thinking no matter in what aspects. Can I stab you with a sharp knife and tell you that I'M GOD DAMN SORRY FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE ON YOU??? If you are so kind that you will accept my apology after I stabbed you, please give me a knife now.
This irritating Mr. A, keep telling me that he is very very very sorry on what he did and he knows that he has made the biggest mistakes he ever had. For me, I do not give a fuck to this Mr. A on whether he feel bad or guilty on what he did. Over is over. I have my life, I love everything I'm having now. My only wish is that this irritating human will never come and irritate me again and again.
Ignorance doesn't work on him as he keep bombing my mobile phone like hell... Asking for forgiveness, friendship. Too bad that I'm a bad lady that do not have the LOVE that able to make me forget what he ever said to me.
Yes, SORRY might be the best way to make a person that you already hurted feel better because at least he/she knows that you knew that you have done something wrongly or feel guilty. But, SORRY unable to cure the scar beautifully. Human is human, we used to remember someone's bad things more than good things. Unhappiness always store in our brain instead of happiness. Since I'm a human, my brain always store unhappiness too.
Therefore, there has no way that I could give what Mr. A asked for --> FORGIVENESS. It's hard for me after what he has done & said to me.
This irritating Mr. A, keep telling me that he is very very very sorry on what he did and he knows that he has made the biggest mistakes he ever had. For me, I do not give a fuck to this Mr. A on whether he feel bad or guilty on what he did. Over is over. I have my life, I love everything I'm having now. My only wish is that this irritating human will never come and irritate me again and again.
Ignorance doesn't work on him as he keep bombing my mobile phone like hell... Asking for forgiveness, friendship. Too bad that I'm a bad lady that do not have the LOVE that able to make me forget what he ever said to me.
Yes, SORRY might be the best way to make a person that you already hurted feel better because at least he/she knows that you knew that you have done something wrongly or feel guilty. But, SORRY unable to cure the scar beautifully. Human is human, we used to remember someone's bad things more than good things. Unhappiness always store in our brain instead of happiness. Since I'm a human, my brain always store unhappiness too.
Therefore, there has no way that I could give what Mr. A asked for --> FORGIVENESS. It's hard for me after what he has done & said to me.
Monday, October 09, 2006
Awww....... I hate it!!!!
Been to One Utama on last Saturday, I did shopped a little bit. Ya, only a little bit. Got one shirt for myself, another one for my mom. I also got myself a pair of heel shoe, very cheap and nice, 50% off from original price.. :P
My lovely sister back from Thailand for a week, she got me 1 handbag, 1 hairband [which I asked her to get it for me, for wedding dinner use], 2 special edition coca cola [ya, I collect coca cola...], 1 t-shirt [very nice. KILL YOU!! BLOODY BUNNY!]... :) very sweet of my sister.
One bad news, the fucking gout attacked me again. Went to the usual hospital alone again, the OPD [Out Patients Department] recommended me to go for their SPECIALIST.. I have no choice but go for the SPECIALIST.. Been waiting for around 20mins and I noticed that this SPECIALIST really high speed! Every patients will not take more than 5 minutes.
When it's my turn, I have to limp to the room, once sit down, the SPECIALIST speak cantonese to me! I blur awhile then only reply him.. his cantonese is damn good! He can speak well, speedy and understand well too. GOOD!!! He asked the nurse to check on my blood pressure and do a blood test.
Been waiting for an hour for my blood test report but still not yet ready, so the SPECIALIST told me no need to waste time for waiting and they will call me when it's ready for reading. Then he pressed on my leg and asked me feel pain or not. BLOODY HELL!!! SURE PAIN LAH!!!! Of course, being a well manners lady, I did not say that to him.. Hahhahahaa.. He gave me 2 injections on my leg and wrapped it tight.
Feel more suffer after the injections, totally can't walk, hardly limp also. Sad!!!!! Very sad!!!!!!!!!! Mom picked me up from the hospital and it getting more and more pain when I try to walk back home from the parking. When I finally make myself to the sofa, my tears can't control and dripping down like no one's business. Scared my mom and my sis.
Damn it!!!!! Really very pain!!! I can't walk!!!! I feel so USELESS!!!!!
Sign... I have to be very careful on my diet again... very sad!!!!!!!
My lovely sister back from Thailand for a week, she got me 1 handbag, 1 hairband [which I asked her to get it for me, for wedding dinner use], 2 special edition coca cola [ya, I collect coca cola...], 1 t-shirt [very nice. KILL YOU!! BLOODY BUNNY!]... :) very sweet of my sister.
One bad news, the fucking gout attacked me again. Went to the usual hospital alone again, the OPD [Out Patients Department] recommended me to go for their SPECIALIST.. I have no choice but go for the SPECIALIST.. Been waiting for around 20mins and I noticed that this SPECIALIST really high speed! Every patients will not take more than 5 minutes.
When it's my turn, I have to limp to the room, once sit down, the SPECIALIST speak cantonese to me! I blur awhile then only reply him.. his cantonese is damn good! He can speak well, speedy and understand well too. GOOD!!! He asked the nurse to check on my blood pressure and do a blood test.
Been waiting for an hour for my blood test report but still not yet ready, so the SPECIALIST told me no need to waste time for waiting and they will call me when it's ready for reading. Then he pressed on my leg and asked me feel pain or not. BLOODY HELL!!! SURE PAIN LAH!!!! Of course, being a well manners lady, I did not say that to him.. Hahhahahaa.. He gave me 2 injections on my leg and wrapped it tight.
Feel more suffer after the injections, totally can't walk, hardly limp also. Sad!!!!! Very sad!!!!!!!!!! Mom picked me up from the hospital and it getting more and more pain when I try to walk back home from the parking. When I finally make myself to the sofa, my tears can't control and dripping down like no one's business. Scared my mom and my sis.
Damn it!!!!! Really very pain!!! I can't walk!!!! I feel so USELESS!!!!!
Sign... I have to be very careful on my diet again... very sad!!!!!!!
Friday, October 06, 2006
Lack of shopping......
Happy Mid Autumn Festival!!!
It's a little bit quiet for this yr's mid autumn festival... only my mom and myself. So, instead of have dinner at home, I asked my mom not to cook and we went out for dinner. After dinner, we shop happily!!!!
It has been quite some time I really go for shopping. Too tight on financial to go shopping like crazy. No wonder I feel a little bit of bored lah!!!!! Feel kinda lifeless..... Now I found the reason!!!!!
I'm LACK OF SHOPPING!!!!!!!!
Arghhhh... I want to shopping!!!! Anyway, I did shop abit while my mom shop crazily... Hahahhaahha.... She bought few clothes... pants... braz.... LOLZ!!! Now I realised why I'm such a shopping freak!! Kakakakakak....
For myself, I got myself 3 pair of sexy panties [RM29]... Very sexy oh... lace lace and can see through abit.... WOW!!! sound seductive.. Hahahaha... And I also got myself a shirt, light blue. Mom said that I looks so CUTE with that shirt... -__-" She sound like I'm not CUTE at all without this shirt.
We really shop so freely and happily eh!! Kakakakkaa.... My mom is a devil, because she keep telling me "WAH!! THIS IS NICE!! VERY SUIT YOU LAH!!! SO CHEAP!!! BUY LAH!!!!" -__-" Sakit hati betul.. Hahahhaha.... But I'm so power!!! I able to control my hands, not to buy!! do not buy!! cannot buy!!
Sigh.... It's such a torture that you are in financial shit!!! Especially for a shopping freak like me... Is there any possibility that I will have 1 mil in my bank account suddenly?? SET ME FREE!!!!!
I want to shop! I need to shop! I'm desperately need to shop crazily!!!!!
It's a little bit quiet for this yr's mid autumn festival... only my mom and myself. So, instead of have dinner at home, I asked my mom not to cook and we went out for dinner. After dinner, we shop happily!!!!
It has been quite some time I really go for shopping. Too tight on financial to go shopping like crazy. No wonder I feel a little bit of bored lah!!!!! Feel kinda lifeless..... Now I found the reason!!!!!
I'm LACK OF SHOPPING!!!!!!!!
Arghhhh... I want to shopping!!!! Anyway, I did shop abit while my mom shop crazily... Hahahhaahha.... She bought few clothes... pants... braz.... LOLZ!!! Now I realised why I'm such a shopping freak!! Kakakakakak....
For myself, I got myself 3 pair of sexy panties [RM29]... Very sexy oh... lace lace and can see through abit.... WOW!!! sound seductive.. Hahahaha... And I also got myself a shirt, light blue. Mom said that I looks so CUTE with that shirt... -__-" She sound like I'm not CUTE at all without this shirt.
We really shop so freely and happily eh!! Kakakakkaa.... My mom is a devil, because she keep telling me "WAH!! THIS IS NICE!! VERY SUIT YOU LAH!!! SO CHEAP!!! BUY LAH!!!!" -__-" Sakit hati betul.. Hahahhaha.... But I'm so power!!! I able to control my hands, not to buy!! do not buy!! cannot buy!!
Sigh.... It's such a torture that you are in financial shit!!! Especially for a shopping freak like me... Is there any possibility that I will have 1 mil in my bank account suddenly?? SET ME FREE!!!!!
I want to shop! I need to shop! I'm desperately need to shop crazily!!!!!
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Second Chance......
The never give up, thick face Mr. A asked me for the second chance. He said he made a mistake that he let me go. He said that he will want me back for no matter what. Hahahahahahahha... so funny!!! damn funny!!!!!
He keep saying SORRY... so what? Does it means that everything can just be forget with a click? Does this means that what he did will be disappear? Made a mistake??? So? Can you turn back the time and re-do everything?? Hahahhaha... ridiculous!!!
Nothing will change my mind once I have decided on something. Such a forgetful bastard. Hurt someone, regret, say sorry, asked for second chance??? So easy eh???
Too bad that I'm fucking nasty and stubborn.
He keep saying SORRY... so what? Does it means that everything can just be forget with a click? Does this means that what he did will be disappear? Made a mistake??? So? Can you turn back the time and re-do everything?? Hahahhaha... ridiculous!!!
Nothing will change my mind once I have decided on something. Such a forgetful bastard. Hurt someone, regret, say sorry, asked for second chance??? So easy eh???
Too bad that I'm fucking nasty and stubborn.
Forgiveness???
When I’m so god damn buzy on arguing with someone, there come this long lost Mr. A asked for forgiveness. Fucking irritating bastard. Why can’t let me rest in peace??!?!?!?!? Wish I’m death and do not need to argue and being irritated.
Being such a nasty terrible lady I am, of course I did scolded his brain off [scold people is my hobby]. Then he told me that he know he did wrongly, he admitted that he is a jerk and bastard. He said he hope that I will forgive him on what he did to me, he will do whatever to get my forgiveness, even knee in front of me. Sound sweet?? So touching eh??
Too bad that I'm too fucking bad to give him my forgiveness.
Once the trust has lost, no way to gain back.
Being such a nasty terrible lady I am, of course I did scolded his brain off [scold people is my hobby]. Then he told me that he know he did wrongly, he admitted that he is a jerk and bastard. He said he hope that I will forgive him on what he did to me, he will do whatever to get my forgiveness, even knee in front of me. Sound sweet?? So touching eh??
Too bad that I'm too fucking bad to give him my forgiveness.
Once the trust has lost, no way to gain back.
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
yeeeeewwwww....
Please do tell me is there any straight girl like to fuck a guy in his ass?
If a guy doesn’t even know how to enjoy the art of touching… what is sex for him? It’s just the fucking action that put his dick in a girl’s pussy and pump in and out till his fucking dick shoot out his overloaded sperm. Ya, that’s all and the end.
I rather do not touch anyone than have to be so careful on my fingers.
CUT OFF ALL MY FINGERS!
If a guy doesn’t even know how to enjoy the art of touching… what is sex for him? It’s just the fucking action that put his dick in a girl’s pussy and pump in and out till his fucking dick shoot out his overloaded sperm. Ya, that’s all and the end.
I rather do not touch anyone than have to be so careful on my fingers.
CUT OFF ALL MY FINGERS!
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Upset......
I'm not a good P.A. I can't handle a fussy boss like this.
I never be a P.A in my life... I do not know how to buy his heart as SOMEONE doing. I do not know how to jokes with him and make him happy. I do not know how to serve him so well as he is my husband.
But, I did my part as good as I can. I believe that I did my part well. As a so multitasking staff, I believe that I did my work appropriately.
However, I'm failed on being his P.A. He is too fussy for me... or maybe I'm too lausy to be his P.A. This is the job that I never want to take. I feel so lame, so useless... I feel so upset.
He didn't shout at me, but his words did hurt. I know I have to learn to be a P.A since he expected me to be one... I'm trying my best, but seems like what I did is nothing and I get more and more critism.
I'm very upset.............
I never be a P.A in my life... I do not know how to buy his heart as SOMEONE doing. I do not know how to jokes with him and make him happy. I do not know how to serve him so well as he is my husband.
But, I did my part as good as I can. I believe that I did my part well. As a so multitasking staff, I believe that I did my work appropriately.
However, I'm failed on being his P.A. He is too fussy for me... or maybe I'm too lausy to be his P.A. This is the job that I never want to take. I feel so lame, so useless... I feel so upset.
He didn't shout at me, but his words did hurt. I know I have to learn to be a P.A since he expected me to be one... I'm trying my best, but seems like what I did is nothing and I get more and more critism.
I'm very upset.............
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