No longer......

I feel very upset for my gf's marriage. I do not know how to comfort her or advice her on the matters she told me yesterday when we chat on MSN. She is currently pregnant and her baby is due soon, very soon which is around September. She is carrying a baby girl which will be one of my god daughter.

She didn't see her husband for 5 days already. WHY? The reason the husband given is, WORK. It's not that he is outstation or overseas. I do not understand how can a man left his wife alone when she is pregnant and moreover she is due soon! It's fine if he has to go overseas or outstation for few days, but with him in the city and do not give a fucking damn shit on the wife is not forgiveable at all!!! He doesn't even bother to give a call to the wife, or even a short sms by asking the wife.."hey, sweetheart, how are you and our baby?". A short call, will not take your bloody full day. A short call, will warm her heart by indicating to her that you do care and miss them even you are fucking busy. Ok fine, maybe he is really god damn fucking busy... but, when she called, he told her that he is busy and will call her back. Then, not even a single missed call for the whole day as he promised! This is too much!!!!!

I didn't show her my anger and upset when she telling me about this as I do not want to let her feel more depress at this stage. I believe that she is already very upset about this and I just don't want to put more pressure on her now. My gf is always very tough and independent... but it's so sad with a hubby like that. The hubby used to be a very caring, lovely and sticky bf before they married... drastic change on his attitude, behaviour immediately right after married... Why is it so??? I do not understand.. I bet my gf does not understand the hidden reason too.

I told SOMEONE about this, he said it is very suspecious. I feel the same too. I can't take if my love one do not give a damn on me, eg. do not show up/ call/ sms in 24 hours. :P My gf been tolerating with him for almost one year!!!! I will go crazy if SOMEONE treating me like this... I will have depression because I'm always a person with all sorts of imagination and crazy thought. You may say that I lack of sense of security... and over sensitive.

I thought, marriage is a promise to love, to care, to appreciate your love one forever till death seperate them??? I thought, hubby normally will be very happy and caring when the wife is pregnant. Why this man do not appreciate the wife who actually risking her life by bringing their baby to this world? Why this man can neglect the wife and don't even bother to send a short and simple regards to the wife and baby?? The man we know is no longer the same. He changed.. to a stranger that we do not know. We have no clue on it... What's happened?? Why is it so??? Why he treat my gf like that????

I asked SOMEONE will he treat me like this after married?? I asked SOMEONE will he change into a stranger after married? I asked SOMEONE will he not care of me after married? I'm glad that his answer is NO... But who knows??? No worry, SOMEONE, actually, you did lift me up from my past alot... I definately will not change the way I treat you [coz I'm always the real me]...

It's mad to know about the B**T**D Hubby!!!

Sweet Dream....

I always love to decorate my house nicely, comfortable and sweet... I also love it to be tidy & neat and clean... therefore, I do think more and more build in cabinet or wardrobe is very ideal for every house, no matter big or small. I love to decorate my house!!! provided I got enough funds.... :P


This is my fav room...clean, tidy, bright.. Only thing that I won't put in my room is the painting.. I might put other style of painting... I know that this bedroom style is more MAN... But, I love the tidiness and neaty looks of it... :)

A very romantic one... I don't mind to spend my honeymoon in this room... wake up by a kiss of your love one... not going for breakfast but do some "on-bed exercise" before anything.. Kakkakaka.... Somemore, there are mirrors!!!

Haaa!! this will be my room when I retired.... live near the sea... WHAT A LIFE!!!

I feel very sleepy now... although I'm in the office.. I suppose to work... But, I'm very sleepy.. Maybe I'm abit tired from the HARDWORK.... :P

I'm lucky... that I've found you...

I'm god damn lucky... to have you with me always....

I'm god damn lucky that I have someone who is so lovely, tolerate and patience on all my weaknesses...

I may be a very difficult lady to be handle... but you did handle me well with your patience... I appreciate everything that you've done for me... I'm sorry for everything I did or said that hurt you... Thanks for just staying around me when I'm such a bitch...

There has nothing I can use to describe what's on my mind beside.....

I LOVE YOU!! THANK YOU!!!!

I wannnnnnn !!!!!

I will be a very sweet & happy little woman if I'm able to surf net with Kitty everyday.... :P

So sweettt..... But SOMEONE said it's ugly and don't let me have it... :( However, I can't affort this mini combo as it's kinda expensive compare to the normal set.

Fuyohhhh..... I want to own this car!!!!!!! I want it!!!!!

I want to fly on this plane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Menu..... Can I have a copy of it????

Aiyerrr.... the AIR TICKET is sooooooooo beautiful.....

I want to fly on this planneeeeee!!!!!

Sinful......

Awwww...this is very sinful.... as an ordinary human... I unable to beat my desire and... I ate this sinful brownie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Argghhh... I feel guilty for eating like nobody business in this 2 weeks since my sister back from overseas.... I gained back 2kg.... but I lose back 1kg in this week... However, due to the dinners I had for birthday celebration of SOMEONE and my mom... I think I gained back this 1kg again... Argghhh...kill me pleaseeeee...

I know I shouldn't let myself eat all this sinful things... But, all these sinful food are very very very seductiveeee.... Irresistable... My fault!!!!!

Arghhh... I have to be strict to myself this week!!!!

PIG!!! YOU CANNOT EAT SO MUCH ANYMORE!!!!!!

*sigh*

So beautiful......

I love them so much..... But, I'm not good on wearing 3 inches high heel.. I may feel imbalance when walking around, I will need someone by my side for IN CASE. :P

But they are so beautiful, every bride have to wear such a high heel shoe just because wanted to looks tall and elegant on the VERY IMPORTANT DAY of her life...

I wish to looks like a princess on my VERY IMPORTANT DAY... of course, not a FAT & UGLY PRINCESS... but a SWEET & LOVELY PRINCESS with small crown on my hair.... Wowo....sound good... hahahahahha

Beautiful.....

Yohhhh... so beautiful!!!!!

Wish I will have so beautiful wedding album too....

Most beautiful moments of a woman.... Marrying someone you love and love you....

I can't hide my smile because I've found you.... You might think I'm crazy... but please do not doubt on my love for you.

Slimming ......

Busy... busyyy.... and busy....

Why am I so busy lately?? THIS IS ALL BECAUSE OF SOMETHING I HATE MOST!!! AUDIT!!!!! What to do??? I hate this most... auditor is just annoying. This has nothing to do with the occupation ya... Kakakakakaka... no hard feelings. It's been almost 3 weeks and it's like never ending story... questions still flooding in....

I am busy on my diet plan too... working hard on YOGA, controlling strictly on my diet... The record is still da same... 7kg. Many people curious on my actual weight... but I never want to tell as this is a very sensitive issue for me.... :P Anyway, I'm happy that I able to lose some weight even though my body shape not yet reach to the perfect shape.

Most of my friends, my colleagues and SOMEONE support my diet plan and it does give me more motivation to lose more weight... You know, it's very shameful if you unable to lose any weight while so many people around you knew about your plan! pressure does push you move forward... kakakakakka....

My superior actually give me a very good idea when we chit chatting some day... I'm a person that very daring on trying all the slimming products regardless of pills, teas, creams or whatever... as long as it can make me slim!! There my superior actually suggested me to have a blog that blog all about the slimming products and also the diet plan... HA!! what a good idea!!!!

But, it needs money to do it!!! Most of the slimming products are not cheap ehhh..... Let's look at the FIRMING CREAM.. the range of price can go from RM30 - RM200. And it can't last for 2 weeks if you are dying for very fast result and you are actually applying them all over your body. Moreover, the result will not show in few days time... maybe a little bit but I'm sure you will not be satisfy by losing 0.5cm on your arm or waist.

Slimming down is expensive if you are not a person who love exercise. But, you may save some money on food because you need to QUIT.... snacks, ice cream, cheese, coffee, cakes, fast foods and etc. However, the money you save from food gone to slimming products... Hahhahahahaa....
This is what happend to me currently... :P

I'm now looking forwards for my SWIMMING SLIMMING PLAN.... SOMEONE's condo is ready soon, then I can swim in the big and beautiful swimming pool at least twice a week... It would be a BONUS for my slimming plan. I don't like to go for public pool, don't ask me why? I just don't know why.

My yoga centre just launched a new class - SLIMHOT. Sound exciting. Working out under your body tempreture helps you to burn more fats, sweats more. All the postures are designed to tone up your lazy muscles, those that you hardly use and where you fats gather always. It won't help you to SLIM DOWN if you didn't control on your diet. It only helps on toning up. Ya, I did attend the class... FOR SURE! :P Feel good! Feel like lose few pounds after the class.. Hahahahahahaha...

Sighh.... It's not easy to be slimmmmmmm

I hate skinny and slim girlsssssssss

Yeahhhhhhhhhhhh..............

Lose weight....

TOTAL LOSE ---> 7KG!!!

Hard work..... really hard workkk......

I can't eat what I love.... I can't eat what I think it's seducing, delicious..... Pityyyyyyyyyyyy.... I have to remind myself what can eat...what can't...and I do exercise everyday... yoga days...do yoga, free days, do exercise at home... make myself sweat as much as possible.... and being frank, I starting to love the feeling of my sweat dripping off from my body... feel good and sexy... Hahahahahhaa.... too bad that I still do not have SEXY BODY... if not, it will looks more seductive.....

I'm happy when I look at my tummy which is slightly flatter than before... my tight which can fit well into my pants and it actually looks loose on me now [only for those big size pants :P]..... Damn happy.. But still got more to go.... more fats to lose... I WANT TO SLIM DOWN!!!!! Not only because of the DIAMOND RING [actually, I don't need to lose weight to have it anymore...Kakakakakak...], but also for my own health, for a better looking me, for a more flexible body....

SUPPORT ME!!!!! I want to have.... 36, 26, 38.... I'm not greedy ahhhhh... I'm not asking for a perfect body.... I only want to have 36, 26, 38...... :P