News......

OK, I know I've been very lazy and busy lately...

I've been working like a dog.... all due to AUDIT!!! Sometimes, I really hate audit... but no choice, this is part of my job and I have to deal with this shit.

And... I'm also busy on house moving, renovation, furnitures shopping, household items shopping... spend monies like water flowing off the paip... My bank accounts balance is very near to NIL now. Pity me!!!! But I think SOMEONE is more pity than me as he is the one who pay for 90% of the items we bought.

47 days to go. And I will be step into another stage of my life... Ya, I'm getting marry. My colleague asked, "Have you ever re-think on your deicision?" Yes, I did. But, I'm not regret on my decision. I can see that SOMEONE changed after I've made my decision and make myself very clear on something.

This is a photo taken by my own camera when we are waiting for the phototgrapher to get ready. I love the make up and hair do... I looks so lovely and sweet... kakakaka... like I said, I never been so beautiful before. It's really amazing what comestic can do on a lady.

Stress on work and wedding preparation... and.. I'm still FAT!

Stressed....

Been very stress lately. It's year end closing again... not for one company, but for 5 companies!!! Crazy. Wanted to get the drafted financial report out by the end of July.... Impossible!

There are lots to prepare... and I'm doing the clerk's work now... spend days to do data entry... wasting my time, I don't even have time for reports preparing... Aiyaa... hate it!! But still I have to rush these on time as this is my job... Life is sucks sometimes...

Damn stress ah!!!

Update - some edited photos...

Found some fun photo editing software to play with.... :P Some are overdo I think...







But still looks pretty mahhh... :P The make up is real... not photoshopped...

Busy......

Been very busy lately.... work like a dog....

Also busy with personal things... many things to prepare...

Stress... Breathless... on work, personal life and etc.

SIGH....

Life is difficult....

I know that I'd neglect this blog for long time... Really busy on some personal things. Many things to settle .

My days are full with challenges... Not convenient to explain much here as SOMEONE might not like it.

These few months are the most challenging months that I ever have. Not only it challenged my mind, but my heart too. My mind and my heart been questioned for so many times. And I have to make the most difficult decision in my life.

Sighh.. Life is difficult sometimes.

I'm lost......

I'm totally off track... I don't know what I want exactly in my life now.

Choose either one also difficult...

Is there anyone to tell me what can I do to end this drama??? One side of me fighting with the other side. The angel and devil's fight.

Please give me some guidance... Please show me the right track...

Drama.....

It's not easy to went through these few weeks after back from Hong Kong trip. Something inside me that changed.

I'm always an impulsive person, no matter on shopping or in love. Something changed. It's not that I no longer an impulsive person but I'm more on it. I'm in love with another guy beside SOMEONE. This is not expected, of course, who will know that yourself will fall in love with someone else beside the one being with you for years?

Mr. Js is a very caring and lovely person. Not only he is sweet, but he care of my feelings a lot. And what's most powerful is that he is more impulsive than me. I feel 100% touched by what he did for me. I feel so important because he put me in the first place no matter in what sense. Maybe you will tell me that's only for the courting stage. I never feel like this in the few relationship I had / having.

Sighhh..... Suddenly, I feel like my relationship is just like drama... so dramatic till I can't believe that happend on me.. someone who is just so ordinary and not pretty.

HongKong Trip - March 2008

Photoss.....

I'm busy...

Sorry that I've been busy and didn't update my blog for such a long time. I went to Hong Kong for holidays. I love Hong Kong, I love their people.. Don't ask me why, I just love Hong Kong.

I got tons of photos taken, will try to upload them soon.

Be patience lah... :P

Finally.....

Finally, new era has begun!!!!

Election is over... new era is here. Hope that who we vote for will make this country a better one.

All the best, Malaysian!!!

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Who to vote???

Since I don't know who to vote... and I'm not in the passion on who will win as it's all the same for me..... I took this test and it give me the decision I have in my heart....

Here it is.....

According to the 100% accurate kennysia.com Who-To-Vote-This-Election Decision Generator™, I am voting for...

DEMOCRATIC ACTION PARTY!

Who Should You Vote For This Election?

Now... I have another problem... This party is not in the list of my area.... Sh*t!

Help???

It’s extremely boring when come to newspapers lately. Beside election, still election and all the funny things about the candidates. Husband, wife, family, girl friend, boy friend…all come and SHOW SUPPORT. Boringggg….. Who really care about how much your husband, wife, family, gf, bf support you?? We more emphasize on… RESULT. Show that you do really work for the people not only once every 5 years.

We will only heard/ see these people once every 5 years… they will walk around the market, stall to stall, house to house … asking us to vote for them. Where are these people when election is not around? When we go asking for help, cases have been dragging for years, . Maybe we should be the one who blame as we do not know the right time to ask for help.

For example, my case… My family paid deposit of RM10,000.00++ for a property purchase far back to 15 years ago? Or longer than that. The developer didn’t start any work and the land keep abandon for 15 years. No development and no news. Most of the purchaser requested for refund as the project is delayed for too long time. Then, 3 years ago, we found that the same developer actually having another NEW LAUNCHING property for sales and the location  the same land for the property we purchased! So, cheat, we all see it. What we got by confronting the developer? “YES! I’ve cheated your money. I don’t have money to pay you all back, you all take my life lah..” WAH!!! What’s this??? Cheat our money and still can be so rude??? He’s not only cheated us, but using the same trick to cheat more people’s money by RESELLING the same property on the same land!!!!! I’m angry!!

There, we went for this PEOPLE in our area for help… DING DONG DING DONG… DONG DING DONG DING… nothing come out… nothing happened… say this say that…. Not helping at all!! With Sales & Purchase Agreement on hand also can’t protect our right!!!!

The end of the story is……….our hard earned money still with the cheap old cunning developer!!!!!! And why is the PEOPLE we vote to represent us is not helping us at all?

Follow up......

Edison Chen announced that he will leave the HK's entertainment industry after he completed the jobs on hand.

According to some news, Edison is actually used by a POWERFUL GROUP to take all these photos in order to control/ black mail the ladies. I also heard that Edison actually planned his way to Hollywood. No matter what, I don't think he need to leave HK entertainment industry as all of the ladies are still staying.

News told that Nicholas Tze didn't see any of the photos, I'm sure he didn't or else he will not have the mood so SMILE anymore. Imagine your wife showing her private part openly to other man... OK, nevermind, who never have sex before marriage nowadays?? Eh! I'm not encouraging this. But, now the case is, photos taken and show to the world with extremely vain or drunk or drug-ed face, naked and her hairy p*ssy [She can beat some porn stars ohh... but need to trim abit first lah]...

At least Gill & Edison stood up and face the facts.... what about this Cecelia that still hiding? She ruined her career by flirting/ has don't know what type of relationship with men, over party, over tattoo, no-mood to work and bla bla bla after broke up with Nicholas Tze last time. Then she got her Nicholas Tze back after he broke up with Faye Wong... and then immediately Nicholas Tze start telling the world how much they love each other and this and that. Then, within few months they back together, she is pregnant.. well planned, Cecelia. I should learn from her on how to WIN THE LOTTERY with so high speed and easy. Sometimes, too high profile is not a good thing too... because there are many people waiting to see them divorce. Just the matter of time, they said.

So, let's see how Cecelia going to handle this. Media able to forced Gill and Edison out for declaration... it's her turn now I think.

I'm bored......

Feeling bored lately... is there any party or gathering??

Ever since most of my close friends married or have babies... my life is getting more and more and more bored!!!!! I no longer have my COFFEE NIGHT on every friday... No longer lunch or dinner or coffee on weekend. Maybe I should get myself into the GROUP too.. at least I got something to busy with instead of rotting around.

I'm not a superb social people that has tons of friends... I always stick with few that I really close to. Now I realised that friends are not enough!!!! OK, actually I got some friends that asked me out sometimes... but in order to avoid misunderstanding, I rejected them. So, I'm rotting here!!

Help me........... Help...... Help...........

Happy Valentine's Day - 2008

In case I will be too busy on these few days or the following week, I wish you all a Happy Valentine's Day earlier ya..... and wish myself a HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY tooooo

I love my V Day gift.... it's practical and thoughful... a year membership for my yoga practice... Lovely. Or he is actually hinting that I'm too fat and need to lose some weight? LOLZ.... Hope not. Anyway, I know I'm fat. No need to remind me on that.

Thanks to my honey... It's a suprise although it's no longer a suprise... :)

PS: Thanks for everything. I love you.

GONG XI FA CAI..... 2008

Let's forget about all the sex scandals and unhappiness that happened recently... I wish all my friends and my family GONG XI FA CAI... may our wallet filled with monies... :P

For me, I only wish that everything will go smoothly, be healthy, no more drama, happy life and lots of monies comes to me.... kakakakkaka....

All the bad things go away!!!!!! All the unhappiness go away!!!!

All the good luck comes to me!!!!! All the monies come to me tooooo!!! Forget all unhappiness!!! Look forward!!

I know this is abit late... but better than nothing lah...

Happy Chinese New Year....

I don't expect you to like me......

I'm having some problems lately.

I'm not lovely enough to let some people to accept me as who I am. I never expect people to like me much as I think I'm not sweet enough and I'm not easy to mix with people. Moreover, I'm not a girl that will take the first move to talk to or mixed with people around me.

I'm sarcastic. I'm quiet. I'm passive. I'm stubborn.

I do not do things to meet people's expectations. I do not do things that I don't like just to please people. Please do not ask me to do something that you do not like so. If you understand me, if you know me, you should know I can't do it.

I do not have the same background as you, do not expect me to act the same as others around you. Just like that I didn't expect you to chat and laugh with us. Yes, I'm hardheaded. You do not like to be told on what to do, so am I.

I did what I think I should.

In deep shit...

Looks like Edison is really in deep shit... here comes another bunch of interesting photos which suspected his current gf, Vincy who is only 19 year old is one of the victims too. Just watched a little bit of the video of Edison Chen.. He looks terrible.

I think the photos are real... else, he won't run away.. he won't even apologize for this. I think many men are damn jealous of Edison ohhhh.... I'm jealous of him too... How he able to pursue those girls to let him take such DANGEROUS photos? Even an ordinary aunty will not let her husband take those photos. As a celebrities... they are too careless.

According to the news, Edison is very depressed and Vincy too. Both of them even thought of commit suicide. Gillian Chong, the image she build all the yearsss collapsed in just a day... all hard work gone.. reputation?? don't even mentioned about it. Bobo Chan and another not so well known female singer cancelled thier wedding due to this issue. Poor thing, Bobo Chan lost a GOLD MINE.

Poor Edison, has to run away from the police and gangster. Accoding to the newspapers, both side are hunting for him now. Edison even got a new nickname now --> Bastard of the century. Anyway, don't you think men should salute him for his skills of "taming" girls? Looks... those pretty girls willing to go to bed with him, let him take 'sexy' photos. Not everyone can do it you know??? I'm not asking you guys to do this lahhh... I'm not saying that you can do it too.

No matter his apologize is sincere or not... I think he already got enough from what he has done. This happened because of his careless.. careless that he send his laptop to strangers for repair.

Ha! I got another moral of the story to tell... DO NOT LET ANY STRANGER TO REPAIR YOUR PC/ MOBILE PHONE/ VCAM IF YOU GOT SECRETS IN IT.

I'm trying......

I'm trying my best to forgive & forget...

It's difficult.... but I will try......

I can't guarantee... because it's hurt, not only to me but to my family too...

I don't care how YOU treat me, but not to my family.

I feel shame because it equal to REJECT.