Sigh......

It's terrible feelings to back to work after 6 days rotting at home.

My eyes bag bigger than ever... the dark circle on my eyes looks like shit!!!

Sometimes, god really want to plays a fool with you. HE let you to found someone or something that you really happy with or in love with... then test or challenge you with something by making it worse. The worse thing is that you do not even own the chance to handle it but only let it torture you emotionally.

Torture emotionally, can lead to crazy... It's like having a bomb in my head, tik tik tik tik tik.... Having bad headache, blur mind.

Sigh.... I hate being torture.