I'm healthy...at least

Finally, my report is out..... I got nothing bad in me... even my uric acid is at the healthy ratio. I'm glad that I'm healthy beside my hormone gone abit crazy recently and caused me put on so much weight.

I did not sleep well last night. I'm disappointed and hurt.

At least, I'm healthy....

3D Games...

I hate 3D games...

I'm not a game person but SOMEONE is.... I was very bored last night and was sitting there watching SOMEONE playing his new PS3 game - 'Fallout'. I thought it is kinda exciting as there's always got some 'insane survivor' come and attack you, or some weird creatures comes.

By sitting there for 5 to 10 minutes on and off for the whole night from 9pm to 11pm, I start to feel abit uneasy... abit dizzy, headache and feeling very sick. Then I walked away as I really feel terrible by looking at the big screen...

I thought I will be better after I lie on bed... but I'm not, in fact, I vomitted 3 times in a roll and feel more sick then.

In case you suspect, I'm not pregnant although I wish... hahahaha...

I think I will try not to watch it anymore... Forgive me, but I start to hate 3D game now... :P

I miss....

Wondering what's happend to me... Suddenly, I miss Hong Kong and Bangkok so much... I think... the key point is there ----> I MISS SHOPPING LIKE A MAD WOMAN!!!

Mom and sis are going to Taipei by the end of the year.. but I'm not going... sigh.. I wanna go Taiwan!!!!! It's just not enough time for me to save enough money for Taiwan [Dec'08], Gold Coast [Mar'09] and Shanghai [Jun'09] in such a short period. Therefore, I have to sacrify my Taiwan trip... sighhh... But I'm lucky that my colleague is interested to go Taiwan, but of course it will not be so soon... So, we will have a girls trip! We will only eye on... SHOPPING, EAT, BOOKSTORE, BLYTHE DOLLS!!!!! Kakakaka.....

I'm still buzy on sewing and reading... SOMEONE is complaining that I neglected him since I have Tammy... OK, I admitted that I did neglected him a little bit... :P At least I'm not busy on some other guys... :P

Argh... I really miss shopping like nobody business!!!! I wanna go bangkok!!! I wanna go Hong Kong!!! I wanna go Taiwan!!!! My hands are itchy..... >__<

Heart of Montmartre....

OK!! I'm crazy I know.....

Beside 'My Best Friend', I also eyed on Heart of Montmartre which is a limited edition Blythe doll.... sighh... I'm crazy!!!! Her price is higher than 'My Best Friend' ahhhh.... >__<

Found a very funny commercial of Heart of Montmartre... http://media.webs-tv.net/m/1960105















Arghhh.... I really go crazy liaooo......

She is here!!!!

Veronica Lace is here!! She came to me on 28th Oct'08... very beautiful doll she is!!! Very fair skin and her hair color is really nice. Tammy has a new friend now!!! She is very happy to meet her new friend...


Here she is.... Rachel!!
















Her make up is so sweet!!


Look at the details of her dress... lovely...



She is a sweet girl... beautiful as Tammy.. :)



Good friends have coffee together... kakakkaa.... Tammy is wearing a dress that I've just completed. The cherry is sew on by beads... I love the cherry the most... and also the bottom part of the dress... cute.

Yeah...Yeah... Tammy got companion now!

Update - Oct'08

I've just completed my complicated work tasks... Finally, I can take a very short break but then there's another busy and stress period. Sighh.... I'm bored of this. I need a long break...

Tammy is the first thing I checkout when I back home... I know that she won't respond to me.. But, I'm happy to see her after work and the stress from work will be eased. Sound abit crazy I know..hahahaa. I need a sewing machine... :( Sew her clothes by hand is time consuming and my fingers are pain like hell.

Tammy new photos... :P Thought wanna post some photos of Tammy with the dress or blouses I made her... But I'm too lazy to take any photos or edit them... Soon soon... will try to post abit then :P. My new blythe - Veronica Lace is on her way now... wow...excited!!! Tammy can't wait to meet her new friend too. Emmm... I have to give her a name... eemm...

Tammy on my coke collection.. :P. I'm kinda sad actually... because I accidently left an ink mark on Tammy's wrist... sigh!!!! I tried many ways to clean it.... but it can't be removed!!! Arghhhh!!!

Blythe doll - Veronica Lace

My target!!!!

She will be release at the end of Oct'08... Can see how beautiful she is?? Her hair is light brown highlighted purple... her dress is so lacey!!!! It's not cheap to own her... I'm waiting for her to come to me.... Think she will only come to me in the November... Soon, Tammy [my first Blythe Doll - I Love You is True] will have a new friend!!!!

Tammy's birthday is on 6th Sept'08... Just one week before my birthday... She is my birthday present from SOMEONE.. a very suprise birthday gift!!!

I'm currently busy on sewing ... for Tammy!! I'm new in this and I just completed a trouser for her. Coming will be a skirt.. then a shirt/ T-Shirt... and more and more... :)

Don't you think that Tammy is beautiful????

Just Married....

OK, it's been almost 2 weeks since my wedding day on 14th Sept'08, which is my birthday too. It was a merry and lovely day..

Most of my friends will asked..."So? How's married life?" For me, it's still the same as what we have before marriage... It's just that nowadays I don't have to send SOMEONE home at my door step... I don't have to say bye bye every night.... I hear him snoring beside me every night, feel him sleeping just near to Me and I see him once I open my eyes in the morning...

It's always good to have someone you care, you love to share everything.. to walk through everything with you... Thanks for my honey for loving me so much... *muaks*

Sad!!!!

I wanna go bangkok.... I wanna go bangkok this weekend!!!!

There is this Blythe doll event there.. for the whole September!!! http://www.blythedoll.com/eng/news/2008/09/behind_blythe_7_wonderfulyears_1.html

I wanna go bangkok now!!!!!

My Tammy wanna go bangkok and meet her friendsssss!!!!!

Was superb angry......

I was superb angry. The bridal shop is testing my patience on their bad service.

After the no manners girl cut off my call rudely.. immediately I call SOMEONE and told him that I want to go to the Bridal Shop immediately right after work. SOMEONE asked what's happened and I told him everything included that the Bridal Shop said can't give us the album at least one week before our wedding. Then SOMEONE asked.. "what's the problem if we get the album one day before wedding? Still before wedding mah..." &($@%&!)@#&^#)@ Immediately the FIRE burn me off!

Now I'm telling you all guys why it is so big deal to get the wedding album just one day before the wedding.

1. What if the printing of album are sucks??? You may want them to re-do the album. So, it take times and one day is impossible to complete it.

2. What if the "JI MUI" photos developed are wrong?? Not the one we choosed?? Yes, it's a big deal if they developed a ugly photo of yours are you are going to distribute them to your friends.

3. What if they got any accident that can't get the album ready on the ONE DAY BEFORE YOUR WEDDING?

4. The pressure of everyone asking for photos can kill.

5. The pressure of everyone asking why is it so slow and this and that is irritating.

Someone FEEL the heat from my anger. He called the Bridal Shop and requested to meet with the designer as they always push the responsibilities to her. So, SOMEONE made them to promise to deliver the album before 7th Sept'08.

So, I stepped out of the Bridal Shop happily. Of course, this is all because of SOMEONE who able to make them promise to delivery of album one week before our wedding. I should thanks SOMEONE for this.

I think SOMEONE is kinda stress recently as well. Both of us are bad temper, no patience and etc. Spend lots of monies on house renovation, furnitures shopping, household items shopping, wedding and etc... I'm totally PK!

Any part time job ???? I need some I think....

Angry......

I'm very unhappy with the service I got from the Bridal Shop.

Not only they wasting my time but also the service is terrible. If you know that your showroom has not enough staffs, hire more instead of let the customers to sit there and wait for someone availble to serve them. If you notices that your current design staffs are not able to rush the album on time for your customes, hire more freelance or staffs to fulfill the peak.

We can't deny that the photos taken are beautiful and lovely. But by paying such a big sum of money on a wedding album, even RM3,000 for few photos/ 2 album is consider expensive, we do not deserved such a service from you.

Friends......

Friends are those who won't give you lame excuses.
Friends are those who keep their promises.
Friends are those who still can chat happily with you even didnt keep in touch for long time.


Time will reveal the true friends....

Believe in you......

This is a little bit slow. I think most of us heard about YogaZone. Most of my friends asked me about this, which I have no inner information and I only know what's been told from the local newspaper. As one of the member, I do feel worry on my membership while feeling sad for the ex-management [Mr. Yoga] too.

Not that I do not care about my money, hey! I'm not a "rich wife" ok? I still can remember my first yoga experience from YZ. Due to yoga I'm able to change myself from a hot temper lady to slighty better one. First time fancy a man so crazily... the yoga instructor frm YZ. There are so many memories. Good or bad.

SOMEONE & I joined YZ since very early stage when they just established... YZ is like our dating venue almost everyday. We laughed together when posing, gossip about our classes/ teachers & etc when having dinner... Not only that we getting more flexible on our body twisting, more open on our mind, but our love developed deeper because of yoga. How not to feel down when I saw the news?

Most of the people pointed that the ex-management cheated on the staffs/ teachers/ members. I don't know whether this is the truth... But I choose to believe that the ex-management surely has some difficulties which are not easy to be solve. I choosed to trust Mr.Yoga and the ex-management. Call me stupid if you have a different point of view... Just don't argue with me on what I choosed to believe. I believe that Mr.Yoga will not use yoga as a tool to cheat on those who love yoga too.

I choosed to believe in what I believed in.

News......

OK, I know I've been very lazy and busy lately...

I've been working like a dog.... all due to AUDIT!!! Sometimes, I really hate audit... but no choice, this is part of my job and I have to deal with this shit.

And... I'm also busy on house moving, renovation, furnitures shopping, household items shopping... spend monies like water flowing off the paip... My bank accounts balance is very near to NIL now. Pity me!!!! But I think SOMEONE is more pity than me as he is the one who pay for 90% of the items we bought.

47 days to go. And I will be step into another stage of my life... Ya, I'm getting marry. My colleague asked, "Have you ever re-think on your deicision?" Yes, I did. But, I'm not regret on my decision. I can see that SOMEONE changed after I've made my decision and make myself very clear on something.

This is a photo taken by my own camera when we are waiting for the phototgrapher to get ready. I love the make up and hair do... I looks so lovely and sweet... kakakaka... like I said, I never been so beautiful before. It's really amazing what comestic can do on a lady.

Stress on work and wedding preparation... and.. I'm still FAT!

Stressed....

Been very stress lately. It's year end closing again... not for one company, but for 5 companies!!! Crazy. Wanted to get the drafted financial report out by the end of July.... Impossible!

There are lots to prepare... and I'm doing the clerk's work now... spend days to do data entry... wasting my time, I don't even have time for reports preparing... Aiyaa... hate it!! But still I have to rush these on time as this is my job... Life is sucks sometimes...

Damn stress ah!!!

Update - some edited photos...

Found some fun photo editing software to play with.... :P Some are overdo I think...







But still looks pretty mahhh... :P The make up is real... not photoshopped...

Busy......

Been very busy lately.... work like a dog....

Also busy with personal things... many things to prepare...

Stress... Breathless... on work, personal life and etc.

SIGH....

Life is difficult....

I know that I'd neglect this blog for long time... Really busy on some personal things. Many things to settle .

My days are full with challenges... Not convenient to explain much here as SOMEONE might not like it.

These few months are the most challenging months that I ever have. Not only it challenged my mind, but my heart too. My mind and my heart been questioned for so many times. And I have to make the most difficult decision in my life.

Sighh.. Life is difficult sometimes.

I'm lost......

I'm totally off track... I don't know what I want exactly in my life now.

Choose either one also difficult...

Is there anyone to tell me what can I do to end this drama??? One side of me fighting with the other side. The angel and devil's fight.

Please give me some guidance... Please show me the right track...

Drama.....

It's not easy to went through these few weeks after back from Hong Kong trip. Something inside me that changed.

I'm always an impulsive person, no matter on shopping or in love. Something changed. It's not that I no longer an impulsive person but I'm more on it. I'm in love with another guy beside SOMEONE. This is not expected, of course, who will know that yourself will fall in love with someone else beside the one being with you for years?

Mr. Js is a very caring and lovely person. Not only he is sweet, but he care of my feelings a lot. And what's most powerful is that he is more impulsive than me. I feel 100% touched by what he did for me. I feel so important because he put me in the first place no matter in what sense. Maybe you will tell me that's only for the courting stage. I never feel like this in the few relationship I had / having.

Sighhh..... Suddenly, I feel like my relationship is just like drama... so dramatic till I can't believe that happend on me.. someone who is just so ordinary and not pretty.

HongKong Trip - March 2008

Photoss.....

I'm busy...

Sorry that I've been busy and didn't update my blog for such a long time. I went to Hong Kong for holidays. I love Hong Kong, I love their people.. Don't ask me why, I just love Hong Kong.

I got tons of photos taken, will try to upload them soon.

Be patience lah... :P

Finally.....

Finally, new era has begun!!!!

Election is over... new era is here. Hope that who we vote for will make this country a better one.

All the best, Malaysian!!!

How much I worth per hour... On BED...

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Who to vote???

Since I don't know who to vote... and I'm not in the passion on who will win as it's all the same for me..... I took this test and it give me the decision I have in my heart....

Here it is.....

According to the 100% accurate kennysia.com Who-To-Vote-This-Election Decision Generator™, I am voting for...

DEMOCRATIC ACTION PARTY!

Who Should You Vote For This Election?

Now... I have another problem... This party is not in the list of my area.... Sh*t!

Help???

It’s extremely boring when come to newspapers lately. Beside election, still election and all the funny things about the candidates. Husband, wife, family, girl friend, boy friend…all come and SHOW SUPPORT. Boringggg….. Who really care about how much your husband, wife, family, gf, bf support you?? We more emphasize on… RESULT. Show that you do really work for the people not only once every 5 years.

We will only heard/ see these people once every 5 years… they will walk around the market, stall to stall, house to house … asking us to vote for them. Where are these people when election is not around? When we go asking for help, cases have been dragging for years, . Maybe we should be the one who blame as we do not know the right time to ask for help.

For example, my case… My family paid deposit of RM10,000.00++ for a property purchase far back to 15 years ago? Or longer than that. The developer didn’t start any work and the land keep abandon for 15 years. No development and no news. Most of the purchaser requested for refund as the project is delayed for too long time. Then, 3 years ago, we found that the same developer actually having another NEW LAUNCHING property for sales and the location  the same land for the property we purchased! So, cheat, we all see it. What we got by confronting the developer? “YES! I’ve cheated your money. I don’t have money to pay you all back, you all take my life lah..” WAH!!! What’s this??? Cheat our money and still can be so rude??? He’s not only cheated us, but using the same trick to cheat more people’s money by RESELLING the same property on the same land!!!!! I’m angry!!

There, we went for this PEOPLE in our area for help… DING DONG DING DONG… DONG DING DONG DING… nothing come out… nothing happened… say this say that…. Not helping at all!! With Sales & Purchase Agreement on hand also can’t protect our right!!!!

The end of the story is……….our hard earned money still with the cheap old cunning developer!!!!!! And why is the PEOPLE we vote to represent us is not helping us at all?

Follow up......

Edison Chen announced that he will leave the HK's entertainment industry after he completed the jobs on hand.

According to some news, Edison is actually used by a POWERFUL GROUP to take all these photos in order to control/ black mail the ladies. I also heard that Edison actually planned his way to Hollywood. No matter what, I don't think he need to leave HK entertainment industry as all of the ladies are still staying.

News told that Nicholas Tze didn't see any of the photos, I'm sure he didn't or else he will not have the mood so SMILE anymore. Imagine your wife showing her private part openly to other man... OK, nevermind, who never have sex before marriage nowadays?? Eh! I'm not encouraging this. But, now the case is, photos taken and show to the world with extremely vain or drunk or drug-ed face, naked and her hairy p*ssy [She can beat some porn stars ohh... but need to trim abit first lah]...

At least Gill & Edison stood up and face the facts.... what about this Cecelia that still hiding? She ruined her career by flirting/ has don't know what type of relationship with men, over party, over tattoo, no-mood to work and bla bla bla after broke up with Nicholas Tze last time. Then she got her Nicholas Tze back after he broke up with Faye Wong... and then immediately Nicholas Tze start telling the world how much they love each other and this and that. Then, within few months they back together, she is pregnant.. well planned, Cecelia. I should learn from her on how to WIN THE LOTTERY with so high speed and easy. Sometimes, too high profile is not a good thing too... because there are many people waiting to see them divorce. Just the matter of time, they said.

So, let's see how Cecelia going to handle this. Media able to forced Gill and Edison out for declaration... it's her turn now I think.

I'm bored......

Feeling bored lately... is there any party or gathering??

Ever since most of my close friends married or have babies... my life is getting more and more and more bored!!!!! I no longer have my COFFEE NIGHT on every friday... No longer lunch or dinner or coffee on weekend. Maybe I should get myself into the GROUP too.. at least I got something to busy with instead of rotting around.

I'm not a superb social people that has tons of friends... I always stick with few that I really close to. Now I realised that friends are not enough!!!! OK, actually I got some friends that asked me out sometimes... but in order to avoid misunderstanding, I rejected them. So, I'm rotting here!!

Help me........... Help...... Help...........

Happy Valentine's Day - 2008

In case I will be too busy on these few days or the following week, I wish you all a Happy Valentine's Day earlier ya..... and wish myself a HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY tooooo

I love my V Day gift.... it's practical and thoughful... a year membership for my yoga practice... Lovely. Or he is actually hinting that I'm too fat and need to lose some weight? LOLZ.... Hope not. Anyway, I know I'm fat. No need to remind me on that.

Thanks to my honey... It's a suprise although it's no longer a suprise... :)

PS: Thanks for everything. I love you.

GONG XI FA CAI..... 2008

Let's forget about all the sex scandals and unhappiness that happened recently... I wish all my friends and my family GONG XI FA CAI... may our wallet filled with monies... :P

For me, I only wish that everything will go smoothly, be healthy, no more drama, happy life and lots of monies comes to me.... kakakakkaka....

All the bad things go away!!!!!! All the unhappiness go away!!!!

All the good luck comes to me!!!!! All the monies come to me tooooo!!! Forget all unhappiness!!! Look forward!!

I know this is abit late... but better than nothing lah...

Happy Chinese New Year....

I don't expect you to like me......

I'm having some problems lately.

I'm not lovely enough to let some people to accept me as who I am. I never expect people to like me much as I think I'm not sweet enough and I'm not easy to mix with people. Moreover, I'm not a girl that will take the first move to talk to or mixed with people around me.

I'm sarcastic. I'm quiet. I'm passive. I'm stubborn.

I do not do things to meet people's expectations. I do not do things that I don't like just to please people. Please do not ask me to do something that you do not like so. If you understand me, if you know me, you should know I can't do it.

I do not have the same background as you, do not expect me to act the same as others around you. Just like that I didn't expect you to chat and laugh with us. Yes, I'm hardheaded. You do not like to be told on what to do, so am I.

I did what I think I should.

In deep shit...

Looks like Edison is really in deep shit... here comes another bunch of interesting photos which suspected his current gf, Vincy who is only 19 year old is one of the victims too. Just watched a little bit of the video of Edison Chen.. He looks terrible.

I think the photos are real... else, he won't run away.. he won't even apologize for this. I think many men are damn jealous of Edison ohhhh.... I'm jealous of him too... How he able to pursue those girls to let him take such DANGEROUS photos? Even an ordinary aunty will not let her husband take those photos. As a celebrities... they are too careless.

According to the news, Edison is very depressed and Vincy too. Both of them even thought of commit suicide. Gillian Chong, the image she build all the yearsss collapsed in just a day... all hard work gone.. reputation?? don't even mentioned about it. Bobo Chan and another not so well known female singer cancelled thier wedding due to this issue. Poor thing, Bobo Chan lost a GOLD MINE.

Poor Edison, has to run away from the police and gangster. Accoding to the newspapers, both side are hunting for him now. Edison even got a new nickname now --> Bastard of the century. Anyway, don't you think men should salute him for his skills of "taming" girls? Looks... those pretty girls willing to go to bed with him, let him take 'sexy' photos. Not everyone can do it you know??? I'm not asking you guys to do this lahhh... I'm not saying that you can do it too.

No matter his apologize is sincere or not... I think he already got enough from what he has done. This happened because of his careless.. careless that he send his laptop to strangers for repair.

Ha! I got another moral of the story to tell... DO NOT LET ANY STRANGER TO REPAIR YOUR PC/ MOBILE PHONE/ VCAM IF YOU GOT SECRETS IN IT.

I'm trying......

I'm trying my best to forgive & forget...

It's difficult.... but I will try......

I can't guarantee... because it's hurt, not only to me but to my family too...

I don't care how YOU treat me, but not to my family.

I feel shame because it equal to REJECT.

Hot!!!

Wow... most entertaining new in yr 2008. Edison Chen and Gillian Chong and Cecelia Cheung... POWER!!!

OK! I admited that I did google about the photos and I saw some of it... I don't want to get caught so I won't post any link about this issue.. hahahahaha.. anyway, it's easy to get it.. no worry.

Now only I know that these female celebrities shave all the hair from their body but pubic hair... they are so HAIRY!! They don't even trim it. OK! maybe they are too busy for it or they think no matter how hairy they are still got tons of men would love to knee between them. I think they are right.. men would do that if Gillian and Cecelia asked them to... I'm bad.

It seems like Cecelia is not in a concious situation when these photos are taken.. she looks drunk or on drugs. I'm not sure.. but she looks weird for me. For Gillian case, I think she knows about the camera as she looks into the camera in some of the photos.

I do feel pity for them... Sex is such a enjoyable thing to do with someone you love, or maybe someone you like [ you won't in love with your sex partner, right?]. I bet that most of the couple do have sex before marriage, there has nothing to be huha about.. but because they are asian and they are celebrities, this happened.

The moral of the story is, do not let anyone take sex photo/ video of you no matter how much you love that person. That person will not do take any sex photo/ video of you if he does care and love you. If you are druged.. it's different case. Do not trust anyone around you if you wanna protect yourself, they can drug you easily with your trust in them.

Pity....

Worry.......

It's 21st January 2008....

Time flies with high speed!!!!!! Suddenly I feel so worry and scared when I look at the calendar standing on my working desk.... It's 21st!!!!! Arghhhhh... and I'm still fat!!!!!

Chinese new year is just around the corner and 18th February is so near!!!!! and... I'm still fat!!!!

Sighhhh.. I'm getting more and more depressed....

Women are......

VAIN!!!!

This is what my boss commented on me....

I'm very picky on food... I don't like vege... I totally do not touch on ONION!!! I hate ONION!!!! But.... recently.. I'm trying on this slimming vegetable soup which contained ONION... Needless to tell, I ate it like no body business and totally ignore the ONIONsssss in it. When my boss saw what I'm eating for my breakfast and lunch.. she said..."WOMEN ARE VAIN..."

LOLZ!! I will do anything to slim down... I tried so many ways... pills, creams, exercises, diet plan, replacement meals, slimming centre, exercise machine/ tolls, slimming patch... etc. I will go for whatever can reduce weight/ make me slim.

What to do?????? My parents did not give me a devil like body shape with a face that looks like angel... they give me a fruit like body shape and ordinary looking face... sighhhh... No choice lah.. either I go for plastic surgery or work hard on diet and exercise.. I got no money, therefore I choosed to diet and work out.

No, I did not go for gym. I know it's the best for losing weight.. But, the fitness centre is kinda pricey nowadays... and they will push you to sign up for 3 years membership and tell you that it only cost you RM90 per month. Imagine lah!!! RM90 * 36 months is how much money??? To pay them either in one shot or 12 mths installment... RM3240 or RM270/mth. OK, maybe this is not a big sum for somebody.. but I'm not earning god damn high salary plus I gotto take care of my mom, my hse installment, car maintenance, petrol, self expenses, credit card payment, household expenses... bla bla bla... so, it does cost a lot for a low class worker as me.

Sighhh... Depressed... so fat!!! I WANNA LOSE WEIGHT!!!!

Housewife......

My mom told me that I can't be a god mother or have any god daughter till I got myself married!!! Ahhh!! I can't be god mother..... Have to wait lohh.... wait till got someone wanna marry me... and tied me down make me an aunty... Hahahhahaa...

I don't want to be aunty... ok??? I want to be a HOT MAMA... or SEXY WIFE... not the desperate one or the stay in the HOUSE one.. :P

Mentioned about HOUSEWIFE.... I still remember one of my collegemate used to have an ambition that is become a HOUSEWIFE.... kakakakaa... I still remember that all of us teased her about this ambition of her always... Her dream didn't come true.. she is married but not a HOUSEWIFE... she is still working with a few months old baby girl now. We still teasing her about this nowadays....

As we become elder and elder.. we realised that it is not easy to be a HOUSEWIFE... the most powerful challenge is to handle your loneliness and the workloads... Imagine how bored it is to stay home alone to do all the houseworks without kids... the works to be done will kill you faster if you have kids...

Then, we also have to bear with the facts that the hubby actually has no interest on you anymore as they think you are ugly/lausy/dumb/boring because you no longer "in-touch" with the WORLD.... they think that you only stay in the cage named HOME.. and your topic is surrounded by market, kids and neighbours. BORING!!!

Women stayed in the CAGE because of love... but is there anyone that will appreciate her sacrification? I wonder... I don't mind to be a HOUSEWIFE if my hubby able to feed me with monthly allowance of rm5K at least... and I got a maid that serve me and my kids... So, I still have time to dress up myself, to make myself beautiful and sexy, to fill up my brain with knowledge.. and most important.. have time and energy for sex and communication. Why I said this is most important??? Because this is the excuse most of the man use to bail other girls for affair.

"We no longer communicate with each other."

"We do not have sex for decades..."

"We stay to each other because of the kids..."

"My wife do not care of me anymore..."

"She only care for the kids..."

Women, not only have to take care of the family, do houseworks, take care of our body shape and health, not to be out of touch with the WORLD, also have to be ENJOY sex even you tired like hell... and have to know how to fight SMARTLY with those young and vain girls... If women found that they have affair with a young man, then she is a BITCH! and has to face so many judges...

While men, can just have affair and tell something irresponsible.... "MOST OF THE MARRIED MAN ALSO HAVE GIRLFRIEND, JUST THAT THEY DIDN'T GET CAUGHT" and ..... CASE CLOSED.

Why is it so difficult to be a woman????

New word....

Today, I learn a new word which fit me perfectly.... TECHNOSEXUAL....

POWER!!!! Do not understand what is technosexual??? The defination I found is...... A person, male or female, who is so deeply enthralled with technology they discuss it with a level of passion that most people reserve for sex. Not always a geek or a nerd, but generally someone who has the latest and greatest everything.

I'm not that crazy till I will give up my passion on sex.... hahahaha.. I still very into sex than go online. But sometimes I will spend more time sitting infront of my laptop and read blogs, surfing, play facebook, browse through my friends' profile...

Wah!!! sound like lifeless to others... But, I love this freetime activities... plus there are some friends on msn and chat with me. I love to communicate with SMS, MSN, blog... but hardly like to talk face to face beside we are close friends for more than 10 years or I see you everyday in the office. However, this does not means that we are totally closed for communication... there is always a way to open our heart.

OK! how to tackle a technosexual chick like me???? [I know I'm not qualify to be a CHICK yet..]

1- Have a blog. So that she will reach your thinking easily...[perhaps..]. That she will know what's in your mind, what's your point of view on certain issue... and perhaps know you better.

2- Send her SMS. Bear in mind that her mobile phone is not for phone calling or chat on phone.. her mobile phone is strictly for SMS only.... You can hardly see her talk on phone but always sms with her phone. Why don't just make a call and settle everything but keep sms?? Don't ask!! just sms!!

3- Get her some gadgets if you wanna get her some gifts. Do not go for something fancy or too young... She is more concern about the function than the outlook. Something simple and multifunction will always catch her attention. Eg. Sony Ericsson K810i.

LOLZ

I love this.... TECHNOSEXUAL

Illegal....

Read from newspaper that our government will not charged Dr. Chua and the lady for having oral sex [for now]. I told SOMEONE about this and he asked..."why is oral sex illegal?" "emmm.. you go ask our government lah! how I know eh??"

What a good question.. why is it illegal to have oral sex? People told me that's because it is ABNORMAL SEX in some religion's book... so, illegal lohh!! I very scared... if one day, I saw someone having oral sex.. should I call to police station????? They are doing something illegal!!!!

How how??? tell me what should I do!!!!!

Pity......

Dr. Chua [Minister of Health] has quited 5 positions held.... Pity. Obviously, the objective for spreading the Sex Video is completed.

Yes, this is all about his personal life.. and has nothing to do with what he has contributed to the country. But as a minister, where to put his face after all this happend? I do admire his courage to admit everything he has done. It is not easy to tell the whole country.. "YES! I F OTHER WOMEN OTHER THAN MY WIFE."

Imagine the effects on his family... I feel abit sympathy on him.... For a man at his 60s, with such a successful career [no matter in politic or not], suddenly fall from the cloud... I bet it's god damn pain for him. But Dr. Chua handle it strongly... steadily... I do admire him on this.

We chinese said.. "牛不喝水，按不得牛头低"="you won't able to push the cow's head down if it doesn't want to drink water"... I think, if he didn't F around, nothing will pull him down from what he had. But my mom has a different point of view.. "哪只猫儿不偷腥"="which cat doesn't eat fish?"... again, my theory is correct, men....still the same as I know... Dick always overcome the brain...

Sorry lah!!! I can't help but to think like this lahhh..... I witnessed too many of all these cases since the day I know about relationship.... OK, I did flirt around too.. but I'm 100% loyal when I knew that there is someone that worth for all my love and I know that he does love me too...

Women know how to calculate too.

Men.....

OK, our Dr Chua [Minister of Health] admited the man in the sex video is him and told the public that his wife already forgive him for what he has done. I think the wife has no choice but to forgive.

I wonder....really wonder... does the wife forgive him 100% or only 10%? No choice, to keep his high post... I think they have to work on this drama carefully. Either forgive or not also just tell the public that she already forgive him lah! Else how??? Tell the public that "I gambled my family for the sex out of marriage." ??? Man.... no matter rich or not... handsome or not... all love to go for something that shouldn't go for..

Will I forgive a husband that F around??? my answer is 100% no! That's why I told SOMEONE... if you happened to F some women behind me.. PLEASE DO NOT LET ME KNOW TILL I DIE!!! YOU DIE ALSO DON'T LET ME KNOW ABOUT IT! DON'T EVEN LEAVE ANY MESSAGE OR EVIDENCE FOR ME TO TRACE!!! OR ELSE, YOU SHOULD KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT....

Please forgive my voilence.. I can't take it... I bet no other woman able to take it beside that they got other motive or BENEFITS... you know.. our women's excuses to leech on... kids still young/ can't compete in the market already/ can't afford the lifestyle/ I do love him... OK lah, women always die on the word.. "LOVE"... Me too.....

Even our lovely PM said..." Man created to loves many women.." apani..... Kill me pleaseeee!!!!

New Year, New Chapter of Life......

Happy 2008! Time flies.....

Here started another new year... I shall continue with my undone New Year Resolution of 2007... SLIM DOWN...

Depressed... I'm still fat!!!!

Showing the cutey baby... my second god daughter after Renee, Ah Moi!

aawww... so cute!

and my work is no longer happy as last year... the company has blocked FACEBOOK!!!!! I want to cry!!!!!! What is this?? who the hell want to block facebook???? Why is it so????? Is it my fault?? or most of the people also playing facebook here???? Arghhhhhhhhhhh.... KILL ME PLEASE!! HOW AM I GOING TO KILL MY FREE WORKING HOURS NOW??????