Worry.......

It's 21st January 2008....

Time flies with high speed!!!!!! Suddenly I feel so worry and scared when I look at the calendar standing on my working desk.... It's 21st!!!!! Arghhhhh... and I'm still fat!!!!!

Chinese new year is just around the corner and 18th February is so near!!!!! and... I'm still fat!!!!

Sighhhh.. I'm getting more and more depressed....

Women are......

VAIN!!!!

This is what my boss commented on me....

I'm very picky on food... I don't like vege... I totally do not touch on ONION!!! I hate ONION!!!! But.... recently.. I'm trying on this slimming vegetable soup which contained ONION... Needless to tell, I ate it like no body business and totally ignore the ONIONsssss in it. When my boss saw what I'm eating for my breakfast and lunch.. she said..."WOMEN ARE VAIN..."

LOLZ!! I will do anything to slim down... I tried so many ways... pills, creams, exercises, diet plan, replacement meals, slimming centre, exercise machine/ tolls, slimming patch... etc. I will go for whatever can reduce weight/ make me slim.

What to do?????? My parents did not give me a devil like body shape with a face that looks like angel... they give me a fruit like body shape and ordinary looking face... sighhhh... No choice lah.. either I go for plastic surgery or work hard on diet and exercise.. I got no money, therefore I choosed to diet and work out.

No, I did not go for gym. I know it's the best for losing weight.. But, the fitness centre is kinda pricey nowadays... and they will push you to sign up for 3 years membership and tell you that it only cost you RM90 per month. Imagine lah!!! RM90 * 36 months is how much money??? To pay them either in one shot or 12 mths installment... RM3240 or RM270/mth. OK, maybe this is not a big sum for somebody.. but I'm not earning god damn high salary plus I gotto take care of my mom, my hse installment, car maintenance, petrol, self expenses, credit card payment, household expenses... bla bla bla... so, it does cost a lot for a low class worker as me.

Sighhh... Depressed... so fat!!! I WANNA LOSE WEIGHT!!!!

Housewife......

My mom told me that I can't be a god mother or have any god daughter till I got myself married!!! Ahhh!! I can't be god mother..... Have to wait lohh.... wait till got someone wanna marry me... and tied me down make me an aunty... Hahahhahaa...

I don't want to be aunty... ok??? I want to be a HOT MAMA... or SEXY WIFE... not the desperate one or the stay in the HOUSE one.. :P

Mentioned about HOUSEWIFE.... I still remember one of my collegemate used to have an ambition that is become a HOUSEWIFE.... kakakakaa... I still remember that all of us teased her about this ambition of her always... Her dream didn't come true.. she is married but not a HOUSEWIFE... she is still working with a few months old baby girl now. We still teasing her about this nowadays....

As we become elder and elder.. we realised that it is not easy to be a HOUSEWIFE... the most powerful challenge is to handle your loneliness and the workloads... Imagine how bored it is to stay home alone to do all the houseworks without kids... the works to be done will kill you faster if you have kids...

Then, we also have to bear with the facts that the hubby actually has no interest on you anymore as they think you are ugly/lausy/dumb/boring because you no longer "in-touch" with the WORLD.... they think that you only stay in the cage named HOME.. and your topic is surrounded by market, kids and neighbours. BORING!!!

Women stayed in the CAGE because of love... but is there anyone that will appreciate her sacrification? I wonder... I don't mind to be a HOUSEWIFE if my hubby able to feed me with monthly allowance of rm5K at least... and I got a maid that serve me and my kids... So, I still have time to dress up myself, to make myself beautiful and sexy, to fill up my brain with knowledge.. and most important.. have time and energy for sex and communication. Why I said this is most important??? Because this is the excuse most of the man use to bail other girls for affair.

"We no longer communicate with each other."

"We do not have sex for decades..."

"We stay to each other because of the kids..."

"My wife do not care of me anymore..."

"She only care for the kids..."

Women, not only have to take care of the family, do houseworks, take care of our body shape and health, not to be out of touch with the WORLD, also have to be ENJOY sex even you tired like hell... and have to know how to fight SMARTLY with those young and vain girls... If women found that they have affair with a young man, then she is a BITCH! and has to face so many judges...

While men, can just have affair and tell something irresponsible.... "MOST OF THE MARRIED MAN ALSO HAVE GIRLFRIEND, JUST THAT THEY DIDN'T GET CAUGHT" and ..... CASE CLOSED.

Why is it so difficult to be a woman????

New word....

Today, I learn a new word which fit me perfectly.... TECHNOSEXUAL....

POWER!!!! Do not understand what is technosexual??? The defination I found is...... A person, male or female, who is so deeply enthralled with technology they discuss it with a level of passion that most people reserve for sex. Not always a geek or a nerd, but generally someone who has the latest and greatest everything.

I'm not that crazy till I will give up my passion on sex.... hahahaha.. I still very into sex than go online. But sometimes I will spend more time sitting infront of my laptop and read blogs, surfing, play facebook, browse through my friends' profile...

Wah!!! sound like lifeless to others... But, I love this freetime activities... plus there are some friends on msn and chat with me. I love to communicate with SMS, MSN, blog... but hardly like to talk face to face beside we are close friends for more than 10 years or I see you everyday in the office. However, this does not means that we are totally closed for communication... there is always a way to open our heart.

OK! how to tackle a technosexual chick like me???? [I know I'm not qualify to be a CHICK yet..]

1- Have a blog. So that she will reach your thinking easily...[perhaps..]. That she will know what's in your mind, what's your point of view on certain issue... and perhaps know you better.

2- Send her SMS. Bear in mind that her mobile phone is not for phone calling or chat on phone.. her mobile phone is strictly for SMS only.... You can hardly see her talk on phone but always sms with her phone. Why don't just make a call and settle everything but keep sms?? Don't ask!! just sms!!

3- Get her some gadgets if you wanna get her some gifts. Do not go for something fancy or too young... She is more concern about the function than the outlook. Something simple and multifunction will always catch her attention. Eg. Sony Ericsson K810i.

LOLZ

I love this.... TECHNOSEXUAL

Illegal....

Read from newspaper that our government will not charged Dr. Chua and the lady for having oral sex [for now]. I told SOMEONE about this and he asked..."why is oral sex illegal?" "emmm.. you go ask our government lah! how I know eh??"

What a good question.. why is it illegal to have oral sex? People told me that's because it is ABNORMAL SEX in some religion's book... so, illegal lohh!! I very scared... if one day, I saw someone having oral sex.. should I call to police station????? They are doing something illegal!!!!

How how??? tell me what should I do!!!!!

Pity......

Dr. Chua [Minister of Health] has quited 5 positions held.... Pity. Obviously, the objective for spreading the Sex Video is completed.

Yes, this is all about his personal life.. and has nothing to do with what he has contributed to the country. But as a minister, where to put his face after all this happend? I do admire his courage to admit everything he has done. It is not easy to tell the whole country.. "YES! I F OTHER WOMEN OTHER THAN MY WIFE."

Imagine the effects on his family... I feel abit sympathy on him.... For a man at his 60s, with such a successful career [no matter in politic or not], suddenly fall from the cloud... I bet it's god damn pain for him. But Dr. Chua handle it strongly... steadily... I do admire him on this.

We chinese said.. "牛不喝水，按不得牛头低"="you won't able to push the cow's head down if it doesn't want to drink water"... I think, if he didn't F around, nothing will pull him down from what he had. But my mom has a different point of view.. "哪只猫儿不偷腥"="which cat doesn't eat fish?"... again, my theory is correct, men....still the same as I know... Dick always overcome the brain...

Sorry lah!!! I can't help but to think like this lahhh..... I witnessed too many of all these cases since the day I know about relationship.... OK, I did flirt around too.. but I'm 100% loyal when I knew that there is someone that worth for all my love and I know that he does love me too...

Women know how to calculate too.

Men.....

OK, our Dr Chua [Minister of Health] admited the man in the sex video is him and told the public that his wife already forgive him for what he has done. I think the wife has no choice but to forgive.

I wonder....really wonder... does the wife forgive him 100% or only 10%? No choice, to keep his high post... I think they have to work on this drama carefully. Either forgive or not also just tell the public that she already forgive him lah! Else how??? Tell the public that "I gambled my family for the sex out of marriage." ??? Man.... no matter rich or not... handsome or not... all love to go for something that shouldn't go for..

Will I forgive a husband that F around??? my answer is 100% no! That's why I told SOMEONE... if you happened to F some women behind me.. PLEASE DO NOT LET ME KNOW TILL I DIE!!! YOU DIE ALSO DON'T LET ME KNOW ABOUT IT! DON'T EVEN LEAVE ANY MESSAGE OR EVIDENCE FOR ME TO TRACE!!! OR ELSE, YOU SHOULD KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT....

Please forgive my voilence.. I can't take it... I bet no other woman able to take it beside that they got other motive or BENEFITS... you know.. our women's excuses to leech on... kids still young/ can't compete in the market already/ can't afford the lifestyle/ I do love him... OK lah, women always die on the word.. "LOVE"... Me too.....

Even our lovely PM said..." Man created to loves many women.." apani..... Kill me pleaseeee!!!!

New Year, New Chapter of Life......

Happy 2008! Time flies.....

Here started another new year... I shall continue with my undone New Year Resolution of 2007... SLIM DOWN...

Depressed... I'm still fat!!!!

Showing the cutey baby... my second god daughter after Renee, Ah Moi!

aawww... so cute!

and my work is no longer happy as last year... the company has blocked FACEBOOK!!!!! I want to cry!!!!!! What is this?? who the hell want to block facebook???? Why is it so????? Is it my fault?? or most of the people also playing facebook here???? Arghhhhhhhhhhh.... KILL ME PLEASE!! HOW AM I GOING TO KILL MY FREE WORKING HOURS NOW??????

Superb Bored!!!!

Today is a lazy day.... boss not around, everyone in their holiday mood... not productive at all... all also lazy lazy around.. surf web, chit chat... I'm busy playing facebook... :P But, my facebook very slow nowadays due to the fluffy petting!!!! everyone petting my fluff and make it so slow!!! I hate it!! because I can't pet other people and earn munny!!!! Terrible!!!

It's superb bored because I got nothing much to do even it's the end of the month/ year end... because everything is not yet finalised. Hope everything will be smooth by the early of the month...

2008 soon!!!!! I'm another year elder... but wiser.. hahahhahaha.... Getting old is not a good thing ahhh....

My best friend give birth to a baby girl yesterday... we call her AH MOI as the daddy not yet has any name for her... So CHUBBY!!!!! she is 3.5kg!!!! crazy!!!! She has her mom's big eyes.. tan skin color... always cry for milk... hhahahaha... made her mommy so bz feeding her...made me so busy carrying her in and out from the crib.... Another god daughter, AH MOI! I took a photo of her... will post it on later... very chubby baby.

"Any plan for new year?" This is what I heard most from my friends these few days. I got no plan, most happening will be go out for a better dinner than normal... But think will be almost the same as normal because we always go for good food. SOMEONE loves good food!

Review on the Year 2007? I did nothing.... beside able to lose a little bit of weight... that's all!!!! Terrible!!!! Did nothing and there gone the whole year!!!! 2008 will be a happening and busy year I think... I can foresee many changes coming to me... :) Handle it cool and steady!!!

Wish me and you all a HAPPY 2008!!!!

I'm searching for you.....

Look at her... BLYTHE!!!!! So beautiful!!!! I'm searching for her.... these are all the photos I got from some websites.... so beautiful................

Anyone know where can I find her in Kuala Lumpur?????

Awww....

The holiday ended so fast.... tiring but happy. Who doesn't enjoy Christmas?? I bet that everyone love christmas especially those in gifts business. The real meaning of Christmas has been twisted but still we enjoy it.

I got quite a lot of Christmas gifts.. most of them are quite practical but some is just so your eyes only... Kakakaka...

Useful items - Mobile phone, Hand wash, Body wash, Shampoo & Body wash set, Lips gloss & Lips balm set, Silver Earring, RM100, Ikea hanging compartment, Kitchen ware, Hands towel, Mobile phone holder * 2......

For your eyes only items - Artificial Lilies, Dry flowers.

Too tired to trasnfer all the photos taken... will upload them when I feel abit re-energized. Kakakkakaa.... lazy lazy and lazy!!! Too many holidays made me moodless to work too... :P

*yawwnnn...*

Not easy......

My lovely mom has been away for a week, she went to Singapore to enjoy her holiday. Therefore, I'm alone at home and I have to do all the housework!!! Not that I never do any housework in my life, I clean my room and my washroom every weekend. However, for the whole house... not really...hahahahaha...

So, every night after I back home from yoga or whatsoever, I have to wash my clothes, fold the clothes, sweep the floor and tidy up the house a little bit because sometimes my cousins might just come over my home and mess it up abit. It is easy.

Supposingly my mom will be back on Friday night, but due to the long holiday, she couldn't get the bus ticket back to KL. So, she will back on Saturday. One more day will not kill me. But, because I'm a fussy person on cleaniness also, so I decided to clean the house properly on Friday night.

First, I throw all my clothes into the washing machine, then I sweep the floor, fold the clothes, wipes the glasses, cabinets, tables, mirrors and etc. I already start feeling the sweats at my back. Then, what I need to do is to mop the floor as it started to feel a little bit of dusty and sticky.. DISGUSTING! There I go, start moping floor. My mom not used to those high tech mop and she is using the old fashioned mop which require me to twist the mop to dry off the water. After a few round of mop twisting, I also twisted my wrist!!! Crazy!! I still feel the pain today! My sweats dripping off to the floor when I'm mopping. Unbelievable!!! Now only I realised that doing housework is also another type of calories buring exercise!! I'm glad that I can finished the dining room, living room, master bedroom and 2 other rooms.

Next! wash kitchen!!! which included the kitchen floor and the sink and also the do some cleaning on kitchen top. After pour some detergent on the floor, there I go to wet the floor with water. Then I realised, how am I going to avoid not to wet the things that put on the floor??? Another headache!! OK, so I try to avoid that area... and I think I did it lausily... Hahahhaa... then I wash the floor...and it took me at least half an hour to get it done!!!!

I'm exhausted after these, thinking of my mom when I finally able to get my butt on the sofa and looking at my dry and red hands. I MISS MY MOM!!!!!! Now, my mom is back from her holiday... and she cooked us delicious dinner last night.. it's so delicious and I'm so glad that I have my mom... she is just so wonderful!!!

I don't think that I'm able to do so many housework everyday.... admire the sacrifies of all the mommies. Not only they sacrifies their body, their vagina for their children, their love never can be replace by anything!! With so heavy loaded housework and kids at home, I wonder who still have the time to be like those aunty in Desperate Housewives!?!?! Of couse, it's different story if we are millionnaire and maids. I'm just lausy to do housework... Sighhhh....

Love your mom more...... you can never find someone who will love you that much.

Christmas is coming....

I got my early christmas gift from SOMEONE who is very sweet and thoughtful.... I just love the gift berry much!!!!!

TADAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lovely right?????? kakakakkaaka..... Thousand thanks to SOMEONE who is soooooo sweet!!!! I love it so much!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!!!! HO HO HO HO!!!

Sweet......

I found a new place that I wanna go and try out their sweetness....

Just Heavenly Pleasures

Lot 1.05 & 1.06, Ground Floor (opposite Chef & Brew)Epicure

No. 1 Jalan Medan Setia 1,Damansara Heights

50490 Kuala Lumpur

Contact No : 03-22879866 (Off. number in Bangsar)

Operating Hours : 11am -9pm (Closed on Sundays)

My gf, Ms. J bought me a cake from them on my last year's birthday, it taste heavenly... immediately it became one of my fav cake... CHOCOLATE & MINT... so delicious!!! especially for those who love both chocolate and mint like I do!!!!

I wanna go there and enjoy their desserts!!!!!! But... I'm on diet... How how how?????

I want to eat dessertsssss!!!

Increase lah!!!

Money not enough!!

I want to complain!!!! Why everything go crazy??? Why prices keep going up and up and up?? Why our salary never increase even a single cent????

Sigh... I already eat less, shop less and always sit at home watch tv or dvd.. still I feel that money is not enough!!! OK lah, I can't totally not to go shopping as my house need maintenance, my stomach need to be filled, my feets need to be protected, my face need to be pampered and my body needs to be covered mahhh... How to avoid??? Somemore, we drive to work due to the inconvenient of public transport and traffic jam almost everywhere.. tell me, how to be punctual to work if we do not drive? Car pool? How I wish I can find someone stay near my house and work at the same area with me. Sighh.... Sighhhh..... Car maintenance, petrol, car wash, tolls, road tax, car insurance... WHY!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?

We are only tiny tiny citizen in the country that earning peanut... how are we going to survive on all these??? Why so many people WALKING ON STREET WITH CARDBOARD?? Because our burden is so so so so so heavy and we can hardly breath... I can feel the heavy burden because I also earning peanut....

How to earn more moniessss?????? I did try to get some freelance work... but so far I only able to have one job, then another one still dragging as the BOSS is too occupied to pass me the material...sighhhh... I want money!! Looks like I have to be more aggressive... Moreover, I heard that we got no BONUS!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kill me better lah!!!

I want money!!!! I want moniesss!!!!!!

Nightmare....

The most horrible thing that I can't tolerate happened!!!! which is.... NO WATER SUPPLY!!!!

Yesterday was my nightmare. I back home after yoga without bath in the yoga centre as I will be more comfortable to have my sweet bath at home. When I steppend into my house, my mom told me that NO WATER AH!!!! Damn! Immediately I asked.. "why no one tell me about this? why no one call me and inform me? At least I can bath at the yoga centre if I know about this!!" Angry!!! I can't bath my dirty body!!!!! I'm very angry because I have to bear with this sweaty and smelly body for the whole night!!!!

Then there is a bit of water came around 10pm, immediately I went to bath and wash my hair. I feel so release and comfortable after bath. And I keep some water with the 2 small container I have in my bathroom, just in case you know? And I went to sleep happily after bath.

Again!!!! There has no water supply in the morning when I wanted to brush my teeth and wash my face! Luckily I got keep some water!!!! Just did whatever is necessary and I packed my shower gel, shampoo, clothes and whatever needed. I'm going to bath in office!!!! Yes, I did it.

What to do??? I can't stand if I did not bath. I will feel itching all over my body and I will be very angry. I'm a virgo. Virgo can't stand dirtiness. Heard that will be no water supply more frequent due to the flood at some area... arghhhh!!! kill me better!!!!

I want clean water supply!!!!

Free like a bird.....

Yeah!!! my boss went for vacation.... so our department is veli free... what we do when boss not around??? Web surfing, chatting and happy happy relaxing... kakakakaka....

Too bad that I left no leave or else, I bet I might be on leave... for shopping of course. I went for the YEAR END SALES on its first day... :P I bought 3 shirts, 1 skirt, 1 birthday gift, 1 xmas gift, some xmas decoration items, some facial products and etc.. in 4 hours... Yaaa..yaa.. I know, I'm a little bit too much... But, I'm superb happy after this!!!! :P

Amazing, you won't believe how happy I am after shopping... kakakkaa.. it's been months that I did not shop like this.. the end result is, I have to eat bread everyday for the rest of the month. However, the sales is still going on till 1st January 2008... I think I have to starve for this month and maybe next month.

Deeply in holiday mood... 11th December is an holiday and then 25th December and then 1st January... too many holidays too little monies... God, please give me more monies to spend....

Playing FACEBOOK everyday in office and getting more and more addicted on it... Ya, I'm unbelieveable free at work.. I don't know why, maybe my colleague is just too capable to take all my work... sighh.. I do feel lame... I'm trying to do some work and of course I did some work, or else I think I already be fired!! It's bored although you get paid to play facebook in the office... :P Not showing off, but just telling the truth... BORED!!!

I WANNA GO SHOPPING!!!!!!

HK Life......

Aaaww... a beautiful and satisfy life will be like this....

I have a cutie cat... name HELLO KITTY...

I owned a car......

I got unlimited credit card for me to fulfill my shopaholic behaviour....

Then I will go for my yoga class as usual after shopping....

After yoga, that's time to fill up my hungry stomach......

Then, I may need to go to washroom to settle some daily business.....

After took so much of calories.. I need more exercise and to relax my body and my mind... So, I go for cycling or just drive my scooter out for fun......

Then, my little cousins wanna play with me, so I take out the Light Sabre and play starwars with them... So fun...


Ha... I remember that I need to go online and check my mail box...

And I also need to post some christmas cards to my overseas friends... Ops, I need some stamps...

Suddenly my mobile phone rang and it's a irritating people who called... I still remember his face...

YAWNNNN.... It's late now... and I'm heading to bed...

Let me......

Please, let me bitch abit on my blog today....

I feel weird about some people... they are just weird... OK lah, sometimes I might be drama and weird too... but those people I saw these few days are plain weird...

1. An aunty, around 40+, asian, fair skin, medium body size but with saggy breast and big tummy. OK, I got tummy too.. but at least I do not walk infront of strangers nakedly. This is not the first time that she be naked in the changing room of the yoga centre. And I think most of us are getting used to her self- proud behaviour. Her nipples are damn big!!!! I do not know how to describe, but they are just damn big and dark... at least, much bigger than mine. Nipples big and dark also nevermind lah but what about the saggy breast??? Then, the most powerful one is I saw her sitting at da bench nakedly, applying body lotion on her beautiful naked body while... chatting and laugh happily..... -__-"...... I'm lausy I know!!

2. Normally, people who go for work out will not wear make up at least remove the LIPSTICK lah. But, as far as I concerned, there are many ladies do their yoga with make-up. OK, fine, some might think yoga did not sweat much and therefore it is OK. Fine fine fine. Just for your information, yoga do make you sweat like pig... Then, I saw this LADY at her mid 40, putting on more make-up after she changed her 'costume' and get ready for yoga class. EEmmmm.... again, I'm just too lausy to accept this.

3. Saw this girl in supermarket when I sneaked out for my groceries shopping at lunch hour today. She wearing a spec, long hair with low pony tail, plain and ordinary girl with pink t-shirt and sharp green color skirt. Emmm... I don't know about others, but I will not wear a color combination like this. POWER!!!!

4. This chinese lady who working in bank as a teller, around her mid 40 too with heavy makeup and strange taste of fashion. Why I wanna talk about her? Because her make up is too superb for working in a bank. It's more like on stage make up with hardcore eyeliner and eye shadow plus her dressing. Can KILL!!!

OK! I'm done with my busybody session.

Zodiac Reading 2008

Was reading this zodiac prediction for year 2008, it's quite accurate on my personality... All bad thingss.. kakakakaka...

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Personality
Magical, shrewd, intuitive, artistic and very lucky. Alternately, can be stubborn, irritable and impulsive. Can also be rather worldly and hard to get close to. Full of vitality, self assured, bright and master of success. Somewhat proud and quick-tempered, the XXX personality is always attractive.

The mighty and magnificent XXX of mythical folklore never ceases to enchant or stir the imagination. The XXX person is magnanimous and full of vitality and strength. To him life is a blaze of colors and he is constantly on the go. Egotistical, eccentric, dogmatic, whimsical or terribly demanding and unreasonable, he is still never without a band of admirers. Proud, aristocratic and very direct, the XXX-born establishes his ideals early in life and demands the same high standards and perfection from others that he has for himself.

The powerful XXX is difficult to contest, at times even impossible. He tends to intimidate those who dare challenge him. An angry, spurned XXX could be like the big bad wolf at your door. He'll huff and he'll puff until he blows your house down.

In spite of his volcano of emotions, the XXX cannot be said to be sentimental, sensitive or very romantic. He takes love and adulation for granted: they are his just due. But while he maybe stubborn, irrational and overbearing when irked, the XXX can forgive you the moment he gets over his outbursts. And since things are supposed to work both ways, he expects your forgiveness for his errors, too.

Likes: Festivals, Control, Wealth, Comfort, Concerts, Antique and Decadence.
Dislikes: Boredom, Cold, Dullness, Hunger, Hypocrisy and Quietness.
Compatible Animals: Rat, Monkey, Rooster
Incompatible Animals: Dog, Rabbit, Ox, Dragon

Awww... I'm so terrible ehhh.... Sad Caseeee...